I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom very suddenly 5 years ago and it was the singlemost difficult thing I have ever experienced. Please PM me if you need to chat. Sending T&Ps to you and your family. Take time for yourself and grieve, it's a long healing process.
I'm so sorry for your loss. My dad also had a widow maker heart attack in 2008 and we almost lost him. He went to the gym that morning and worked out. I can't imagine the pain you're in but I hope your wonderful memories of the last few days ease it almost bit.
Me: 42, DH: 40; Surprise BFP 4/27/2011; no heartbeat at 9w3d, we miss you, Baby Manatee; D&C 6/1/2011; AF returned 6/26/2011; Ready to try for our take-home baby. 7/24/2011--BFP! Peanut born March 2012; BFP: 7/31/2013!; blighted ovum at 7 weeks 8/26/2013. Holy Cannoli! BFP 2/23/2014. EDD 11/6/2014!
I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine. One of my fears is that my parents won't be around by the time I make it to a milestone (wedding day, giving birth, etc). Reading this breaks my heart.
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Me: 42, DH: 40; Surprise BFP 4/27/2011; no heartbeat at 9w3d, we miss you, Baby Manatee; D&C 6/1/2011; AF returned 6/26/2011; Ready to try for our take-home baby. 7/24/2011--BFP! Peanut born March 2012; BFP: 7/31/2013!; blighted ovum at 7 weeks 8/26/2013. Holy Cannoli! BFP 2/23/2014. EDD 11/6/2014!
Married 6/6/2009
TTC#1 since 9/2013 HSG & Testing, High AMH: 17
Clomid + monitoring 1/27/14= BFP 2/23/14, EDD 11/1/14
2/24 Beta#1: 28.5 2/28 #2: 119 3/4 #3: 950 (Speechless!) 3/6 #4: 1914 ultrasound rules out ectopic
3/10 US = heartbeat Week 20: dx marginal cord insertion
Week 28: dx high amniotic fluid (unexplained, all tests normal)
Weeks 32 & 34: Admitted to hospital for preterm labor, Nifedipene
Week 40+4: Sent to hospital from OB appointment due to signs of pre-eclampsia
D born 11/5/14 at 6:52pm, 6lbs 6 oz 20 inches
TTC#2 since 1/2016
Clomid + monitoring 4/13/16 = BFP 6/6/2016 EDD 2/15/17
6/9 Beta#1: 28 6/13 Beta#2 186 6/15 Beta#3 473 6/17 Beta#4 886 & CP 5w2d 6/30 laproscopic removal of left tube dx heterotopic
Two BFN Clomid + IUI cycles (Oct & Nov)
Surprise BFP 12/14/16 Chemical Pregnancy