Another Angel

amberjanea07 · July 2014

I found out I was pregnant on June 30th, confirmed it with my doctor on July 1st with a set appointment on July 10th for an ultrasound and meet the doctor. The whole first week was a mixed feelings of emotions from shocked, happy nervous and scared. Then I just waited for Thursday July 10th to arrive so we could finally see the baby! Before that day arrived from my LMP I was 8 weeks (9 weeks at the 10th appt). But the ultrasound measured the baby at 6 weeks which I was okay with because I didn't get my periods regularly so I probably ovulated later and everything else checked out fine. We were happy and excited to know we would be parents. Even got to see his (we felt like it was a boy) heartbeat. Also on that day of the appointment the doctor did a pap since I hadn't had one in over 2 years and she said I may see some spotting but it's normal and it wouldn't hurt the baby. Come Friday morning at work I went to the restroom and was bleeding, called doctor and while waiting for the call back started to get cramps. Talked to the doctor and by then the blood slowed down to spotting and the camps later went away. Yesterday I had pelvic pains and was still spotting, called doctor and was told to stay off my feet, stay hydrated and call first thing Monday to come be seen. I followed orders until today. I felt better and the blood was barely there so we went to the movies. Felt fine the the entire show until close to the end, the pelvic pain came back. I get home, lay down and take a nap, wake up, call my mom back, she was checking on me. We both said we are sure it's all fine but just want to hear it from the doctor. I got up to use the bathroom and miscarried about 2 1/2 hours ago. When it happened I felt like it did but had to confirm for myself and I was able to see the baby. I'm sorry to be so detailed but I just needed to get this off my chest. It's still unreal to me that I'm no longer pregnant, but I'm grateful that it happened at home and that my significant other was there. I will be okay that I know and will try to have a child again later in life, I just hate having to tell my family (immediate in close friends only knew) because they were all so excited for us and for the baby. This has been the craziest 2 weeks of my life and my first pregnancy journey to remember. I loved, appreciate the love and advice I was shown by F15. I pray you all have healthy and happy pregnancies with the end results of beautiful babies!!!
-Amber