Hello. Up too early after being up too late. Just got a giant coffee and I'm hoping for a nap soon.
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner

There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
Re: Fireworks suck AKA Saturday spam
I heard fireworks half the night it seemed. Luckily for me, neither the dog or the kid was bothered. I've already made breakfast and lunch and done dished this morning. We are heading to the beach soon.
I wish I could be this productive at home.
Today we're going to lay low, do some cleaning and laundry, and start packing for vacation.
I went on a 6.8 mile run this morning! Now I'm eating the biggest salad in the world. No real plans for the day, kids are exhausted after yesterday. I didn't see or hear any fireworks tho, so I consider that a win. I am a curmudgeon.
Thank good for willing aunties
WTMF bc obviously money just grows on trees for us. Jackass
It's an ongoing fight in our marriage actually. He sees it, but doesn't care. I think he doesn't care because he's subconsciously devalued himself due to his mom constantly favoring his brother their whole lives. He's just used to it and thinks this is normal or ok. He has said "even if my mom came out and said she loves DS, but she loves the other grandkids more, I wouldn't care because it's not a contest." Which seems nice in theory, but is a little fucked up in my opinion. MIL isn't awful to DS or anything, but it's very very obvious who the favored grandkids are.
ETA: and POOF, just like that, the motivavtion to finish bathrooms is gone. Guess laundry will have to be my hill to die on for today!
And I love the typo...that's awesome!
I got up and made lemon/blueberry bars, brownies, pork in the smoker, zucchini/corn salad, and breakfast for everyone. Kept ds outside for almost 2 hours so he didn't wake up dh. Party To go to after naps, them dinner with friends and hopefully taking ds to the fireworks tonight if he is still up.
Holy Tl;dr. Dear diary