I hate to leave, but I can't stay (loss)

Re: I hate to leave, but I can't stay (loss)

• Mom2anAngel2 member

  June 2014

  ((HUGS)). I am so very sorry for your loss. There are just no words. You will be in my T&Ps.

  

   

  
   TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)
  
  BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d

  BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13

  BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks

  BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby 
  

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• gingerkid9989 member

  June 2014

  I am so so sorry.  ((hugs))  Please take care of yourself.

  BFP#1 4/17/2013 EDD 12/25/2013, MC 5/17/2013 8 weeks 3 days D&C 5/18/2013

  BFP#2 1/20/2014 EDD 9/28/2014, Baby Evie born on 9/23/2014 at 8:50pm.  6 lbs 15 oz!

  

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• toomanycats1 member

  June 2014

  Oh Luv, I'm just so sorry. I hope and pray that you and your husband can find peace from here on out. ((Hugs)). I'll be thinking of you....

  
  

  

  Me: Endometriosis, PCOS, Insulin Resistance, Estrogen Dominance, Irregular Cycles
  

  DH:  100% Abnormal Sperm Morphology

   BFP #1 (Surprise!)  "Monkey"- 09/16/2006. DS born 06/01/2007.   

  BFP #2  "Quinn" EDD 06/21/13- MMC @ 8 weeks - Disc. 12/12/12 @ 13w0d 
  

  BFP #3  "Luna" EDD 03/31/14- MC 07/29/13 @ 5 w0d 

  BFP #4  "Star" EDD 07/06/14- MC 11/28/13 @ 8 weeks

  BFP #5 "Baby J"- 02/07/14. DS born 10/29/2014 My Rainbow!

  ~Everyone Welcome~
  

  
  

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• larahouseman member

  June 2014

  I am so so sorry.  You and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers.

  -Lily

  EDD: 1/27/15

  So excited for our rainbow baby!

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• slensic member

  June 2014

  I am so sorry for your loss. I will be thinking of you and your husband and hope you find peace ((hugs))

  
  

     
  

  
  

  

  
  

  
  

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  BFP#1 9/25/10 DD born 6/9/11

  BFP#2 8/1/13 MC 8/31/13

  BFP#3 11/2/13 EDD 7/15/14 Stick baby Stick

  1st u/s 11/26/13 at 7w, measuring right on track and a heartbeat of 139bpm

  NT Scan 1/6/14 at 12w 6d, normal healthy squirmy baby measuring right on track heartbeat of 147bpm

  1st 2nd tri Scan 2/3/14 at 16w 6d, very healthy baby BOY!

  A/S 3/4/14 still a very healthy BOY, measuring right on track!

  DS born 7/9/14

  
  

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  All always welcome

  
  

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• [Deleted User] member

  June 2014

  Oh no, I am so sorry. ((Hugs)) Please take care of yourself.

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• ambmama member

  June 2014

  I'm so, so sorry for your losses. Take care of yourself!

  BFP #1: 05/2012 DS born 12/30/12

  BFP #2: 02/2014 Natural M/C 03/2014 @ 7 weeks

  BFP #3: 06/2014 EDD: 02/17/2015 M/C @ 7w2d, D&E 7/15/14

  
  

  

  
  

  
  

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• blackbird818 member

  June 2014

  I'm so very sorry for the loss of your babies!! Please take care of yourself. My thoughts & prayers are with you and your family. (((hugs)))
  

  TTC since Sept 2012
  M/C on 5/01/13 at 8 wks
  AF finally appeared 11 wks later per Provera
  Diagnosed with PCOS on 7/29/13
  Three Failed Medicated Cycles, NTNP Indefinitely
  BFP #2 9/14/14, EDD 5/23/14...MMC discovered @ 9w2d; D&C 10/23/14
  

  
   
   
  
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• anitaflora member

  June 2014

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  I'm so, so sorry honey. Sending you so many hugs today.
  

  dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010

  
  

   <dream 2> 12.2011

  
  

   2.10.12 : 4 weeks

  
  

  6.17.12 : 10 weeks

  
  

  10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days

  
  

  12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day

  
  

  4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days

  
  

  10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days

  
  

  4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day

  
  

  6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative

  
  

   </dream 2>

  
  

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  AMA, Diminished Ovarian Reserve, heterozygous MTHFR
  
  
  

  "all it was was a fairytale and devotion to a dream"
  
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  ***All always welcome!!***

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• peggels24 member

  June 2014

  I am so very very sorry.  I'm sending you lots of ((hugs)).  

  BFP #1 09/26/2013 EDD 06/04/2013 MMC 11/01/2013

  BFP #2 05/15/2014 EDD 01/24/2015

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• shlittertoots member

  June 2014

  I'm so so sorry for the loss of your babies.  Please take care of yourself and I'm sending thoughts and prayers to you.

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• polevaultRN member

  June 2014

  My heart breaks for you and your family. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. ((Hugs))
  

  
  

  
  BFP #1 8.6.2011 EDD 4.7.2012 DS1 born 3.30.2012
  

  BFP #2 1.21.2014 EDD 10.1.2014 natural m/c 1.30.2014
  BFP #3 4.30.2014 EDD 1.10.2015 DS2 born 12.31.2014
  

  
  

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• jenkellen member

  June 2014

  I am so so sorry. This is just not fucking fair. Sending you huge (((HUGS)))

  "It's, not, where you are, it's where you're going,
  And it's, not, about the things you've done, it's what you're doing, now"
  TTC Journey Began 8/12
  BFP #1 11/9/12, MMC/D&C 12/21/12 @ 9w2d, EDD 7/24/13
  SAs: 2%-3% Morph - RE Official Diagnosis Unexplained
   BFN = IUI #1 (Clomid) | IUI #2 (Letrozole) 
  BFP #2 4/19/14 = IUI #3 (Letrozole)
  Expecting Our Elf 12/27/14
  ~All Welcome~

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• Cheekers2010 member

  June 2014

  De-lurking - I am so very very sorry.

  
  

  
  

  BFP2: 10/27/13(edd 7/10/14) "Speck" ~ M/C 12/5/13
  

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• LittleMsLewis member

  June 2014

  Oh Hun, I am so so sorry. I wish you the best of luck and will be thinking of you. XO

   

  BFP 01/17/2014, Due 10/05/2014, MMC, we said goodbye 03/07/2014

  
  

  

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  June 2014

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• fallfever member

  July 2014

  I'm so so so sorry

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• haleyusf member

  July 2014

  I'm so very sorry for the loss of your little ones. ((hugs))

  
  

  DS born 10/22/2008

  DD born 12/23/2014

  
  

  m/c @10wks 12/2007
  

  m/c @4wks 3/2014

  
  

  
  

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• Belle3184 member

  July 2014

  I am so so sorry to hear this. This is so unfair. I'm sending you ((hugs)) so many ((hugs)).

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• larahouseman member

  July 2014

  I am so so sorry.  You and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers.

  -Lily

  EDD: 1/27/15

  So excited for our rainbow baby!

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• nyg2042 member

  July 2014

  I'm so very sorry. Lots of love and ((hugs))

  
  

  
  

  
  

  BFP #1 : 3/20/13 | EDD: 12/1/13 | MC: 4/15/13 

  BFP #2: 1/9/14 | EDD: 9/21/14  

  Welcomed our rainbow bear on 8/31/14

  My Chart | All are Welcome

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• LizBlue member

  July 2014

  I am so very sorry. Sending huge hugs and love.

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  *I am no longer regularly posting on TB because of the fucked up debacle of Jan 2015 when administrators banned long-term members and mods with no notice and completely dismantled a community full of women who cared about each other.  If you see me posting it's only to give support to a poster who needs it or to post something important enough that I need to say.  I am no longer responding to  anything other than issues that affect people who I care about*

  37 years old, MH is 42
  

  TTC since 2010; Dx Unexplained Infertility; possible male factor 
  

  August 2012 through June 2013:  6 IUIs with clomid and trigger shot, all BFNs

  7/2013, Pregnant! Unmedicated--we were on a treatment break
  

  8/20/13 no heart beat; 8/23/13 d&c

  3/15/14 IVF #1:  Lupron/Follistim/Menopur; ER 3/10 resulting in four transfer grade blastocysts, transferred one pretty blast and froze the remaining three. BFN. 

  Natural FET in May cancelled because the universe hates me my hormones were not cooperating.
  

  6/24/14 FET #1: transferred two pretty embryos; BFN   

  8/28/14 FET #2: BFP, ended in Chemical pregnancy

  
  

  Done with medical intervention and getting used to the idea of CFNBC.  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  All welcome

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