I thought once our rainbow was here I wouldn't have a hard time hearing about others' pregnancies but I am. A friend's wife just had her baby the other day and for some reason all of her FB posts have really got me in a funk.
Their baby was born last Monday and yesterday was their one year wedding anniversary, so clearly they got pregnant rather quick, and their pregnancy was complication free. I would never wish infertility and loss on anyone, but it's hard to see others so blissful when everything is so easy for them. Then she said on FB how God has been so generous to them in this last year.....so I guess God decided not to be generous to us when we dealt with infertility, and two losses.
I was already about 4 months pregnant with our rainbow when this friend announced their pregnancy to us. But it had only been 7 months since our daughter was stillborn. I know it isn't fair to be mad at someone for something that didn't happen, but knowing how this guy is, I just know if we hadn't gotten lucky and got pregnant again he wouldn't have been sensitive about telling us.
I love my rainbow more than life itself and I am so thankful for her, so I feel like a horrible human being to be bothered by this. I guess I'm still just very angry over our loss, and it's not fair that some people get to skate through life with no problems. Just needed to vent.
My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!