I am having a hard time trying to adjust to life as a mom. I go through times when I don't even want to hold my baby because I feel like I just can't handle this new life. She is 5.5 weeks old, totally adorable, but I don't know how to really bind yet. I of course feel totally guilty for feeling this way. I want to just be a natural at this but on days when she doesn't nap until 5pm and I'm dealing with her ALL day long I get so anxious and overwhelmed. I sometimes yearn for my old life. Anyone else feel this way? How do you cope? Anything that made you feel better? I am on 75 mg of zoloft which seemed to be helping but now I'm back to feeling anxious.