Today is the day

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• tortuga47 member

  June 2014

  I'm so sorry!!

  Sept 2013 started TTC#2 (never got PP period so hoping for the first egg to drop)

  Jan 2014 - diagnosed POF (Premature Ovarian Failure) and told pregnancy not possible without egg donor because my ovaries would never function again with my hormone levels (FSH 136, LH 98.6, AMH <.03, estradiol 0, HCG 7) - using acupuncture, chiropractic care and TCM herbs / supplements

  March 11, 2014 ovulated despite every doctors prognosis!!!

  Oct 2014 hormones (FSH 48, Estradiol 89, HCG 1) not good, but heckuva lot better!

  
  

  Nov. 16, 2015 FET of single adopted 5AA embryo - BFN

  

  

  
  

  Read all about my TCC Journey here in my Blog Taking Back My Ovaries

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• MrsLaurenandDan member

  June 2014

  I'm so sorry.

  TTC #1 June 2010
  

  1/3/11 S/A - Count 45; Motility 32; Morph 4.3 - 2/10/11 - S/A Count 17mil; Motility 39; Morph 7.9

  1/5/11 Femara Cycle #1 = BFN  2/4/11 Femara Cycle #2 = BFP: 3/4/11 - Starting Progesterone suppositories 

  Beta#1 15DPO = 108; Beta#2 17DPO = 179; Beta#3 18DPO = 259; Beta 4# 20DPO =659!!

  
  

  TTC#2 Pulled goalie 5/12, PPAF 3/13, BFP 6/27 Beta 15DPO=248! 

  Dx Severe Hydrocephalus and severe Dandy Walker Cyst.   Stillborn 10/19/13

   

  TTC#3 - (No preventing, TTC+progesterone starting 12/13)

  4/7/14 CD3 BW - FSH 5.6; AMH 0.469 - 4/11/14 S/A Count 35, Motility 47, Morph 1.5

  4/16/14 - Cycle 6 - Natural IUI - Beta 12DPIUI = 3; Beta 13DPIUI=4.  15DPIUI=6. 17DPIU=4. Chemical Pregnancy  

  TTC #4

  5/5/14 Dx MTHFR homozygous A1298C, Benched 1 cycle HSG 5/14 both tubes open w/scarring on the left   

  5/28/14 Starting clomid 6/8/14 IUI #2 1 dominant follicle 31mm Beta 11DPIUI =4, 15DPIUI = 74, 17DPIUI = 165 

  

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• iheartsippycups member

  June 2014

  Thanks....I am fighting back tears at work- no one knows we are trying & my boss is a one and done witch, who is also just extremely negative & bitter about life itself, so she can't see me cry...
  
  Thank you all for the support
  

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• Jodee37 member

  June 2014

  NOOOOOOOOO.
  
  i'm so sorry.
  

  Me: 36, DH: 36

  DH's SA = normal

  1 tube only wonder

  AFC 3-5, AMH 0.30

  
  

  BFP #1 3/29/11.  EDD 12/4/11... Missed m/c 5/9/11. Cytotec fail. D&C 5/17/11.

  BFP #2   7/5/11.  EDD 3/14/12... Our rainbow Kellen born 3/14/12 via c/s.

  BFP #3 5/30/13.  EDD 2/8/14...  6wk u/s HB 126. 8wk u/s lost HB. D&C 7/12/13.

  BFP #4 2/18/14.  EDD 10/30/14... Ruptured ectopic with L tube removed & D&C 3/7/14.

  BFP #5 7/27/14.  EDD 4/9/15...  m/c @ 5w4d.

  
  

  IVF #1    Oct 2014 - antagonist protocol: 9R, 7M, 5F. 3dt of 3 Grade 2 embies. BFN. 

  IVF #2    Jan 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.  Converted to IUI #1. BFFN

  IVF #2.1 March 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.
  
  

  BFP #6  (SUPRISE!) 3/19/15.  EDD 11/30/15...  CP at 4w2d.

  IUI #2:    Clomid + Follistim = 3 follies. BFN.

  IVF #2.2 May 2015 - horrible response to micro lupron flare protocol: 3R, 3M, 3F. 3dt of 2 Grade 3 embies. BFFN. 

  
  BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).
  
  the universe can fuck off.

  
  

  
   "You are overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you." -lastsliverofhope
  
  

  all AL welcome. TTC #2 for 43 44 months.

  follow my infertility journey here at timestandsstillblog.com

  
  

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• SassFrass member

  June 2014

  ooo noooo, (hugs) I am sorry
  
  

  
  

  
  
  
  
  
  

   

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• Momarazzi007 member

  June 2014

  I'm sorry

  January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this!
  June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
  
  November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
  January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
  
  SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
  November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
  April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
  FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
  BABY BOY VINCENT!
  
  
  We can't wait to meet you!
  Conception: Potato Love!
  

  
  

  

  
  

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• iheartsippycups member

  June 2014

  She doesn't want to move forward without the hsg, which if you can remember is $799 with my shittastic insurance (something about going towards meeting the deductible). But if I don't go through insurance, it is only $250 - uh, why did I not get this option before? So plan as of now is, stop progesterone, call cd1 for cd3 appt, then make the hsg appt on cd3 appt.
  
  God I hate this shit
  
  Did I mention my in-laws come in town to stay with us Thursday-Monday for my son's 4th birthday party on Saturday?! BEST WEEK EVER!!! <--------- Sarcasm, just in case you didn't pick up on that...
  
  The even more shitty part is school is over, well during the school year I was late to work because I had to drop my son off. So most of my appts were 7am or weekend (they have early hours, just don't turn phones on until 9). Now that it is summer, I have no idea how I am going to go to the appts & now have to miss work without my nosey bitchy boss asking what they are for.
  

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• greenbean79 member

  June 2014

  I'm so sorry...it's so hard when you find out at work. Last month, I started crying at my desk and couldnt stop! I didnt want to get up to go to the bathroom b/c people would see me on the way.

  it's not easy

  

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• Bananappeal145 member

  June 2014

  I'm so sorry honey. Big big hugs to you.
  

  
  
  
  TTC #2 since 1/1/13
  
    
  

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• tortuga47 member

  June 2014

  I'm sorry. Having to stick it through the work day makes it even more unbearable

  Sept 2013 started TTC#2 (never got PP period so hoping for the first egg to drop)

  Jan 2014 - diagnosed POF (Premature Ovarian Failure) and told pregnancy not possible without egg donor because my ovaries would never function again with my hormone levels (FSH 136, LH 98.6, AMH <.03, estradiol 0, HCG 7) - using acupuncture, chiropractic care and TCM herbs / supplements

  March 11, 2014 ovulated despite every doctors prognosis!!!

  Oct 2014 hormones (FSH 48, Estradiol 89, HCG 1) not good, but heckuva lot better!

  
  

  Nov. 16, 2015 FET of single adopted 5AA embryo - BFN

  

  

  
  

  Read all about my TCC Journey here in my Blog Taking Back My Ovaries

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• GraceyandTroy member

  June 2014

  Oh no, I'm so sorry.  It just totally sucks. 

  Happily Mrs. C 

    
  

  
  

   

   

  start ttc #1 in Jan 2009

  dx PCOS in May 2010, begin metformin

  Two failed clomid cycles (made lining too thin)

  Started acupuncture while saving for IVF in Sept 2011

  Add herbal infusions to the mix in Dec 2011

  Hoping holistic approach works!!!

  
  

  BFP on April 2012 at 11dpo

  Meepy Man born on Jan 2013 - Hip Hip Hurray!

  
  

  Ready to start ttc #2 April 2013, but plan to be an extended BF'er

  Back on metformin Aug 2013
  

  Restart herbal infusions Sept 2013 - currently drinking nettle, oatstraw, and red raspberry leaf

  DS weaned in April 2014

  Taking a break from herbs and just riding the healthy train.  

  Planning medicated cycle end of summer.  FX I get KU before then!!!

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• iheartsippycups member

  June 2014

  Screw you May cycle, here's to June everyone!
  
  Thanks again...
  

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  June 2014

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• GraceyandTroy member

  June 2014

  Oh no, I'm so sorry.  It just totally sucks. 

  Happily Mrs. C 

    
  

  
  

   

   

  start ttc #1 in Jan 2009

  dx PCOS in May 2010, begin metformin

  Two failed clomid cycles (made lining too thin)

  Started acupuncture while saving for IVF in Sept 2011

  Add herbal infusions to the mix in Dec 2011

  Hoping holistic approach works!!!

  
  

  BFP on April 2012 at 11dpo

  Meepy Man born on Jan 2013 - Hip Hip Hurray!

  
  

  Ready to start ttc #2 April 2013, but plan to be an extended BF'er

  Back on metformin Aug 2013
  

  Restart herbal infusions Sept 2013 - currently drinking nettle, oatstraw, and red raspberry leaf

  DS weaned in April 2014

  Taking a break from herbs and just riding the healthy train.  

  Planning medicated cycle end of summer.  FX I get KU before then!!!

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• Mommalawyer member

  June 2014

  I'm sorry. It blows, it really does. I hope you find a way to go to your appointments without your nosey boss breathing down your neck.

  Me: 38     DH: 36

  Married: July 21, 2013

  TTC#1 (between us): June/July 2013

  
  

  DX: MFI (low count and motility)

  Charting/OPK/CBFM July 2013-present

  1st RE Visit: January 2014

  Cycling: 

  March 2014- 75iu follistim + trigger + progesterone + IUI = BFN and OHSS

  (8 million post wash 47% motility, 18mm/17mm/16mm/16mm/14mm follies)

  April/May 2014- Benched due to cysts/enlarged ovaries

  June 2014- 50iu follistim + trigger + progesterone + IUI = BFP!!

  (10 million post wash 60% motility, 20mm/19mm follies)

  Beta 1- 85 Beta 2- 2,752 - EDD 2/27/2015

  
  

  
  

  Everyone welcome. Strength in numbers!

  
  

  
  

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• sailorgal member

  June 2014

  Oh no, I'm sorry
  

  Me: 32, DH: 33
  DS #1: April 2010
  DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
  

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• MrsAtch member

  June 2014

  I'm so sorry you didn't get better news

  After two losses, a rainbow arrived! DD born 11.5.11

  Dx with severe Asherman's syndrome after a botched PP D&C (pursuing med mal)
  

  Hysteroscopy Oct '13, not enough progress 
  

  Hysteroscopy Jan '14, given an end-of-the-road diagnosis

  Joined International Asherman's Association April '14 
  

  Not ready to give up yet.

  Hysteroscopy with Dr. Isaacson (an expert in the USA) 6.2.14: Good prognosis, at least 50% of cavity open.

  Repeat hysteroscopy scheduled with Dr. I on 6.16.14. Great progress. Unbenched!!!!

  Discussing actively TTC with DH after the heartache of the last year. We're both reeling.

   

  Please, please, please. 
  

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• mbo109 member

  June 2014

  Thinking of you 

  TTC#1 since 2/2011

  m/c 8wks 5/2011

  9/2011-12/2012 Clomid (50, 100, and 150) with no response, Sent to RE Dx: Chronic anovulation

  BFP 2/2012; Sweet Baby Boy 10/25/2012

  BFP 7/22/2013… (Shock!)... m/c 9wks, D&C 8/13/2013

  TTC #2

  Cycle #1: 10/28/2013 100 mg Clomid (day 5-9) …poor response (sono day 10=12mm follicle, day 13=13 mm, day 17=18mm); Ovidrel day 20

  Cycle #2: 12/2/2013 5mg Letrozole (day 3-7) ... poor response (sono day 12=14mm follicle, day 15=15mm, day 17=16mm); Ovidrel day 19

  Cycle #3: 1/5/2014 10mg Letrozole (day 4-8) good response!!! (sono day 13=25mm and 20mm); Ovidrel day 13

  Cycle #4: 2/3/2014 Birth Control 

  Cycle #5 3/3/2014 Birth Control

  Cycle #6 4/3/2014 Natural

  Cycle # 7 5/11/2014 10mg Letrozole (day 3-7) good response (sono day 13=22mg and 2x 16mg); Ovidrel day 13 

  Cycle # 8

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• iheartsippycups2 member

  June 2014

  thanks everyone.... It sucks...Waiting on dreaded af now
  

  
  

  
  
  

  My History:
  Lots of BFN's & failed IUI's w/clomid and/or femara
  Finally BFP with femara & t.i.- son born 6/17/2010
  Started TTC again around when DS was 3ish
  Lots of BFN's with femara & t.i & ovidrel
  Tubes clear, S.A came back low motility but high count
  About to switch to injectables w/femara, did one last cycle with just femara & an IUI with ovidrel- stupid motility was fantastic in the sample, but count was 700,000 AFTER wash! Had to sign a paper to even still do IUI- BFFP (big fat freaking positive) Go figure!
  1st Beta 13dpiui 54, 2nd beta 48 hours later 115, 3rd beta 48 hours later 310, 4th beta 72 hours later 1748.
  

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