I'm not surprised. But we are still so devastated. I came into the cycle not expecting anything but hopeful since it was a new RE and new clinic. Since I only had 3 follies after my first couple of scans, I wasn't expecting anything. But then we transferred our best ever embryo. I started to get more hopeful. Then I wasn't experiencing any cramps or spotting like normal. I guess now I am attribuiting it to adding oral estrace in addition to the crinone?
We did test early because I knew I wouldn't be able to handle the call while at work and my H works night shift and it's his first night of his work week. So we tested Monday afternoon 9dp3dt and it was BFN, but my urine was pretty much clear. So I tested again yesterday morning and it was still BFN. I started spotting yesterday afternoon and had an awful meltdown as soon as I left work. My eyes are still swollen. I thought this time would be easier, but it's not.
My beta was this morning and obviously was negative. I just got my period and cramps are starting. If someone else tells me I look tired, I may punch them in the face.
Our WTF is June 16th. I hate all this waiting! And I really, really hate that we have still never made it to 5dt. You would think that after 4 retrievals, we would have at least one that would make it. But we've transferred all 4 of the 3day embryos we've had. I'm a mess, any good questions I should be asking at our appointment?
TTC since 2011
DH: 29, Severe MFI; grade III varicocele; surgery postponed till KU
Me: 30, POF/DOR, factor II hetero, MTHFR homo
5 IVF's, LLP, EEP, MDLF all BFN
IVF 6 using DEB USA frozen eggs
developed bilateral PE's from BCP, cancelled/delayed 6 mths, taking lovenox
Feb'15 SURPRISE 1st BFP ever! EDD: 10/10/15, FX
Still have frozen donor eggs on ice
All are welcome!