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studyinpink
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Wednesday Spam
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Re: Wednesday Spam
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing
Oh no @shakeyjakey! I hope they can get it down. Poor baby
I am at work trying not to let the negativity of my office suite get to me. There is no joy in here, just a bunch of curmudgeons. As soon as my collegue opened the door she let out a huge sigh. I wish I could move to a suite with more life in it.
I am tired this morning. Our air conditioner broke last night at around 9:30, and the service tech didn't get to my house until 11:30 then left around 12:30am. Of course all this happened the night before I have to be at work at 6:30 this morning. DH brought me giant coffee on his way home from this morning, but I have a feeling that won't be the only giant coffee I drink today. (:|
Also, I was only able to pump 1.25 ounces for DS, but he needs at least 5oz for the time I'm gone. No way I'm leaving him without enough milk. My boobs are lazy.
Here's a weird story: DD discovered her vagina last night. She was sitting on the potty waiting for me to come wipe her butt. I got in there and she was all like, "Mama, what's that little hole?"
So, to be blunt: I'm really worrying that she won't leave it alone, and that she will hurt herself. I'm also having panic attacks over the thought that-- if she were to hurt herself-- people might think the worst about DH and me and accuse us of things we'd never do.
Another story: When I was a child, my father was accused by our neighbors that he was sexually abusing my siblings and me. Dad is innocent, and courts declared him so.
But I remember how stressed out my parents were during that time.
At my school (I was in Kindergarten), the nurse gave me a vaginal exam without my parents permission. They didn't even know until I remembered it a few years back and asked them about it.
I remember lying there wondering why the hell the nurse needed to look at my butt. I thought, "Maybe she thinks I have trouble peeing or pooping. I could just tell her I'm fine"
I remember that she looked extremely concerned about the entire ordeal.
Anyway, is there a chance something like that could happen if she hurt herself somehow?
It was 85° in the house, normally set at 79°. I could have dealt with it and just made an appointment to have someone come out today, but my husband insisted. I guess he figured by the time they made it over, it would be too hot in the house for him to sleep after work. 90° at 9am makes for a warm house quick! It was only $300, which is actually the cheapest we've paid for service on the dumb thing.
I have rancid farts.
@bearsbearsbears Im sorry you're struggling with the work/stay home decision. Honestly, if I were on your situation,id probably be reacting/struggling in the same way. I hope you and YH can come to a decision that you're all happy with.
I'm having a really bad day today. I feeling bitter and sad and resentful and angry. My mom set me off this morning (unintentionally) and it's all just spiraled. One bad thought leads to another and another, and it all just feels like it's piling up on me today.
Me: 28 H: 28 DS: 4
Trinitrotoluene: "My ears have been deflowered ....my mouth just hasn't been!"
Me: 28 H: 28 DS: 4
Trinitrotoluene: "My ears have been deflowered ....my mouth just hasn't been!"
@bearsbearsbears We are in the same place. I think I'm going to call off the job hunt and just stay home. I'm struggling so much dropping them off. Hugs to you!
I'm not having a great day. I spent way too much time on the sex offender site yesterday and triggered the first nightmare/flashback in a long time. Dh was at work so I was alone. Fun times.
Oops.
(hugs to everybody that needs one)
I have a serious case of dontwanna today. I've been at work for almost 2 hours and I have processed 1 invoice. O-well, don't care.
It's all online too.
Champagne campaign for all, plus hugs and hopes for better days ahead ladies (and gentlemen).
#FWP
ummm don't read this bearsbearsbears (didn't want to tag her & call her specifically to it), & hugs to you if you do see it......
I freaking hate being a working mom. Today sucks.
DS was up half the night running a high fever. Ibuprofen took him back to normal but I could just see it in his eyes that he didn't feel good this morning. I left him at home with my BIL (he was fever free this morning). I'm leaving at lunch to take him to the dr b/c hes had the fever off & on since last Thursday (but was good Sat-Mon so I thought we were over it, till last night). I should be there with him, not BIL. I'm his mom, sick kids need & want their mom, not their uncle. But I have so many projects that I need to finish up at work before my maternity leave starts & I'm starting to feel pressure (from myself mostly) to get them done.
I hate that I feel so obgliated to my job that I'm putting it above my sick child (I'm maybe being a little melodramatic here but you working moms know what I'm saying). I hate that I have to rely on other people to watch my kids because of work. I hate that my dreams of having a large family have come true & now are clouded by bills & finance. I hate that I'm a seasoned salary employee & held to a higher standard when it comes to balancing work/family (in my corporation). We've tried me doing the SAH gig & while our bills were paid that was pretty much it. We had no extra money to put into savings, no extra money for extra curricular activites for the kids, no extra money for vacations or fun....Every week was living paycheck to paycheck & borrowing from peter to pay for paul. It was so stressful.
Most days it is an easy balance but today just totally sucks