BFFN....again. Please don't tell me it's too early. It's 6dp5dt and not even a shadow of a line.
I'm not sure if it was the transfer itself (it was bad), the bad donor sperm, my fault for only putting back 1, the fact that my lining was only 7.5 or if no matter what I do nothing is ever going to work.
Sorry for the rant. I know I bitch a lot and I was never a negative person before IF and I hate that I am now.
I just recently cut back my hours at work because I couldn't stand the high stress job and cycling over and over again. I wasn't taking care of myself.
I'm struggling. I haven't even cried about this not working and I don't know why.
Thank god we have some high quality frozen embryos to work with. They are the only thing keeping me going at this point.
******Update posted below-
Me (32) DOR, elevated NK Cells/ 2 copies of MTHFR mutation/ MH (35) azoo/high DFI
(TTC#1 since 2009)
IVFs#1-4: (4/10-2/12) all BFN
Surprise Bfp (9/11) - c/p
DS IUI#1-2 (9/12, 10/12) - BFN
DS IVF: (11/12) - BFN
DE/DS IVF#1: (10/13) - 2 day 3 embies transferred-BFFN
FET of 2 day 6 blasts: (12/13) - c/p
DE/DS IVF #2: (4/14) - 1 day 5 blast transferred...BFFN...again.
FET 5/14: 1 day 5 hatching blast transferred...another BFFN
Repeat SHG 6/14-normal / Endometrial Receptivity Array biopsy 7/14-Receptive Uterus
New RE, additional testing reveals elevated NK Cells
FET of 1 day 5 blast (RE recommends transferring 1 due to elevated NK cells) with lovenox, steroids & intralipids