November 2014 Moms

Another Goodbye

Well, it looks like our little 'science baby' as we've been calling it, stopped growing a day or so after our last RE appointment two weeks ago. We were released to the OB then, I've even had my first informational appointment with the OB earlier this week, but the RE said we could come back one last time if we wanted and we opted to because who doesn't want an extra chance to see the baby? My DH ended up having to go in to work early today so couldn't make the appointment, but I didn't mind because this was really just a courtesy appointment after all. When I got there they informed me that the doc wasn't in and asked if I was ok with not reviewing the results until later and again, I said no worries, because it was my last, appointment. The ultra sound tech got started and I immediately saw tears well up in her eyes. I knew. I knew and somehow I didn't start to cry until she was done and finally looked at me. They made me wait until the doctor called me to leave. I called DH over and over until he answered, obviously knowing something was wrong he came right home. We can't even begin to think of what to do next, of going through the fertility treatments again now knowing that this happened. I can't imagine having a D&C next week since that is logically the next step since I clearly am not passing it on my own. We are just devastated.

I wish you all the most boring of pregnancies and amazing November babies. Treasure every moment.
TTC #1: 3/2013
02/2014: Clomid = BFN
03/2014: Femara + Menopur + Ovidrel + IUI = BFP! - 3/17/14
EDD: 11/29/14 - MMC @ 9 wks: 4/25/14 
Misoprostol 4/28 & 4/29 - D&C after misoprostol failure 5/2/14
07/2014: Spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
08/2014: Spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
08/2014 v2.0: Final spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
09/2014: BCP cycle in prep for injectable cycle in Oct.
10/2014: Gonal-F + Cetrotide + Ovidrel + IUI  = BFP!
TWINS! 
"Top Bunk" & "Bottom Bunk" due June/July 2015
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  • Oh no! I am so sorry. It is so unfair. I've been there many times and it's heartbreaking. You and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss- good luck in whatever next steps you decide.  It's tough, but you will get through!

    BFP #1- 4/2011; DD Brynn born 12/2011

    BFP #2- 7/13; EDD- 4/2/14; Lost DS at 20 weeks (11/16/13) due to cord accident

    BFP #3- 3/14; EDD- 11/28/14; Lost DD at 15 weeks (6/7/14)- cause unknown

    To my angels- I held you every second of your lives and I'll love you every second of mine.

     

  • I am so very sorry for your loss. T&P for you!

    Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
    TTC #1 since November 2013

    BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14

    BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
    D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14

    BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15

    January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing

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  • That is so very sad.    :(   
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    I'm so sorry for your loss.

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    November '11 ~ IVF#1 ~ ER 11/18 (29R, 17F) ~ 5dt of one beautiful blast on 11/23 = BFP!!

    Beta #1 9dp5dt = 116, P4 = 28 ~ Beta #2 13dp5dt = 700 ~ Beta #3 20dp5dt = 9500, P4 = 26

    1st u/s 12/27 - hb of 156!! EDD 8.10.12 :)   **TEAM GREEN!**

    Sweet baby boy born 8.18.12

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    ~ More testing - hysteroscopy, endometrial biopsy & more b/w - all normal / negative~

    Surprise BFP while waiting on FET #3 ~ beta #1 500; beta #2 1600; first u/s 4/3 - measuring 5w5d, no hb yet!; 2nd u/s 4/10 - hb 132, measuring 6w6d - EDD 11.29.14 :)    **TEAM GREEN!**

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  • Oh no! That is truly terrible. I am so, so sorry. Sending you hugs and prayers.
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  • I'm so very sorry for your loss. T&P to you and your husband. Be good to yourself these next few weeks.
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  • I am so, so sorry. Take care of yourself, and know that we are all thinking about you.



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  • I'm so sorry. I'll miss your presence on the board. Please take care of yourself.
  • So so sorry for you and your DH loss.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss.
    Our first loss was a mm/c and it was terrible.

    PLEASE get genetic testing done of your angel. It is the last thing you want to think about know, but it may help you make decisions in the future.

    Huge hugs.
    TTC #1 since 12/2010 DH: MFI, cancer survivor Me: Resected septate uterus, lap treated mild endo, tubes open, ovulate on own, autoimmune disease 3 Failed IUI's (2/2012, 4/2012, 6/2012) 
    IVF #1 August 2012. BFP! Beta #1 56.7 Beta #2 150 One baby, one heartbeat on 9/20/12! no h/b @7w6d. dandc @8w0d
    FET #1 December 2012, BFN
    FET #2 February 2013, no embies survived thaw
    IVF #2, BFP #2, Loss #2 March 2013, Scar tissue discovered, RPL testing,
    IVF #3, BFP #3, Loss #3 (twins) September 2013
    Hostile ute, moving onto Gestational Carrier!

    GC/FET #1 of 1 5AA blast and 1 compacted blast, February 2014, BFP #4 on 3/1/2014!
    6w u/s 1 bean with h/b of 145 bpm, 8w u/s 187 bpm
    EDD 11/7/14. Please, please, please stick little one!

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  • *tears!* so sorry for your loss. Prayers for u and DH as you face this. :(
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    I'm so sorry for your loss love. You are in my Ts & Ps. (((Hugs)))

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  • I am so sorry to hear this,  my heart breaks for you.   I am fighting back tears just from reading this.   I am so, so sorry this happened    :(

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