Well, it looks like our little 'science baby' as we've been calling it, stopped growing a day or so after our last RE appointment two weeks ago. We were released to the OB then, I've even had my first informational appointment with the OB earlier this week, but the RE said we could come back one last time if we wanted and we opted to because who doesn't want an extra chance to see the baby? My DH ended up having to go in to work early today so couldn't make the appointment, but I didn't mind because this was really just a courtesy appointment after all. When I got there they informed me that the doc wasn't in and asked if I was ok with not reviewing the results until later and again, I said no worries, because it was my last, appointment. The ultra sound tech got started and I immediately saw tears well up in her eyes. I knew. I knew and somehow I didn't start to cry until she was done and finally looked at me. They made me wait until the doctor called me to leave. I called DH over and over until he answered, obviously knowing something was wrong he came right home. We can't even begin to think of what to do next, of going through the fertility treatments again now knowing that this happened. I can't imagine having a D&C next week since that is logically the next step since I clearly am not passing it on my own. We are just devastated.
I wish you all the most boring of pregnancies and amazing November babies. Treasure every moment.
TTC #1: 3/2013
02/2014: Clomid = BFN
03/2014: Femara + Menopur + Ovidrel + IUI = BFP! - 3/17/14
EDD: 11/29/14 - MMC @ 9 wks: 4/25/14
Misoprostol 4/28 & 4/29 - D&C after misoprostol failure 5/2/14
07/2014: Spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
08/2014: Spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
08/2014 v2.0: Final spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
09/2014: BCP cycle in prep for injectable cycle in Oct.
10/2014: Gonal-F + Cetrotide + Ovidrel + IUI = BFP!
TWINS!
"Top Bunk" & "Bottom Bunk" due June/July 2015
Re: Another Goodbye
Love and hugs to you. Please take care of yourself. I'm so sorry. xoxo
BFP #1- 4/2011; DD Brynn born 12/2011
BFP #2- 7/13; EDD- 4/2/14; Lost DS at 20 weeks (11/16/13) due to cord accident
BFP #3- 3/14; EDD- 11/28/14; Lost DD at 15 weeks (6/7/14)- cause unknown
To my angels- I held you every second of your lives and I'll love you every second of mine.
Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
TTC #1 since November 2013
BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14
BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14
BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15
January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing
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Trying for #1 since May 2010 l DX ~ Unexplained Infertility June 2011
IUI #1&2 = BFN; IUI #3 = BFP, m/c @ 6 weeks
November '11 ~ IVF#1 ~ ER 11/18 (29R, 17F) ~ 5dt of one beautiful blast on 11/23 = BFP!!
Beta #1 9dp5dt = 116, P4 = 28 ~ Beta #2 13dp5dt = 700 ~ Beta #3 20dp5dt = 9500, P4 = 26
1st u/s 12/27 - hb of 156!! EDD 8.10.12
**TEAM GREEN!**
Sweet baby boy born 8.18.12
Trying for #2
FET #1 - October '13 - c/p l FET #2 - December '13 - cancelled
l FET #2.2 - 1.30.14 - BFN
~ More testing - hysteroscopy, endometrial biopsy & more b/w - all normal / negative~
Surprise BFP while waiting on FET #3 ~ beta #1 500; beta #2 1600; first u/s 4/3 - measuring 5w5d, no hb yet!; 2nd u/s 4/10 - hb 132, measuring 6w6d - EDD 11.29.14
**TEAM GREEN!**
Beautiful baby girl born 11.24.14
Logan born October 31, 2011
**TW Living Child**
BFP 2/2014 - DS - 10/2014
Praying unceasingly for a miracle. ALL welcome!
BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!
DX: Uterine Septum - Resection 9/5/13 || MTHFR Hetero A1298C || My Chart
Nov. '14 January Siggy : Work Sucks!
Me 32-DH 38
Married July 14, 2007 ----- TTC # 1 October 1, 2013
BFP March 7, 2014 ----- EDD November 17, 2014 ---- Baby boy born November 16, 2014