I wasn't sure if I should post something here or not since I don't post on here very often, but I just wanted to let you know I'm leaving.
I started bleeding Sunday night. An ultrasound Monday morning confirmed that baby only measured about 9 weeks, and there was no heartbeat - I should have been 11 weeks. My poor DH is taking it harder than me - I think I was somewhat prepared for this news because I just had a weird intuition that things were not ok. I'm sad for our families - we told extended family last weekend at Easter and they were so excited. And now we have had to untell them.
I was supposed to have a D&C this morning, but my body had other plans. I started bleeding heavily Monday night around midnight - it got so bad that I had to go to the ER. I passed most everything on my own, which is something I really didn't want to go through - it was traumatic and horrible.
We're going to try again as soon as we can, but I'm just dreading having to start over. I have PCOS so who knows what my cycles will be like post-m/c.
Anyway, thanks for letting me share. Even though I wasn't super active here I'll definitely miss all you ladies!
“When the first baby laughed for the first time, its laugh broke into a
thousand pieces, and they all went skipping about, and that was the
beginning of fairies.” - J.M. Barrie Peter Pan
I have died every day waiting for you. Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years. And all along I believed I would find you, time has brought your heart to me. I have loved you for a thousand years. I'll love you a thousand more.
Complete Thyroidectomy Oct 07' & Cardiac Ablation Surgery for SVAT Sept 11' BFP #1 - 10.3.10 I EDD 6.11.16 I Boy #1 born 6.16.11 BFP #2 - 9.12.13 l EDD 5.27.14 l CP 9.20.13 BFP #3 - 3.5.14 I EDD 11.17.14 I Boy #2 born 11.17.14
Re: Leaving the carribean **loss**
“When the first baby laughed for the first time, its laugh broke into a thousand pieces, and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies.”
- J.M. Barrie Peter Pan
married on the sweetest day 10.20.12
Chicken - 07.08.06 | Bubsy - 02.24.09 | Sunshine - 07.16.14
BFP #2! Travis is getting a sibling!
EDD: 1/24/2017
DS born 8.11.14
BFP #2: 9.14.16, EDD: 5.24.17
bfp#4 3/19/2014 edd 12/1/2014 please let this be the one!
beta @ 5w0d = 12,026! u/s 4/22/14 @ 8w1d it's twins!
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Married 4.4.09 ~*~ Me-34 & DH-32 ~*~
BFP #1 - 10.3.10 I EDD 6.11.16 I Boy #1 born 6.16.11
BFP #2 - 9.12.13 l EDD 5.27.14 l CP 9.20.13
BFP #3 - 3.5.14 I EDD 11.17.14 I Boy #2 born 11.17.14