TTC #1 June 2010
1/3/11 S/A - Count 45; Motility 32; Morph 4.3 - 2/10/11 - S/A Count 17mil; Motility 39; Morph 7.9
1/5/11 Femara Cycle #1 = BFN 2/4/11 Femara Cycle #2 = BFP: 3/4/11 - Starting Progesterone suppositories
Beta#1 15DPO = 108; Beta#2 17DPO = 179; Beta#3 18DPO = 259; Beta 4# 20DPO =659!!
TTC#2 Pulled goalie 5/12, PPAF 3/13, BFP 6/27 Beta 15DPO=248!
Dx Severe Hydrocephalus and severe Dandy Walker Cyst. Stillborn 10/19/13
TTC#3 - (No preventing, TTC+progesterone starting 12/13)
4/7/14 CD3 BW - FSH 5.6; AMH 0.469 - 4/11/14 S/A Count 35, Motility 47, Morph 1.5
4/16/14 - Cycle 6 - Natural IUI - Beta 12DPIUI = 3; Beta 13DPIUI=4. 15DPIUI=6. 17DPIU=4. Chemical Pregnancy
TTC #4
5/5/14 Dx MTHFR homozygous A1298C, Benched 1 cycle HSG 5/14 both tubes open w/scarring on the left
5/28/14 Starting clomid 6/8/14 IUI #2 1 dominant follicle 31mm Beta 11DPIUI =4, 15DPIUI = 74, 17DPIUI = 165


Re: Including our angels in the holiday
This was our second Easter since losing Devon, and we didn't really include him in our celebration this year [which was very simple and watered down compared to years past]. I did spend some time yesterday morning talking to him and wishing him a Happy Easter, though. I do that for all major holidays.
My family had plans already and DH isn't speaking to his sister so we had a few of the IL's over to our house for dinner. My MIL cooked the meal and brought it over...that's my kind of holiday
As for incorporating Jack, honestly we didn't. I'd really like to but DH and his family are a little uncomfortable I think with my openness of even talking about Jack. MIL had a Pandora bracelet she was showing my SIL.... she was talking about the three birthstones she had for her three kids (MH, SIL and BIL) who happen to be the same birthstones and me, MH and Jack. She couldn't remember which was which ....so I piped in and said "Jim is light blue, John's green like mine, and Rebecca's is dark blue for December just like Jack... " and just kinda left it at that. I was happy to see though that the "its a boy" charm my MIL had gotten months ago is still on her bracelet. I honestly was worried she'd taken it off.
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Jack has handpicked his sibling up there
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