I can barely type this but I'm so desperate for my daughters birth to be recognized. We lost our perfect in every way little girl early this morning.
I saw her perfect little arms and legs stretch when she was born. I have never seen a more beautiful nose and little set of toes. She was a perfect doll. I feel sick at the idea that I will never bring her home. That we will never hear her cry or dress her tiny little self. I want to go back in time. I want to find a way to change this. I want hold her.
I wanted to add this picture. There are so many of my boys and it hurts that I will never have any of her to share on holidays like today. Her name is Frances Marie.
Baby Boy - 03/29/10
Baby Boy - 08/02/12
Baby Girl - 04/19/14 Missing her everyday.
Re: Our beautiful, beautiful little girl. loss - warning - photo added
6 rounds of clomid = no luck
IVF w/ ICSI & AZH #1 - Jan/2011 = ET cancelled OHSS
FET #1 & #2 - March/2011 & June/2011 = Chemical Preg.
IVF w/ Half ICSI #2 New RE - May/2012 = BFN!
May '12 - Sep '13 - Took A Break
Dec '13 IVF w/ Half ICSI #3!!!!! Switched RE
Protocol - Lupron trigger/Follistim/Ganirelix/Estrace/Vivelle/Crinone
6/27/14 - Emergency C/S @ 30w2d - Baby A 2lb 14oz, Baby B 2lb 11 oz
S14 September Siggy - Show to binge-watch when the baby comes
BFP #2 - MC Aug 2012 - D&C w/ complications
S14 August Siggy Challenge.....ALL OF THE ALCOHOLS
Katherine Quinn | 9.16.2012 | 38w4d
Ryan Lanman | 9.12.2014 | 40w
2 Losses | 10/2010 @ 5w | 9/2013 @ 10w4d
Little Sprout Blog
Married DH 3/14/09
TTC Since Jan 2011
Diagnosed with PCOS Jan 2013
BFP#1 June 2013/ EDD 2/23/2013 Blighted Ovum confirmed July 18, 2013
took Cytotec July 20, 2013
BFP #2 12/28/2013 EDD 9/11/2014 Its A Girl!!! Rebecca Ann!
Rebecca Ann born 8/31/2014 6lb 1oz 19 inches long 8:55am!!!!
BFP #2! Travis is getting a sibling!
EDD: 1/24/2017
BFP#1 4/17/2013 EDD 12/25/2013, MC 5/17/2013 8 weeks 3 days D&C 5/18/2013
BFP#2 1/20/2014 EDD 9/28/2014, Baby Evie born on 9/23/2014 at 8:50pm. 6 lbs 15 oz!
Gemma
born August 31, 2014
12/31 Beta #1: 404 Beta #2: 1,027