Fantastic...
I am enjoying decaf coffee now that I've gotten some non dairy creamer. Oh, breastfeeding.
Seeing my best friend from HS and her daughter tomorrow. Doing either a 5k ($$$ so IDK) or going to another used kid stuff sale. She'll be meeting E for the first time.
My mom took off Th and today so we could go to a used kid sale yesterday. It was meh, but we got some good stuff.
Fuck It...
I'm exhausted.
I have to go back to VA in two weeks and my money is pretty much run dry. I can pay my May rent, a few bills, and that's it. Praying it's not super hot bc now I get to enjoy a car with no AC and a broken window and no money to fix it. IDK how I am going to do this now with her. It's one thing for me to drip sweat but she cannot. I pray my dad loans me money again until I get CS in June (hopefully) and/or student loan $$$ again.
I wish I was a milk machine. I've tried EVERYTHING to increase production and no luck. When I pump, it takes me two times on each breast to get enough for one feeding. I know she gets plenty but I hate pumping. I have no idea how I'm going to establish a freezer stash for when I go back to work.
PCOS // Loss 3/2010 // Single Mom // Natural Birth // DC Metro // Baby Girl Born 2/2/2014
Re: Fantastic/Fuck It Friday
Fuck it. Bentley is in special form. If i set him down he screams till i pick him up. If i try to eat he tries to steal my food. If i try to feed him he clamps.his.mouth shut and refuses food but i cant get him to stay up late enough to get suppee cooked.
Fabulous, the weather. Omg its glorious the only way i can get bentlwy to be happy this week is to take him outside ans let him play with the grass and dirt. But the weather is poopy today. Booo!
Fuck: my asshole dad decided to make an appointment for today at noon that requires he have a ride home from. Knowing I had today off, he guilted me into taking him. It's a half hour or so to the place, so that is an hour lost round trip AND I have no idea how long this appointment is supposed to be. Asshole. It would be nice to clean the house without DD constantly needing attention, but I guess I can't do that... I'll just have to reserve cleaning to her nap/bed time.
Throwing leaves