i think it's over for me. i had a teeny bit of spotting last night, and now i'm bleeding in earnest. i checked my temperature this morning too and it's still above my coverline but it's come down by like half a degree. i guess i'll call my OB nurse's line and see if they want to order bloodwork for me.
i'm just trying not to be too devastated. this will be my first loss and i DO have a healthy son.
UPDATE: i hadn't heard from the OB office so i called them about an hour ago. the nurse was all chipper and gave me my results without bothering to ask me any questions about my situation first. "your hcg is 38, so that means you ARE pregnant." um, no, in this case, that means i WAS pregnant. and she backpedaled and went on and on about how it's impossible to say from one number. i think at 5w3d, my beta should easily be into the 1000s (if not the 10,000s, considering that i had a BFP in hand over two weeks ago). so, i'm going to go cry over a birthday margarita now. i have to wait for the doc to call to find out if they still want another blood draw on friday. i think it's safe to say i won't have an ultrasound, and this party is over.
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BFP#1 EDD 04.20.2010, SUNSHINE baby boy born 03.31.2010
BFP#2 EDD 12.07.2014, natural mc 04.09.2014 at 5w3d
BFP#3 EDD 01.14.15, RAINBOW baby girl born 01.16.2015
jan'15 january siggy challenge: baby fails
Re: it's been fun, but... (UPDATED)
BFP #1 11/28/09 ~ EDD 8/6/10 ~ DS Born 8/9/10
BFP #2 8/27/13 ~ EDD 5/8/14 ~ Natural MC 9/18/13 at 6 weeks, 6 days
BFP#3 3/28/14 ~ EDD 12/7/14 ~ DD Born 11/21/14
BFP#4 6/15/17 ~ EDD 2/20/18
Hugs.
TTC since August 2011, Me = 40, DH = 38
Unexplained IF. Tried Clomid for 3 cycles. All BFNs. BFP 1/6/13. Chemical pregnancy.
Moving on to IVF#1. ER 11/26/13, 16 eggs retreived, 12 mature and all fertilized. 2 blasts transferred on 12/1. All other embies arrested so nothing left to freeze. Beta 12/10 = BFN. IVF #2 March 2014. BFP!!! TEAM BLUE!!!
Piper, 4/10/10
Connor, 3/16/15
Morgan, EDD 9/22/16
edit: punctuation is good m'kay
BFP#1 EDD 04.20.2010, SUNSHINE baby boy born 03.31.2010
BFP#2 EDD 12.07.2014, natural mc 04.09.2014 at 5w3d
BFP#3 EDD 01.14.15, RAINBOW baby girl born 01.16.2015
jan'15 january siggy challenge: baby fails
March 2014: first medicated cycle + iui = BFP!
BFP#1 EDD 04.20.2010, SUNSHINE baby boy born 03.31.2010
BFP#2 EDD 12.07.2014, natural mc 04.09.2014 at 5w3d
BFP#3 EDD 01.14.15, RAINBOW baby girl born 01.16.2015
jan'15 january siggy challenge: baby fails
bfp#4 3/19/2014 edd 12/1/2014 please let this be the one!
beta @ 5w0d = 12,026! u/s 4/22/14 @ 8w1d it's twins!
Baby 2: EDD: 8/06/14 CP: 11/13
BFP#1 EDD 04.20.2010, SUNSHINE baby boy born 03.31.2010
BFP#2 EDD 12.07.2014, natural mc 04.09.2014 at 5w3d
BFP#3 EDD 01.14.15, RAINBOW baby girl born 01.16.2015
jan'15 january siggy challenge: baby fails
TTC#1 Since November 2013 // BFP March 27, 2014 // EDD December 11, 2014
Married: 5/21/05 **~** Emery Aylin 6/30/12
BFP#1-11/5/10- Surgery for ectopic pregnancy 11/15/10 BFP#2-11/1/11 Due 7/8/12 Born 6/30/12
Oops we did it again... BFP 03/23/14 Due 12/6/14 Nora Born 11/23/14