I found out I was pregnant on Feb. 24. I am 32 years old and this is my first time ever having a positive pregnancy test. I have had spotting from the beginning. Had an U/S last week that showed the fetus at 6w 1 day which I was really confused by, I thought I was closer to 8 weeks. There was a HR at that time 107. Everything looked okay. 5 days later the spotting turned to bright red blood. Not as much as a period but more than my usually spotting. Went in for an U/S. This time the tech did not say anything or give me any pics, so I figured it wasn't good. Met with the Dr. after he said fetal HR was lower and it looked like the beginning of a miscarriage. He did give me a small glimmer of hope and said to come back in a week and we will see what's going on. I think the fetal HR was in the high 80's. I have been so upset. I feel like a baby. I only have light cramping and my usually spotting. I don't feel pregnant, I just feel sad and tired. I have depression and anxiety so it is going to be really hard for me to go to work tomorrow. I see a lot of people post things like "put your big girl panties on". I am just having a hard time getting mine on.
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BFP #1: 12/05/2012; EDD 08/09/2013; MC 01/2013 (missed, D&C)
BFP #2: 12/19/2013; EDD 08/25/2014; MC 01/2014 (natural)
Pregnancy #2 Natural Miscarriage at 6 weeks 03/2014 Due date 11/9/2014
Pregnancy #3 DS 02.23.2015
Pregnancy #4 Missed Miscarriage at 11 weeks 11/2018 Due date 5/22/2019
Pregnancy #5 Positive test 12/11/2019 Due Date 8/17/2020
I hope next week you will get good news and all is well. If not, we are always here if you need us.
I'm so sorry and really hope everything turns out ok. My story is unfortunately similar, so I am here for you. Hoping things work out and you don't need us on this board!
BFP #1: 05/2012 DS born 12/30/12
BFP #2: 02/2014 Natural M/C 03/2014 @ 7 weeks
BFP #3: 06/2014 EDD: 02/17/2015 M/C @ 7w2d, D&E 7/15/14
If you need to take off, do it. You need to take care of yourself emotionally.
(((Hugs)))
PG#1 - 3rd cycle BFP. Team Green. HELLP syndrome @ 34 weeks.
Later diagnosed with Hashimoto's Thyroiditis, possible link to HELLP.
PG#2 M/C 3/14 - Surprise BFP 2/13. Beta's doubled every 52 hours from 3w5d-5w5d
Viable pregnancy scan at 5w5d; 2nd u/s showed 2 days of growth in 7 but a HB of 120
3rd u/s on 3/10/14 had no HB and baby had only grown 7 days over 14
D&C 3/17/14 - complications - DX Retroflexed uterus, multiple tears to cervix
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BFP #1: 12/05/2012; EDD 08/09/2013; MC 01/2013 (missed, D&C)
BFP #2: 12/19/2013; EDD 08/25/2014; MC 01/2014 (natural)
BFP#1: 2/2/13 ~ exact m/c date unknown but around 3/20 at 10 weeks ~ diagnosed with PMP ~ D&C on 4/5 ~ TTA for at least 1 year due to PMP ~ cleared to TTC 1/14
BFP#2: 2/7/14 ~ m/c 2/20/14 ~ possibly due to chemical pregnancy ~ TG no D&C is needed
Surprise BFP#3: 4/4/14 ~ super duper extra happy (and nervous) about this one - EDD 12/9/14!!!
John Joseph was born on 12/12/14 at 7 lbs. 11 oz. He is the most beautiful rainbow baby we could have wished for!
Life is funny like that. Let it out, you are supported xoxo
OP, no need to pull on BGP just yet. Mourn your losses, and take your time to heal
TTC #1 since August 2013 (on BCP for 9 years)
Attempt #1 - Aug 2013 = BFP! --> EDD May 12, 2014 (Day after Mother's Day)
HB 140 @ 7w4d. MMC @ 10w (HB stopped 8w3d). After 2 rounds of Misoprostal, D&C October 2013. AF returned 56 days later. Advised to wait one cycle (December 2013)
Attempt #2 - January 2014 = BFP! --> EDD October 13, 2014 (Canadian Thanksgiving, on 1 year anniversary of first loss)
HB 102 @ 6w4d. MMC @ 11w1d (HB stopped 7w4d). After 4 rounds of Misoprostal, D&C April 2014. AF returned 29 days later. Did testing for RPL - all normal. Was told can TTC again (May 2014)
Attempt #3 - May 2014 = BFP! --> EDD Feb 8, 2015 (Possible Valentine's Day baby?)
u/s @ 6w showed sac, no HB. Second u/s @ 6w5d - HB detected but low. Third u/s @ 8w - HB 150! Fourth u/s @ 9w3d - HB in the 160's! Fifth u/s @ 11w3d - HB 172, baby measuring a day ahead!
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Now when I look at a pregnant lady I get really judgemental and think I could do a better job them then.
But they can have a baby. 3 perfect BEAUTIFUL babies who love them so much and only want love in return. And here we are? It just seems so unfair. But I will tell you one thing, it is way more unfair for those poor babies than it is for me.
We took their oldest out for his bday once and as he blew out the candles on his bday cake he closed his eyes and said "I wish my mommy and daddy were here". It took everything in me to hold back tears.