I am a person of faith I go to church and run a youth group with my husband.
But I am over people telling me it's god will that I lost my baby and it's in his hands! My god is a loving god and created my baby to be something special. He did not creat it to teach me a lesson in faith or to help other people or some other crazy reason. I don't care if this sound selfish I would rather keep my baby instead of helping out hundreds of people that have lost theirs.
I believe stuff just happens because we are on an imperfect earth and my baby was not formed well and was better off in heaven and being completely whole and well up there. I know she's in heave getting way spoilt by our family members who are up there and I know my god will use this shitty experience for good but I don't believe he planed it! Why do people need to come up with dumb reasons! I don't want your dumb opinion of a reason nor have I ever asked for them.
Anyone else have people trying to tell them why they believe you lost your baby?
Also random question my senior pastors wife who is lovely asked if I wanted to be open about it in the church and to get all the female ladies to pray for me and start a support group because I'm not handling this good and I see the good in it having a support group of loving ladies but then I can see my self screaming at one if they say something wrong. Has anyone opened up like this?
Sorry for the rant I'm home alone sick and just having a terrible crying chocolate eating day.