I was dreaming about having a miscarriage when I woke up I was spotting blood I went to the ER I was freaking out I even told the nurse everything from my dream every detail even the nurse was the same from my dream it was a male nurse he looked at me like I was crazy I told him everything they were going to do I even described the doctor that was gana see me the nurse was in shock cause everything I told him happen down to the doctor name I never even met the doctor before
3:19AM
Re: Air your Monday grievances here...
He has this week off work and today he's decided to just do whatever the fuck he pleases without even asking if I need a hand with DS or anything.
I got up, brought DS to the the dr, picked up his rx for antibiotics, have taken care of all of the general childcare, etc (as I normally do), and called the bank to attempt to refinance our car loan for a lower rate. DH has decided that he was gonna sleep until 11am, get up/have coffee, make a batch of maple syrup, and he just put his coat on and went outside to putz around/tinker a bit.
Honestly, I'd be fine with it if he just fucking took the time to ask me if I needed a break or something. I realize if he were at work, this would be business as usual. But wtf dude...you're off work for a week. Pitch in with our kid a little. Why is it that on his time off he gets to do fun recreational stuff, but any time off I get is usually spent doing boring household shit or necessary errands?
Ugh. I was seriously hit with the bitch stick today. Thanks, AF.
"Man, be creative. Like the stuff you do. Do nice things. Love respectfully. Laugh a fucking lot. Curse when you feel like it. Life is cool." - Jean Grae
And it snowed. Fuck snow.
Fuckityfuckfuckfuuuuccckkkk
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.,
Anywhere, I would have followed you.
Also when I broke down about it one time he told me that I always took her with me etc. That he never realized that I didn't want to always take her.
I also know my bitch factor is way up there..
thanks again AF.