I dropped DD off at daycare today and she immediately started bawling. I wasn't expecting it because she never did that before but she did miss last week cause she was sick. She only goes two times a week (until full time in June) but man did I feel guilty leaving her today. I started bawling when I got into the car and called dh about how I felt like the worst mom ever. It took me a little while to get myself together to go to work and counsel clients today. My mom picked her up today and said she was crying when she got there but immediately stopped when she picked her up. That made me feel even worse and I pictured her crying all day even though daycare ppl said she didn't. Ughh sometimes this mom stuff is rough. I feel like im going to have anxiety about dropping her off now. I know I need to suck it up and put my big girl panties on but that scream cry just tugs at my heart strings.
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