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• jbasore1123 member

  March 2014

  I'm sorry you're struggling, EDD are hard. (((hugs)))

  TTC since April 2012

  BFP #1, 10/03/2012 - EDD 6/15/2013 - MMC 11/15/2012 - D&C 01/04/2013

  BFP #2, 04/06/2013 - EDD 12/17/2013 - MC 04/19/2013

  6/12/2013 Diagnosed with Balanced Translocation (12 & 16)
  

  IVF #1 with PGS: 10/2013: Canceled 9/27/2013 for issues with genetic lab
  

  IVF #1.5 with PGS: 11/16/2013: Canceled. 11 eggs retrieved, 9 mature & 9 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos

  IVF #2: 1/22/14: Canceled. 16 eggs retrieved, 14 mature, 7 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos

  IVF #3 with PGS: 5/10/2014: Switched to FET in July. 10 eggs retrieved, 9 mature, 8 fertilized, 2 healthy embryos!

  FET #1: 7/31/2014: Transferred 2 nearly perfect (6AA, 6BA) healthy embryos- BFFN

  Laproscopy: 10/2014: Healthy uterus

  IVF #4: 12/8/2014: Canceled. 17 eggs retrieved, 15 mature, 10 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos
  

  
  

  
  

  

  
  

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• rmpar29 member

  March 2014

  Many ((((HUGS))))  I'm so sorry that you are struggling. 
  

  TTC #3 since 8/2012
  DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010
   BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
  BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
  My chart here  All ALers welcome!
  

  
  
  

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• LizBlue member

  March 2014

  Big ((hugs))  Take good care and be kind to yourself.   

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  37 years old, MH is 42
  

  TTC since 2010; Dx Unexplained Infertility; possible male factor 
  

  August 2012 through June 2013:  6 IUIs with clomid and trigger shot, all BFNs

  7/2013, Pregnant! Unmedicated--we were on a treatment break
  

  8/20/13 no heart beat; 8/23/13 d&c

  3/15/14 IVF #1:  Lupron/Follistim/Menopur; ER 3/10 resulting in four transfer grade blastocysts, transferred one pretty blast and froze the remaining three. BFN. 

  Natural FET in May cancelled because the universe hates me my hormones were not cooperating.
  

  6/24/14 FET #1: transferred two pretty embryos; BFN   

  8/28/14 FET #2: BFP, ended in Chemical pregnancy

  
  

  Done with medical intervention and getting used to the idea of CFNBC.  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• almostamissus member

  March 2014

  I'm so sorry you're struggling. Please be good to yourself

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• buggirl72 member

  March 2014

  (((Hugs)))EDDs are difficult. Be gentle with yourself.

  
  The day the Bump died - Jasper is wise
  

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• LaRomana09 member

  March 2014

  ((((HUGS))))

  
  

  
  

  
  

  My Ovulation Chart
  TTC since March 2012 
  BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13 

  MMC discovered at 10 weeks (baby measured 9 weeks) D&C on 3/16/13 

  BFP #2  CP on 3/31/14
  BFP #3  8/11/14  EDD 4/22/14

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• rubysi member

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• katib77 member

  March 2014

  I'm sorry. Take it easy on yourself today.

  
  

  TTC since July 2009. Dx MFI & LPD. 

  IUI#1&2&3 (2011 & 2012) BFN
  IUI#4 1/23/13 on 75iu x9 Follistim = BFP then chem preg m/c (Feb 2013)
  IUI#5 BFN (April 2013)

  IVF w/ICSI Oct. 2, 2012 - 13R, 11M, 7F, 1 frozen blast 4BB grade - - - FET Nov 15, 2013

  BFP! Beta 1:104 @ 10dp6dt, Beta 2:178 @ 12dp6dt,  beta 3:366 @ 14dp6dt

  Saw heartbeat twice before missed M/C at 8w3d on 12/27/13, missing my little angel boy

  JUNE 2014 IVF#2;  5R, 2M, 1F Three day transfer 6/7.  Beta 6/18 - BFN

  Child Free Now?
  S/PAIFW , S/PALW
  
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• heathersf11 member

  March 2014

  I'm sorry. (((Hugs)))

  DH diagnosed with testicular cancer 6/04/10

  Married DH 8/1/11

  7/21/13 SA poor morphology/ low count

  BFP #1 11/18/13, EDD 7/22/14 

  MC Blighted Ovum 12/4/13 @ 7wks

  BFP #2 8/21/14, EDD 5/1/15 

  

  
  

  
  

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• ikrystal member

  March 2014

  I'm so sorry.  My twins' EDD is coming up next month and I know I will be the same way.  Like everyone else has said, take it easy today.  

  Fish Bite Moonbeams:Blog on infant loss and infertility

   

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• kbedfox member

  March 2014

  So sorry you're having a hard time (((hugs))) Take care of yourself.

  

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• MorgansRose member

  March 2014

  Thanks y'all. I think the worst part is I have a full day of classes today so I have to power through and pretend like everything is okay when it's not

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• bunnybun4 member

  March 2014

  so many ((hugs)).  I hope your day flies by until you can go home and process things. 

  

  8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)

  -5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)

  11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13

  8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF

  IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties

  12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!!  One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15

  Everyone Welcome.

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• hadley135 member

  March 2014

  So sorry. (((Hugs)))

  Me: 28 DH: 30 

  TTC-January 2013

  BFP#1--September 2013 (EDD 5/30/2014)--D&C for Missed MC @ 9 weeks 3 days

  BFP#2--August 2014 (EDD 4/30/2015) --hoping this is our rainbow!

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• MercyGale member

  March 2014

  I am sorry you are having a rough time. (Hugs)
  

  DH & I 23
  Married: 3/23/13 Together since: 4/11/10
  DD born 4/19/09 after a summer fling after graduation. Not planned
  Dx with Endometriosis and Ovarian Cysts July 2010
  TTC since July 2010

  DX with unexplained secondary IF 2012
  BFP Oct 6, 2013
  Confirmation BFP at Dr. Office Oct 7, 2013

  Miscarriage confirmed 10/19/13

  CD 21 full panel blood work 3/18/14 to initiate fertility treatment
  
  Psalm 34:18 "...The Lord is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit..."
  

  

  
  

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• sgio7485 member

  March 2014

  So sorry ((hugs))

  

  BFP #1 10/5/13 MMC 11/13/13 D&C 11/15/13

  BFP #2 5/14/14 EDD 1/19/15 Beta 1: 728 Beta 2: 1858 We have a heartbeat! 166 @ 7w3d  Please be our RAINBOW!

  Baby G is a BOY!

  
  

  

  
  

  
  

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• taberbtb member

  March 2014

  I am so sorry you are struggling. Many (((hugs))) to you today.

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

   

  
  

    

   

  
  

  TTC Since 04/01/13 

  BFP #1 04/28/13 Its twins! EDD 01/08/2014 MMC confirmed 06/27/13 D&C 07/17/13

  BFP#2 05/19/14 EDD 01/30/2015 Please be our rainbow!

  My Ovulation Chart

  *~*~* All AL Welcome*~*~*

  
  

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• polevaultRN member

  March 2014

  Sorry hun. ((Hugs))
  

  
  

  
  BFP #1 8.6.2011 EDD 4.7.2012 DS1 born 3.30.2012
  

  BFP #2 1.21.2014 EDD 10.1.2014 natural m/c 1.30.2014
  BFP #3 4.30.2014 EDD 1.10.2015 DS2 born 12.31.2014
  

  
  

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• alm288 member

  March 2014

  I'm sorry - take care of yourself. (((Hugs)))

  TTC: Since July 2013
  BFP #1: EDD 05/27/2014 (D&C 10/17/2014)

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• Drgn30 member

  March 2014

  sending my support and lots of ((hugs))
  

  
  

  BFP 7/16/13, EDD 3/27/14 - blighted ovum  - D&C 8/26/13
  

  Dx PCOS and Septate Uterus
  

  Septum Resection - 2/6/14

  brand new cuterus
  March 2014:   first medicated cycle + iui = BFP!

  Baby Drgn born December 3, 2014
  
   
  
  

  
  

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• Denise91980 member

  March 2014 edited March 2014

  I am sorry ((hugs))

  
  

  
  

  BFP #1 1/1/11 EDD 9/10/11 dx:no hb DNC on 2/2/11

  BFP #2 12/28/11 natural m/c on 2/6/12   BFP#3 2/16/13 dx:ectopic on 2/27 (given methotrexate) HSG 6/13-all clear BFP#4 11/18/13 natural m/c on 11/23  IVF #1 (Natural IVF Cycle) May 2014- Cycle failed (embryo did not make it to blast) BFP#5-7/26/14 GROW BABY GROW    IT'S A BOY DUE 4/5/15!

  
  

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• Frenchteachermama member

  March 2014

  ((hugs))

  
  

  
  

  
  

  

  
  

  My FF Chart:

  http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/490dd7
  TTC #3 since June 2013
  BFP #1 7/21/2013--EDD 3/30/14--D&C 9/24/13
  BFP #2 1/28/14--MC 2/7/14
  IUI #1 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
  IUI #2 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
  IUI #3 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN

  IVF #1, Stimmed for 12 days, ER 8/22/14, 9 retrieved, 7M, 7F!!  Freeze all due to fluid in uterus.

  FET end of October 2014 cancelled due to fluid in uterus due to possible c-scar defect

  Surgery scheduled 12/12/14 to fix possible isthmocele

  3/26/15 transferred one 8 cell grade 4 embryo and one 6 cell grade 3 embryo = slow rising betas for 2+ weeks = ectopic MTX shot 4/29/15

  Repeat c-scar surgery June 2015

  2nd and last IVF cycle August 2015, stimmed for 12 days, 2 egg retrieved, both mature and both fertilized.  Transferred both 8-cell embryos on Day 3, beta 9/5/15 = BFFN

  MOVING TO ADOPTION!  

  
  

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• anitaflora member

  March 2014

  Sending lots of hugs today!

  dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010

  
  

   <dream 2> 12.2011

  
  

   2.10.12 : 4 weeks

  
  

  6.17.12 : 10 weeks

  
  

  10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days

  
  

  12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day

  
  

  4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days

  
  

  10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days

  
  

  4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day

  
  

  6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative

  
  

   </dream 2>

  
  

   resolve.org

  
  

  AMA, Diminished Ovarian Reserve, heterozygous MTHFR
  
  
  

  "all it was was a fairytale and devotion to a dream"
  
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  ***All always welcome!!***

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• QuigleyCat1 member

  March 2014

  This road is rough no matter how you look at it.  EDDs and loss dates are so hard.  You're in my thoughts and prayers as you grieve and step forward. HUGS

  

   

        ***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.

         We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

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• HeyMrsPotter member

  March 2014

  I'm sorry you're struggling. ((HUGS))

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• Buttercup509 member

  March 2014

  (((Hugs)))

  
  

  TTC since May 2013

  BFP #1 11/22/13 EDD 7/31/14

  MMC 13 weeks - discovered 2/13/14 at 16 weeks - Trisomy 13 - D&C 2/14/14

  BFP #2 10/9/14 EDD 6/22/15

  ~Everyone is welcome~

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• loveinkw13 member

  March 2014

  Ughhh I'm so sorry you're going through this. Big ((hugs))

  
  

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• divinemsbee member

  March 2014

  Many ((hugs)) due dates are hard, do something nice for yourself today.
  

  
  

  

  
  
  

  TTC #1 since 11/2012
  Me-31, H-27
  **Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
  **Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
  Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
  SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
  HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
  Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
   9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
  BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
   U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
  U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
  U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
  

  

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• SamanthaLaura16 member

  March 2014

  Sending big ((Hugs)) your way. Due dates are so hard.
  

  Me- 27 w/PCOS     DH - 28
  

  TTC since December 2012 
  BFP 6/29/2013 - EDD 3/16/14 - MMC 9/5/2013
  

  Diagnosed with PCOS and taking metformin 750 mg  twice a day
  April 2014 -  - 1st ICI Cycle - BFP 5/15/14 EDD: 1/20/15
  A/S 8-22-14 - Its a BOY!!
  12/15 Checkup & heard his beautiful heartbeat
  ALL WELCOME -
  

  
  
  
  
  

  
  

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• bumpuser9524622 member

  March 2014

  I'm sorry, EDDs are tough. (((hugs)))
  

  1 miracle Earth baby and 5 Angel babies

  ~All welcome~

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• stefuge member

  March 2014

  I'm sorry.  Lots of ((hugs)).

  

  
  

  

  
  

  Me: 32 DH: 33  High School Sweethearts  Married 5/28/2005

  DS1 born 6/5/10 at 40 weeks via emergency c-section due to fetal distress and IUGR caused by placental insufficiency

  DS2 born still 8/28/13 at 32 weeks via emergency c-section due to a complete placental abruption - cause unknown

  Baby #3 on the way, EDD 2/29/16.  Originally twins, but we said goodbye to Baby B at 8 weeks.

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• ToriGirl2014 member

  March 2014

  So sorry for your loss.  (((Hugs)))

  BFP#1 - M/C on 12/23/13
  

  ~*~*~December 2014 PGaL ~*~*~
  

  Rainbow baby born on 12/19/2014

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• smcniff member

  March 2014

  (((hugs))) for you today.
  

  
  

  BFP #1 11/02/13, EDD 07/04/14, BO diagnosed 12/12/13 at 9w5d
  BFP #2 6/12/14, DD born 2/21/15
  
  

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• AggieBeth06 member

  March 2014

  (((Hugs))) you will be in my prayers today.

  
  

  

  PG#1 - 3rd cycle BFP. Team Green. HELLP syndrome @ 34 weeks.
  Later diagnosed with Hashimoto's Thyroiditis, possible link to HELLP.

  PG#2 M/C 3/14 - Surprise BFP 2/13. Beta's doubled every 52 hours from 3w5d-5w5d
  Viable pregnancy scan at 5w5d; 2nd u/s showed 2 days of growth in 7 but a HB of 120
  3rd u/s on 3/10/14 had no HB and baby had only grown 7 days over 14
  D&C 3/17/14 - complications - DX Retroflexed uterus, multiple tears to cervix

  All Welcome

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• tumbleweed123 member

  March 2014

  (((hugs))))

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• LiaMadi1 member

  March 2014

  So many ((hugs)) to you.  

  "Once you are real, you can't become unreal again.  It lasts for always." ~ The Velveteen Rabbit
  
  

  *8.3.13*  mc @ 6-7 weeks {natural mc at 12 weeks}

  *3.14.14*  mc @ 5-6 weeks DnC {blood clotting disorder discovered}

  *8.7.14* mc @ 6 weeks DnC {uterine septum removed March '14)

  *3.17.15* mc @ 7 weeks DnC {genetic testing & meeting with a new RE in Jan '15}
  *8.31.16* mc @ 8 weeks DnC {genetic testing, new medications upon next pregnancy}
  *7.17.16* praying everyday for my rainbow baby {progesterone supplements, blood thinning injections}
  
  

  
  

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• flgrl521 member

  March 2014

  Major ((hugs))

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• Eliz77 member

  March 2014

  Sending ((hugs)) your way. 

  
  

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  ~*~EVERYONE always welcome!!~*~

  TTC #1 since October 2012

  BFP #1 11/22/12 EDD 7/29/13 MMC 1/14/13, D&C 1/16/13
  BFP #2 5/7/13 EDD 1/14/2014 Ectopic discovered 5/21/13, lost left tube
  Referred to RE, blood work done August 2013, AMH 0.27, all else normal, HSG clear
  

  BFP #3 12/1/13 EDD 8/8/14, MC 12/24/13

  January 2014: RE #2, blood work repeated, homozygous MTHFR c677t, SHG clear

  BFP #4 4/7/14 EDD 12/15/14 Our rainbow was born 12/6/14 at 4:26pm!  

  
  

  
  

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• aliciapaige82 member

  March 2014

  I can't imagine what your going through right now...my due date would have been this coming July, and I hate thinking about it. Both my sister, and sister in law are due with their baby girls on June 22nd...and I as happy as I want, or should be for them..I'm really, really dreading their day...I don't want to think about any of it honestly. I'm so sorry ::air hugs:::

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