Went in yesterday for my first u/s... Baby measured correctly at 10 weeks but had no heartbeat.
I was just so not expecting this. It's so cliche but I didn't think it could happen to me. I also didn't realize how in love I was with pumpkin. I didn't know it would be so painful and that I would feel so confused.
Feeling blessed to have a supporting husband and my amazing 2 yo son. Going to take this time to focus on DS and my relationship with God. Maybe I'll be ready to try again next year.
Lots of love and luck, Momma's. Thanks for letting me vent.
Re: Goodbye sweet angel
DS2 8/21/12
DD 9/26/14
Baby #4 edd 2/11/19
Last menstral cycle 9/09 Initial diagnosis PCOS (11/09) Provera (x2), P4 injection. Final Diagnosis POF (2/10)
Donor ER 8/27/10 -- ET 9/1/10 Beta 9/10/10=BFP! May 6th 2011 - Our sweet little bear was born!
FET #2 July 3, 2014 - BFP!
M/C @ 9 weeks
MH: 37
Married for 6 1/2 years (in nursing school for first five)
TTC since 10/2012
HSG in April, 2013 - clear
August, 2013 - started Clomid 50mg - day 23 labs were optimal - BFN
September, 2013 - repeated Clomid 50mg - BFN
October, 2013 - upped Clomid to 100mg - BFN
November, 2013 - Repeating Clomid 100mg - BFN
December, 2013 - Started Letrozole 2.5mg - BFN (but excellent progesterone levels!)
January, 2014 - Repeated Letrozole 2.5mg - even better progesterone levels!! - 1/27/14 - BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Our miracle, Jane Lauren, born 9/14/14, 5lbs, 5oz, 19" long.
Native NYC-ers living in Switzerland - First time parents - 36 + 37
TTC: 8 Months / BFP: 2/8/2014 / EDD: 10/20/2014
O14 January Signature Challenge: Snow Fails
TTC since December 2012
1/17/14 IUI #1 with Femara + Ovidrel = BFP on 2/3!!
Prevention RD Blog
BFP#1: 11/20/11, EDD 7/25/12, Emily Iris arrived 7/29/12 at 7 lb., 3.5 oz.
BFP#2: 8/25/13, EDD 5/4/14, MMC confirmed on 9/23/13, D&C on 9/26/13
BFP#3: 2/3/14, EDD 10/15/14, fraternal TWINS confirmed 2/21/14, two BOYS confirmed on 4/15/14!
Baby Gibson is due October 8th! (Bfp: January 29th)
Noah 12.26.2008
6 lbs 6 oz / 19.5 inches long
4 losses- MC in 2006, MMC in February 2012 at 12 weeks and MMC (twins) August 2016 at 12 weeks. Pregnant again- 11/7/16. Another loss on December 28, 2016.
BFP April 23, 2017. Our triple rainbow baby! EDD: January 2, 2018. It's a boy!
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[MC 11.20.11] [DS born 9.24.12] [DD born 10.15.14]