I know I'm not the only one up...39 wks today and wide awake thinking what my dr will say at my appt tomorrow. Probably scheduling a c-section....
What's keeping everyone else up tonight? Can't wait till it's holding my LO vs worrying about labor and being uncomfortable!
Re: Roll Call!
Me: 28 DH: 27
Already been awake for an hour. I'm so tired.
As much as I unexpectedly love breastfeeding my little guy, the whole process is a total mindfuck and I'm ready to stop. And I feel SO GUILTY. Ugh. I need to talk to my doc about therapy but ain't nobody got time for that.
I hear ya! I pump but maybe get 6 oz a day with pumping. I'm ready to stop but my mind guilts me to much. A therapy appointment would help. Me think it through but yeah no time.
I'm here- Sloan likes to eat every two at night.
This is the first night LO is sleeping in her crib instead of the newborn napper of the pnp.
So far she's still waking every 2 or 3 hours but I might be sleeping a bit better in between because I can't hear every single grunt and squeak.
On the other hand DH doesn't either so he's not helping at all.
We'll see how the rest of the night goes.
Anyway, hi everyone!!
It's been a rough night. I was up until 1 because LO refused to sleep. Just as I got her to sleep around midnight, ds woke up! Then the second I laid her in her bassinet on the pnp, she woke up. Ugh! That's when dh loses it (he had been sleeping and was awoken by the chaos). Finally he just goes and lays on the couch with her. I woke up at 3 and they were asleep, dd on his chest. At 4:30 he came back and laid her in her bassinet and went to bed. Not sure if she was already waking, woke up because she was hungry, or woke because she suddenly hates her bassinet.
All I know is that THIS is my least favorite part of having a newborn. All I want is sleep and not getting enough causes dh and I to argue and take out of frustrations on each other.
Eta: I'm terrified that she just wants to sleep with us and won't sleep in her bassinet anymore.
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Edit: nope. Knew it was too good to be true.
We've been giving a pacifier which I'm fine with but I wish we hadn't given it as much. My LO is 6 weeks, and last night he wouldn't comfort nurse. He ate, then was done with the breast and wanted his pacifier to go to sleep. It made me kinda sad.
Edit my baby ate my grammatical skills
Nursing
Exhausted. I don't remember putting LO in pnp bassinet after her last feed which scares me.
Must stay awake!
Eta she was safely in pnp
I just don't remember putting her there
And really, I can't go back to sleep because of the anxiety. Have to wait for the scheduler to call this morning to give me a time to go in tonight to start the induction. Last night at home before baby. And I've been awake to 'enjoy' most of it.