I've been debating talking about this but I need to get these feelings out there somewhere and writing is pretty therapeutic for me. So if you're in the mood to jump down someone's throat, please do not continue reading.
I left work yesterday because I was having contractions in clusters. I would have 6 or 7 in an hour and then not have any for 30 minutes to an 1.5 hours. They kept increasing in intensity, which is why I left early. I assumed that trend would just continue today (and indeed, it continued through much of the night) but today everything has been slowing down and I'll just have one really intense contraction every 1-2 hours. I'll be 40 weeks tomorrow, so hopefully you could understand why this is causing me a little mental fatigue.
Anyway, I'm really excited to meet my LO and get my body back (to some extent, I am hoping to nurse). This pattern, or should I say lack of one, is really wearing me down.