I am so incredibly sad to read this. I am so sorry. Nothing I can say will help, but I pray God's comfort and love will hold you tight right now. Hang in there friend.
Trigger Warning (LC and loss) --
Married May 2008
Beautiful daughter Alyssa born April 23, 2011
Precious son Isaac born at 34 weeks in April 27, 2014 with Potters Syndrome Type 4 and Down Syndrome - trusted into the arms of Jesus after 3 hours.
Pregnant again! Due August 8, 2015 please be healthy, little one!
(results on 2/4/15 showed no Down's and it's a girl!)
My heart aches for you. So very sorry for your loss. You have been an amazing member of this group. I don't post much, but I always see your posts, and it's obvious you are a wonderful woman & mom. You & your family are in my thoughts.
So sorry for your loss. Thoughts and prayers for you and your family.
Married my Best Friend 4/16/11
Started TTC 10/12 BFP 10/16/13, Due June 27, 2014. PPROM at 21 weeks. Our baby girl McKenzie was born and passed on Feb 17, 2014 Mommy and Daddy love you so much baby girl. We will never forget you.
My heart is breaking for you. I will be thinking of you and your family and praying for healing. You will always be one of my favourite and most missed people on this board! You are always welcome here. And please, if there's anything any of us can do, reach out! You will always be in our bumpie family!
DD1: June 2014 - VBM4lyfe DD2: October 2016 DC3: coming May 2019
My heart is so broken. I just told my girls the news and they are so sad. This is so hard.
I wish I could unfeel my baby between my legs, unsee the look on the nurses when I asked them repeatedly if that was my baby, unknow this pain. I wish my boyfriend got to take home his son that he wanted so badly. I wish we could celebrate his damn birthday which is today instead of grieve for our son.
I don't know what to do with myself. I just keep getting on here and reading the threads, mostly out of habit, and it just feels so weird to comment on anything, but I just don't know what else to do.
My face has been rubbed raw and is red and tender from wiping away all the tears. My stomach hurts from being pushed on so strongly to force the placenta out.
I'm sorry for being so graphic. I just need to get it out and I don't want to burden my real life friends with all of this.
My heart is so broken. I just told my girls the news and they are so sad. This is so hard.
I wish I could unfeel my baby between my legs, unsee the look on the nurses when I asked them repeatedly if that was my baby, unknow this pain. I wish my boyfriend got to take home his son that he wanted so badly. I wish we could celebrate his damn birthday which is today instead of grieve for our son.
I don't know what to do with myself. I just keep getting on here and reading the threads, mostly out of habit, and it just feels so weird to comment on anything, but I just don't know what else to do.
My face has been rubbed raw and is red and tender from wiping away all the tears. My stomach hurts from being pushed on so strongly to force the placenta out.
I'm sorry for being so graphic. I just need to get it out and I don't want to burden my real life friends with all of this.
We are all more than thankful to help in any way we can, including being a place to let it all out. This is such a heartbreaking time. Please allow us the privilege of supporting you!
My heart is so broken. I just told my girls the news and they are so sad. This is so hard.
I wish I could unfeel my baby between my legs, unsee the look on the nurses when I asked them repeatedly if that was my baby, unknow this pain. I wish my boyfriend got to take home his son that he wanted so badly. I wish we could celebrate his damn birthday which is today instead of grieve for our son.
I don't know what to do with myself. I just keep getting on here and reading the threads, mostly out of habit, and it just feels so weird to comment on anything, but I just don't know what else to do.
My face has been rubbed raw and is red and tender from wiping away all the tears. My stomach hurts from being pushed on so strongly to force the placenta out.
I'm sorry for being so graphic. I just need to get it out and I don't want to burden my real life friends with all of this.
I'm crying.... I mostly mobile bump but today I'm on my computer and looking at your beautiful daughters faces and imagining all the pain you are all going though truly breaks my heart.
My heart is so broken. {Edited} I just need to get it out and I don't want to burden my real life friends with all of this.
You sweet thing, don't you dare worry about us and we are in no way burdened. This is not too graphic, it is reality. You have suffered a terrible and heartbreaking loss...and you feel what you need to feel, and say what you need to say. I can't imagine the emotional roller coaster you are on right now and we are here for you - up or down. Have you been able to sleep, to eat? Please take care of you!
Re: This is goodbye
My Ovulation Chart
BFP #1 3.16.12. mmc 5.7.12 at 11 weeks ~Avery Cameron~
BFP #2 12.12.12. mmc 1.22.13 at 10 weeks ~Theodore Michael~
D&C #2 Chromosome analysis results: Translocation Trisomy 14
My RPL Testing: Homozygous MTHFR, normal karyotype
DH's karyotype results: Robertsonian Translocation 13:14
BFP #3 9.10.13 mc at 4 weeks~Our little May Flower~
BFP #4 10.13.13- Our Rainbow Baby, a little girl, arrived June 25, 2014!
May Siggy Challenge - Favorite TV Mom
BFP #1- 11/7/10 ~EDD 7/20/11 ~M/C (bo) 12/6/10 @ 8wks ~Missing my Little Firework
BFP #2- 9/11/11 ~EDD 5/25/12 ~M/C (mmc10w)11/4/11 @ 11wks ~Missing my May Flower
BFP #3- 02/21/12 ~EDD 11/1/12 Audrey Lee Born 11/4/2012
BFP #4 ~EDD 6/20/14 stick baby stick!
I just can't take it!
Love you and praying for you!
BFP 10/16/13, Due June 27, 2014. PPROM at 21 weeks. Our baby girl McKenzie was born and passed on Feb 17, 2014
Mommy and Daddy love you so much baby girl. We will never forget you.
Aug15 December Siggy- Holiday Fails
Feb siggy challenge- SO is a twatwaffle, so here is me & DD instead
Married DH 6/29/07 - TTC #1 in February 2013
BFP#1 2/21/13 - Chemical Pregnancy
BFP #2 3/27/13 - Missed Miscarriage @ 8 Weeks - D&C
BFP#3 9/25/13 - EDD 6/3/14
10/17: U/S shows healthy bean @ 6w6d, HR 119 10/25: U/S shows bean is growing @ 8w0d, HR 158!
Grow Little Bean Grow!!
XoXo, Dee
MC: 3/22/16
Married to DH 10.29.11
DD born 1.26.13
DS born 6.12.14
#3 due 12.6.16
Oct 21/13. Beta 360 @ 16 dpo
Oct 23/13. Beta 749 @ 18 dpo
Nov 24/13. Saw HB (141bpm) & baby wiggle around via ultrasound @ 9w5d due date changed to June 23!!
Dec 6/13. Heard HB (122bpm) via Doppler at OB @ 11w3d
Jan 9/14. Heard HB (124bpm) via Doppler at OB @ 16w3d irregular beat
Jan 29/14. DH felt kicks for first time @ 19w3d
Feb 2/14. Saw baby via ultrasound (quick scan in ER) @ 19w6d
Feb 6/14. Heard HB (126-134bpm) via Doppler @ 20w3d normal beat
Feb 15/14. AS - baby looked great (measured 1w small) and would NOT let us see sex! @ 21w5d
Feb 20/14 3D US - its a GIRL!!!!! @ 22w3d
Feb 27/14. Repeat AS for more pics, HB 124bpm @ 23w3d
Mar 6/14. Heard HB (130bpm) via Doppler @ 24w3d
DD1: June 2014 - VBM4lyfe
DD2: October 2016
DC3: coming May 2019
I wish I could unfeel my baby between my legs, unsee the look on the nurses when I asked them repeatedly if that was my baby, unknow this pain. I wish my boyfriend got to take home his son that he wanted so badly. I wish we could celebrate his damn birthday which is today instead of grieve for our son.
I don't know what to do with myself. I just keep getting on here and reading the threads, mostly out of habit, and it just feels so weird to comment on anything, but I just don't know what else to do.
My face has been rubbed raw and is red and tender from wiping away all the tears. My stomach hurts from being pushed on so strongly to force the placenta out.
I'm sorry for being so graphic. I just need to get it out and I don't want to burden my real life friends with all of this.