Over and Out (loss warning)

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  January 2014

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• SchoolPsychSteph member

  January 2014

  Thank you all for your kind words. I'm not talking to anyone except my sisters and DH. I miss you all so much already and certainly miss carrying little girl. There is no sense in any of this, I can't fathom it myself. Everything was fine, she was healthy, I was healthy. Now she's gone. The hospital put together a box with mementos and a few pictures. I peeked, but I couldn't do it. I don't know if I'll ever look. Food is a big trigger for me. I know I need to eat, but I can't. Just the sight of food makes me sob. I saw you all wanted to take an hour of silence. This is truly a beautiful gift. Please acknowledge all other June 2014 losses. I'm not the only one and they deserve to be recognized. This is so hard. I can't stand the thought of facing anyone right now. I get to go home after I finish this round of antibiotics which is maybe around lunch time. I just want to go home and take a shower. Thank you and I love all of you salty hoes.

  
  

  
  

  DD born on 11/10/2007
  

  TTC Sept-Nov 2012

  BFP on 10/25/2012 CP 11/1/2012

  Back on BCP

  BFP on 10/13/2013 EDD June 26, 2014 

  Little Girl went to Heaven on January 26, 2014 @ 18 weeks

  TTCAL March 2014-Present

  BFP on 6/20/2014 Blighted Ovum

  BFP on 8/31/2014 It's a GIRL!  EDD May 18, 2015

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• MrsAy member

  January 2014

  Steph, words cannot express how sorry I am for your loss. Just know I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts.
  
  

  
  

  Married 05/15/13 FTM with EDD 06/24/14
  

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• dmizak member

  January 2014

  This is unbelievable. I am so so sorry. Please take care of yourself. We will miss you.

  

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• BrendaW09 member

  January 2014

  I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  
  

  

    
  

  Married: July 16,2011

  TTC since: July 2012

  Me: 29  CD3 blood work: All normal; Other blood work: Insulin levels high; HSG: All Clear

  DH: 34 SA: Count: Good (27 Mil); Poor motility (25%);Poor morphology (1%)

  DX: PCOS-IR and MFI

  BFP #1 10/9/13 / Beta #1 68 / Beta #2 162 / EDD: 6/19/14

  Jared Lee Born 6/28/14

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• MrsKipper member

  January 2014

  I'm so very sorry for your loss.

  
  

  

  

  

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• kymirandar member

  January 2014

  Sending many hugs, love and prayers your way.

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• lizok22 member

  January 2014

  so sorry for your loss Steph.  I lost my girl at 13 weeks and i never let my board know i just left abruptly.  it was just too painful.  It took me months to feel joy again but i did and you will too. hugs.
  

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• theamandapanda member

  January 2014

  I'm so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you & your beautiful family.
  

  

  

  
  

  
  

  

  
  
  
  
  
  
  

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• CherSomething member

  January 2014

  I am so saddened to know you have lost your little one. Strength, thoughts, prayers, and hugs.

    
  

  Baby GIRL born June 12

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• deedee830 member

  January 2014

  I'm so sorry.

  

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• mattscountrygirl member

  January 2014

  I am so sorry for your loss. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts.

  TTC since July 2010 Diagnosed with PCOS January 2011 BFP July 13, 2011!!! Born March 12, 2012

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• mschware member

  January 2014

  No one deserves to go through that I always appreciated reading your sweet comments... You would have made a great mommy. I'm praying for you and your family and you'll see your little girl some day.

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• crhein26 member

  January 2014

  I read your post and my heart broke.  I've been trying to think of something to say, but I just cannot imagine what you are going through.  I'm sending prayers your way and hoping that you can go home and rest soon.  May your little angel watch over you every day and help give you the strength you need to get through this.  Thanks for all of your positivity and for helping make this board what it is.  You will definitely be missed.

  
  

  
  

  June 2014 - June Siggy Challenge - Favorite Hottie

     

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• kd&cd member

  January 2014

  I'm so so sorry sending T&Ps to you and your family

   

  
  

   Oct 16/13. BFP @ 11 dpo

  Oct 21/13. Beta 360 @ 16 dpo

  Oct 23/13. Beta 749 @ 18 dpo

  Nov 24/13. Saw HB (141bpm) & baby wiggle around via ultrasound @ 9w5d due date changed to June 23!!

  Dec 6/13. Heard HB (122bpm) via Doppler at OB @ 11w3d

  Jan 9/14. Heard HB (124bpm) via Doppler at OB @ 16w3d irregular beat

  Jan 29/14. DH felt kicks for first time @ 19w3d

  Feb 2/14. Saw baby via ultrasound (quick scan in ER) @ 19w6d

  Feb 6/14. Heard HB (126-134bpm) via Doppler @ 20w3d normal beat

  Feb 15/14. AS - baby looked great (measured 1w small) and would NOT let us see sex! @ 21w5d 

  Feb 20/14  3D US - its a GIRL!!!!! @ 22w3d

  Feb 27/14. Repeat AS for more pics, HB 124bpm  @ 23w3d

  Mar 6/14. Heard HB (130bpm) via Doppler @ 24w3d

   

  

   

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• mjdavies member

  January 2014

  I'm so sorry you had to go through this. It just plain sucks. I'm thinking of you.

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• jldcjs member

  January 2014

  I am so so sorry. I wish there was more I could say or do. 

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• CindyJill27 member

  January 2014

  I am so sorry for your loss-my heart breaks for you. T&P's for you and your family.

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  Our little peanut..

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• kmolsonmay5 member

  January 2014

  I am so sorry for your loss.

  1st BFP 6/12/13, EDD 2/24/14,  blightum ovum diagnosis 7/17/13
  2nd BFP 9/20/13, EDD 6/1/14 -- hoping for our sticky baby!
  
  
  
  

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• Sareynoo member

  January 2014

  I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm thinking of you and your family, I can't imagine what you are going through.

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• Kristalina member

  January 2014

  I'm so sorry to hear this. I know there are never enough words to help, but know that there are so many people wishing you well and keeping you in their hearts. Love and hugs to you and your family.

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• JBC2020 member

  January 2014

  So sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in our prayers.

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• kcartwright12 member

  January 2014

  So so sorry!!!

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• JMCB09 member

  January 2014

  Lurking from July-
  I'm so very very sorry for the loss of your little girl. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

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  M/C: 1/24/2010

  
  

  Cecelia:11/22/10
  
  CAUTIOUSLY expecting Jace in July August 2014

  
  

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