May 2014 Moms

Goodbye

I finally got up the courage to post my goodbye.

On Wed I went to my 24w appt and my dr was unable to find my son's heartbeat. Within 10 minutes I was getting a u/s, where we discovered he was gone. It looks like he passed within the last 2 weeks.

Everything had been fine. Perfect.

On Friday I had a D&E. My milk started coming in today. :( otherwise physically I'm doing well.

Emotionally I'm a mess. This is my 3rd loss (previously had a missed m/c at 13w and a CP). I'm not sure I can do this again.

I just keep loving my son and mourning that he might never be a big brother.

We named him Timothy. :(

BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010

BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011

BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013

BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy.  Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)    

                              <3 We love and miss you Timothy <3

BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014

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