Goodbye for now (loss mentioned)

Re: Goodbye for now (loss mentioned)

• TVLily member

  January 2014

  ::lurking::
  
  I'm so so sorry. My heart is aching for you, sending you so many ((hugs)).

  EDD 5/2/14, NMC 9/11/13
  EDD 10/15/14, CP 2/8/14
  IF Diagnosis: PCOS, MFI 

  Current Cycle: 5 mg Femara/1000mg Metformin + TI = BFP, EDD 4/23/15 Please be our RAINBOW

  

  **ALL AL/IF Welcome**
  My Chart
  

  Report1 Reply
• Loading the player...
• ZAngel member

  January 2014

  Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry ((HUGS))
  

  BFP #1 (DS, 10/98), BFP #2 (DD, 10/09)
  BFP #3 -mm/c @ 7wks, discovered at 9wks, D&C 9/28
  BFP #4 5/29 EDD 2/9 - please be our rainbow
  
  

  Report1 Reply
• LizBlue member

  January 2014

  Lurking...

  
  

  I'm so very sorry to hear this.  Big hugs alysonjill.

  ----

  *I am no longer regularly posting on TB because of the fucked up debacle of Jan 2015 when administrators banned long-term members and mods with no notice and completely dismantled a community full of women who cared about each other.  If you see me posting it's only to give support to a poster who needs it or to post something important enough that I need to say.  I am no longer responding to  anything other than issues that affect people who I care about*

  37 years old, MH is 42
  

  TTC since 2010; Dx Unexplained Infertility; possible male factor 
  

  August 2012 through June 2013:  6 IUIs with clomid and trigger shot, all BFNs

  7/2013, Pregnant! Unmedicated--we were on a treatment break
  

  8/20/13 no heart beat; 8/23/13 d&c

  3/15/14 IVF #1:  Lupron/Follistim/Menopur; ER 3/10 resulting in four transfer grade blastocysts, transferred one pretty blast and froze the remaining three. BFN. 

  Natural FET in May cancelled because the universe hates me my hormones were not cooperating.
  

  6/24/14 FET #1: transferred two pretty embryos; BFN   

  8/28/14 FET #2: BFP, ended in Chemical pregnancy

  
  

  Done with medical intervention and getting used to the idea of CFNBC.  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  All welcome

  Report1 Reply
• chknma member

  January 2014

  I am so very sorry for your loss. You will be in my thoughts. Lots of ((hugs)) to you.

  little chkn born 06/30/11

   baby chkn born 04/22/14

  05/13 07/13
  

  Report1 Reply
• Unknown

  January 2014

  This content has been removed.
• luciddreamer106 member

  January 2014

  ::lurking::

  
  

  I'm so sorry for your loss. ((hugs))

  

  

   TTC #1 since March 2011 
  

  BFP #1: EDD 4/16/13~~blighted ovum w/ 2 gestational sacs~~Loss on 9/18/12
  BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13

  9/13, 10/13, 1/14: letrozole + trigger + TI = All BFNs

  3/14: IUI#1 letrozole/Bravelle/Menopur + trigger = BFN

  BFP #3: EDD 1/27/15 Please be our rainbow! ...Team Green

  
  

  
  

  Report1 Reply
• anitaflora member

  January 2014

  I'm so, so sorry. Sending you a million hugs.

  dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010

  
  

   <dream 2> 12.2011

  
  

   2.10.12 : 4 weeks

  
  

  6.17.12 : 10 weeks

  
  

  10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days

  
  

  12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day

  
  

  4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days

  
  

  10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days

  
  

  4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day

  
  

  6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative

  
  

   </dream 2>

  
  

   resolve.org

  
  

  AMA, Diminished Ovarian Reserve, heterozygous MTHFR
  
  
  

  "all it was was a fairytale and devotion to a dream"
  
  lyrics
  

  
  ***All always welcome!!***

  Report1 Reply
• princezjk member

  January 2014

  Alyson, I am so heartbroken to see this update.  It is just incredibly unfair.  If you need anything at all, please do not hesitate to ask.  Sending you so many (((((((((HUGS)))))))))

  

  
  

  
  

     

    *All AL Welcome*    

  
  

  Report1 Reply
• Maggie-Moo member

  January 2014

  I am so sorry, please know we are thinking of you.

  Sep14 February Siggy Challenge: Favorite Romantic Movie - A Knight's Tale

  

  Happily welcomed healthy baby girl December 2011.

  Excited to welcome a new addition September 2014!

  

   

  Report1 Reply
• Kristalina member

  January 2014

  I'm so sorry. You're right, even when you are somewhat expecting it there's never any less pain. Hugs and prayers to you.

  Report1 Reply
• ball.and.chain member

  January 2014

  I'm so sorry.  I hope you're back soon for a long, boring stay.
  

  Married my wife 8/2007 ~ TTC #1 since 7/2011
  9 IUIs = 9 BFNs
  IVF October 2012: 22 eggs retrieved, 17 fertilized, 5 frozen
  ET #1: 1 blast = BFP; Blighted ovum discovered at 7w5d; D&E
  FET #1: 1 blast = BFP; Missed m/c discovered at 9w5d; D&E
  Karyotyping: normal ~ RPL Testing: normal ~ Hysteroscopy: normal
  FET #2: 1 blast transferred 10/25; BFP 10/31!
  EDD 7/13/14 ~ Induced at 37w4d due to pre-eclampsia ~ Born on 6/28/14
  *Everyone welcome*
  
  

  Report1 Reply
• jap618 member

  January 2014

  Oh hun I'm so so sorry (((hugs))) I'm sorry for your loss & that you're going through this again.

  Married the love of my life June 18, 2011 -- Me (28) DH (29)
  

  TTC #1 since June 2012

  BFP #1 6.29.12 EDD 3.12.13 MMC discovered 8.11.12 9w5d D&C 8.15.12

  BFP #2 11.2.12 EDD 7.14.13 MMC 6w5d discovered 8w6d 2 failed rounds miso D&C 12.27.12

  BFP #3 8.5.13 EDD 4.18.14 MMC 7w4d discovered 9.25.13 at 10w6d -Trisomy 13- 1 round miso & emergency D&C 10.2.13

  RPL Testing. DX Asherman's November 2013. Low AMH (0.44) January 2014. 

  Operative Hysteroscopy January 2014 to remove scar tissue.

  BFP#4 6.18.14 EDD 3.3.15 Team Pink
  

  --AL always welcome--

        

  Report1 Reply
• kate6214 member

  January 2014

  I'm so sorry for your loss

  
  

  BFP #1: 8/17/13     Due Date: 4/26/14      MMC discovered @ 9w 4d       D&C: 10/2/13

  BFP #2: 12/23/13       Due Date: 9/6/14      MMC discovered @ 8w 5d    D&C: 2/6/14

  BFP #3 8/26/14     Due Date: 5/7/15  

  
  

  

  
  

  
  

  Report1 Reply
• Lkat17 member

  January 2014

  I'm so very sorry! :-( 

  

  
  
  m/c 6/10 

  missed miscarriage discovered at 11 weeks, natural miscarriage at home one week later 9/13

  Report1 Reply
• Soon-To-BeMrs.P member

  January 2014

  So incredibly heartbroken for you... take care of yourself.

  Actively TTC since 01/11
  Me: 06/12 Dx w/ IR PCOS (rx 2000 metformin) DH: SA all clear; looking good
  06/12-10/12- Clomid/Femara + trigger + TI + P4 = 3 BFNs, hysteroscopy, polypectomy, D&C
  11/12 - 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI + P4 = BFN
  12/12 - Surprise BFP ectopic (MTX 01/13)
  04/13 - Off the Bench! 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI #2 + estradiol + P4 = BFN
  05/13 Clear HSG-5 mg Femara + Menopur + trigger + IUI #3 + P4 = BFP ectopic (MTX 07/03 & 07/11)
  07/23 emergency lap to remove ectopic mass and left tube

  10/13 5mg Femara + Menopur + trigger + TI(follie on left/no IUI)=BFN

  11/13 Same as above but BFP!

  Beta #1 12dpo-51     Beta #2 15dpo-178

  12/5- There's something in my ute!!

  Keaton Alexander is here 07/24/2014 !!

  Report1 Reply
• rattlecanqueen member

  January 2014

  I'm so terribly sorry for your loss. Lots of prayers and(((hugs)))

  

   

  

  BFP 11/18/13. EDD 7/25/14. It's a BOY! 

  Surprise BFP 7/30/13. EDD 4/7/14. Natural MC 8/24/13

    

  Report1 Reply
• Rachaeleigh member

  January 2014

  So very sorry to hear this

  4 Losses (2003, 2008, Apr 2012, & Oct 2012)
  All RPL and IF testing with multiple REs = normal

  5 IUIs = BFN

  All AL are welcome
  

  Report1 Reply
• MrsWallick member

  January 2014

  I'm so so sorry for your loss (((hugs)))

  
  

  BFP #1: 3/23/13, EDD: 11/22/13, MC: 4/2/13

  Convinced it was a boy and missing him every day!

  BFP #2: 10/25/13, EDD: 7/3/14, Grow baby Grow! Anabelle Rose born 6/6/14 

  
  

       
  

  
  

  August Siggy Challenge: If Babies Could Talk

  Report1 Reply
• katiebartton member

  January 2014

  I'm very sorry ((hugs))

     

   
  

  MMC Triploidy at 11.5wks D&C EDD 9/23/11

  
  

  MC at 6wks EDD 7/11/13

  
  

  MMC Blighted Ovum at 6 wks 2 D&Cs EDD 12/17/13

  
  

  BFP 9/14/13 EDD 5/27/14 - Henry born 5/21/14 (D&C following delivery for Placenta Accreta)

  
  

  MC at 4 weeks EDD 4/27/16

  
  

  MMC Blighted Ovum at 7 weeks D&C EDD 7/25/16

  
  

  BFP 4/21/16 EDD 1/2/17 - ITS A GIRL!!

  
  

  http://www.hopeforaccreta.org/

  
  

  Report1 Reply
• MrsHamon09 member

  January 2014

  (((hugs)) sweetie! I am so very sorry you are dealing with this.
  

  Married DH 3/14/09
  

  TTC Since Jan 2011
  Diagnosed with PCOS Jan 2013
  BFP#1 June 2013/ EDD 2/23/2013 Blighted Ovum confirmed July 18, 2013
  took Cytotec July 20, 2013

  BFP #2 12/28/2013 EDD 9/11/2014 Its A Girl!!! Rebecca Ann!

  Rebecca Ann born 8/31/2014 6lb 1oz 19 inches long 8:55am!!!!

  
   
  

  Report1 Reply
• AnyMax member

  January 2014

  Oh Alyson, I am so incredibly sorry.  This breaks my heart.  Please let me know if you need anything, my friend.   ((((((((((((Alyson))))))))))))

  
  
                                                       

  Report1 Reply
• LunaBug924 member

  January 2014

  I am so sorry.  ((((HUGS)))))

  BFP#1 8/3/12~EDD 4/1/13~Natural M/C 9/1/12-9w6d 
  

  BFP#2 5/30/13~EDD 2/3/14~Confirmed CP 5/31/13

  7/12/13 Hysteroscopy & Lap Lysis of Adhesions

  1st Cycle on Clomid Aug '13: BFP#3 8/24/13~EDD 5/3/14

  Hoping Third Time's a Charm!!- IT'S A GIRL!!!! 

  KAYLIE MARIE IS HERE! BORN 5/4/14

  
  

   

   

  
  

  
  

  
  

   
  

  All AL-ers welcome in my posts!

  Report1 Reply
• SA1112 member

  January 2014

  I am so very sorry for your loss. (((Hugs)))

  
  

  My Ovulation Chart
  

  BFP #1 3.16.12. mmc 5.7.12 at 11 weeks ~Avery Cameron~

  BFP #2 12.12.12. mmc 1.22.13 at 10 weeks ~Theodore Michael~

  D&C #2 Chromosome analysis results: Translocation Trisomy 14

  My RPL Testing: Homozygous MTHFR, normal karyotype

  DH's karyotype results: Robertsonian Translocation 13:14

  BFP #3 9.10.13 mc at 4 weeks~Our little May Flower~ 
  

  BFP #4 10.13.13- Our Rainbow Baby, a little girl, arrived June 25, 2014! 

                                                                            
  

  
  

   

   

   

   

  Report1 Reply
• Pixiesmom73 member

  January 2014

  I am very sorry for your loss.

  BFP#1 05.2005- didn't know I was pg until m/c.

   BFP#2 11.01.11 EDD 07.15.12  m/c 11.26.11 @ 6.5 weeks

   BFP#3 03.12.12 EDD 11.26.12 mm/c 04.29.12 @ 8 weeks

   BFP#4 10.08.12 EDD 06.08.13 m/c 11.29.12 @ 8.5 weeks

   cp on 03.27.13 BFP#5 09/10/13 EDD 05.25.14 Induced & Emergency C-section 05/09/14 

   

   

   

  

   

   

   

   

   

  Report1 Reply
• JenniferS2004 member

  January 2014

  So sorry.  Thoughts and prayers for you. 

  

  D&C 10.01.13

  BFP 01.06.14

   

  Report1 Reply
• dawnstar898 member

  January 2014

  I am so very sorry to hear this
  

  Me 34 DH 31, Together since 2003, Married August 20, 2011,  TTC since May 2013
  BFP #1 August 24, 2013! MMC discovered Oct. 3, 2013, D&C Oct. 4, 2013
  BFP #2 December 17, 2013! MMC discovered Jan. 28, 2014, D&C Jan. 30, 2014
  Testing done: male with complete Trisomy 16, not hereditary. Tested me for clotting disorders, all normal.
  Feb. 2014 all clear again to TTC!  Will start progesterone supplementation with the next BFP just in case.       Oct. 2014 more testing just because, thyroid and autoimmune panels = normal.  Diagnostic U/S = no abnormalities.  Will keep trying for 3-6 more months, doctor still optimistic!
  

  BFP #3 December 11, 2014!  Beta #1 14DPO = 122.4 Beta #2 17DPO = 296.8 Please stick little one and be our Rainbow!

          Perfect little heartbeat of 156 seen 1/7/15
  

  ***Everybody Welcomed***    
  

  EDD 8/21/2015 Team Green!
  

                  
  

      
  
  

  August 2015 Siggy Challenge: Favorite mean girl from a movie or show:  Kathy Bates in "Misery"
  
  

  Report1 Reply
• charmedgrl517 member

  January 2014

  I'm so sorry for your loss (Big hugs)

  TTC since 7/10, BFP#1~6/28/11(4wks2d)~EDD 3/4/12, missed m/c(8wks)~8/12/11, D&C~8/16/11
  BFP#2~12/15/11~EDD 8/25/12, Hannah born 8/22/12~ 7lbs 10oz & 21 in. long.

  BFP#3~1/12/14~EDD 9/23/14, Found out baby is a girl!~4/18/14

  

  

   

  || [url=http;//www.fertilityfriend.com[url=http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/34aafc/]My Ovulation Chart[/url] || [url=http;//www.fertilityfriend.com]Ovulation Chart[/url]

  || [url=http;//www.

  Report1 Reply
• JAW2 member

  January 2014

  I'm so sorry for your loss. (((Hugs))) Sending you lots of T&Ps to you and your DH in this difficult time.

  BFP #1 born 10/16/10

  Started TTC Dec 2012, BFP #2 05/28/13, EDD 02/06/14 MMC 06/11/13

  BFP#3 12/29/13, EDD 09/08/14

  Praying this is our blessing
        

  
  

  Report1 Reply
• Unknown

  January 2014

  This content has been removed.
• Serenla member

  January 2014

  So many ((((((hugs))))) hun, I am so so sorry for your loss. We are here for you more (((hugs)))

  
  

  
  

  
  

           PAL Sep challenge George Takei

  Started dating in 5/9/05, Married 6/25/11

  Started TTC Feb 2013, BFP #1 3/4/13 EDD 11/10/13. MMC 4/9/13 D&C 4/22/13.

  BFP #2 7/17/13, EDD 3/29/14 ended in a CP on 7/22/13.

  BFP#3 8/19/13 EDD 5/3/14 Nerdling was born 4/29/14, welcome little one!

   All AL welcome.
  
  

  
  

    

  Report1 Reply
• Okiewife2011 member

  January 2014

  I'm so so sorry. I was really hoping for good news. Sending so many ((hugs)) and prayers your way. 

  BFP #1 1/7/13***EDD 9/14/13*** MC 1/17/13

  ~*6/24/13 hCG #1-112 @ 13DPO, Progesterone-21.75*~

  ~*6/26/13 hCG #2-238 @ 15DPO, Progesterone-28.15*~

  ~*6/28/13 hCG #3-566 @ 17DPO*~

  BFP #2 6/21/13***EDD 3/4/14*** Arrived 2/19/14***Team BLUE

  
  

  
  

  Report1 Reply
• Amores0121 member

  January 2014

  I am so so sorry for your loss. I was so happy to see you here. I am sad that you have to leave us.  ((hugs)) I hope that the testing can give you some answers.

  
  

  BFP #1 ended in MMC. Discovered Oct 2005 @10w5d, baby stopped growing around 6w. D&C.
  BFP#2 Nov 2005. Baby's heart stopped @ 8w3d. D&C Jan 2006. Trisomy 18
  BFP#3 Nov 2006. My "miracle baby" DD born 7/25/07
  BFP #4 11/6/12. EDD 7/16/13~my birthday! No sac found @ 5w1d, betas not increasing. Natural m/c started 11/20/12.

  BFP#5 11/9/13.  EDD 7/21/14  Our beautiful rainbow born on his due date!!

  Report1 Reply
• Skeemer member

  January 2014

  Hugs, hugs & more hugs. So sorry for your loss.

  
  

      

  
  

  
  

  
  

   

  Report1 Reply
• LovinHowImLiving member

  January 2014

  So so so sorry for your loss. T&P for you and your family!

  Report1 Reply
• MyFirstRaspberry member

  January 2014

  Damn it. I hate this. I'm so sad and angry for us both.
  

  * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
  

  TTC #1 since June 2012
  Current Status:  IVF with ICSI and PGS
  Genetic, RPL, SA and Fertility testing = Normal/Good    HSG = All Clear
  BFP #1 12.30.2012  ||  Blighted Ovum 02.05.2013  ||  D&C 02.11.2013
  BFP #2 09.10.2013  ||  c/p 09.12.2013
  BFP #3 12.1.2013  ||  mm/c  01.15.14  ||  D&C 01.21.14  chromosome abnormality
  May 2014:  Residual HCG and retained tissue found
  05.13.2014:  Hysteroscopy D&C to find and remove retained tissue
  June 2014:  Tissue sample results indicate a partial molar pregnancy
  May - Aug 2014:   TTA for monitoring and testing
  08.21.2014:  Hysteroscopy to remove minor scar tissue - the result of 3 D&Cs
  Sept/Oct: IUI #1  Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
  Oct/Nov: IUI #2  Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
  Nov/Dec: IUI #3  Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
  

  My Ovulation Chart  || *~*~All AL Welcome~*~* ||  DIY Blog

   
  

    

  Report1 Reply
• Stasi member

  January 2014

  I'm so so sorry for your loss. I'll be thinking about you, please take care.
  

                                                                          
                                                        

                              
  
                                     Katherine Quinn | 9.16.2012 | 38w4d
  

  

  
  

  Ryan Lanman | 9.12.2014 | 40w

   

   

  2 Losses | 10/2010 @ 5w | 9/2013 @ 10w4d
  Little Sprout Blog

  Report1 Reply