So I'm bleeding...

colllydon · January 2014

SNLT1012 said:
Bumpity bump bump bump.

Now that the BSC is gone, I could use some serious prayers.

I was able to laugh at my bleeding earlier today. Since then I have been passing clot after clot for hours on end, with the same crampy/contraction feeling I had two night ago.

I'm not going to the ER. I've spent too much time there recently, I want to be at home, I have an appointment already scheduled for Monday, and I'm just exhausted and scared and want to cry and tired of worrying and ready to be done. I want to be induced the minute it's possible and be done with this. I'm not doing ok emotionally and i just need your thoughts and prayers if you pray.

I'm sorry the crazy chick distracted me from this! I hope your feeling okay. I will be thinking and praying for you! (Which says a lot because I'm not the praying type.) xoxo!

SchoolPsychSteph · January 2014

I'm about to just mail you my doppler. I think you might need it more than me. Hang in there, I hope everything is fine with the baby, and I'll be praying for you.

christinemurray91 · January 2014

I just read through all of this, since I'm not around here much anymore, and omg. SNLT, I'm so sorry.

I know this will just get lost with all the other well-wishers, but you're definitely on my mind.

Carriebear22 · January 2014

Many, many prayers for you! Hoping this all lets up soon!

puttyeast · January 2014

Keeping you in my thoughts. I hope that things settle down and you get reassurance on Monday. Remember that they keep finding that everything is ok when they check!! I'm sorry you are experiencing so much stress with all of this.

bebemac · January 2014

I'm so sad to hear this. Sending you big hugs and keeping you and baby in my thoughts.

b48kate · January 2014

No!! I am so sorry hun! Thinking about you and your sweet little one...

StinaLeigh · January 2014

Sending hugs and thoughts and prayers. I'm so sorry you are going through this!

MissBHaven1024 · January 2014

I'm so sorry to hear this. I was hoping the bleeding would finally stop. Sending you many thoughts and prayers!

LilyGracesMommy · January 2014

I'm so sorry for how stressful this must be, thinking of you and praying for you

((Hugs))

hjl050308 · January 2014

I haven't been on for a few days but I always look at this when it's updated. I'm so sorry that you're going through this. Continuing to keep you in my prayers.

BrendaW09 · January 2014

I am so sorry to hear this. Sending lots of thoughts and prayers your way.

kittenslove · January 2014

Thoughts and Prayers

deepoceanmama · January 2014

Sending tons of prayers your way. I am so sorry this has been so awful for you. You are amazingly strong and I bet your LO is too.

Mrs_D_in_KY · January 2014

Lots of prayers to you and your LO! Keep us updated.

tlcalloway · January 2014

sending you T&Ps... I haven't been on much this week but have been thinking about you and your LO...

nunzchucks · January 2014

T&Ps. I hope it stops soon!

katekat8721 · January 2014

Praying for you sweets xo

ElTrain5 · January 2014

Thinking of you and sending T& P. If u need any local support pm me. I'm around all weekend. We could do a local ER tour! And then write snarky yelp reviews of any mean nurses!

kjohnson1002 · January 2014

Sending prayers your way. I am thinking of you.

MollySm · January 2014

I am so late to this, but I am thinking of you. I hope it stops soon. When I had my last gush I googled placenta previa (I know, terrible idea you'd think) and so many people had so much bleeding, so much more than I was having. And the ones who were responding to questions all had their babies turn out to be fine. I know it's scary - I hope it stops soon!

chaysefaith · January 2014

Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers, ladies! I'm really, really struggling with dealing with all of this. I'm miserable, I'm sad, I'm scared, I'm exhausted...

I was up once an hour all night running to the bathroom hoping to beat the inevitable gush of blood to the toilet. It sounds awful to say, and I don't mean it the way it sounds, but I'm just ready to be done. I don't want to do this anymore. I want the healthy wonderful baby at the end but I just don't want this pregnancy anymore. I've been crying all morning and I just don't want to do this anymore!!! I want to bring my pillow and blanket to my doctors office and stay there until it's safe to be induced.

I'm sure I'm rambling so cookies for reading and hopefully making sense of what I'm trying to say.

Cherylwang · January 2014

I don't blame you for feeling that way

( I'm praying for you.

SchoolPsychSteph · January 2014

I'm sure it's stressful for you! I don't blame you for wanting to be done with it all.

anordstrWed114947 · January 2014

So sorry for your struggles. I hope you get answers soon.

eryale · January 2014

SNLT1012 said:
Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers, ladies! I'm really, really struggling with dealing with all of this. I'm miserable, I'm sad, I'm scared, I'm exhausted...

I was up once an hour all night running to the bathroom hoping to beat the inevitable gush of blood to the toilet. It sounds awful to say, and I don't mean it the way it sounds, but I'm just ready to be done. I don't want to do this anymore. I want the healthy wonderful baby at the end but I just don't want this pregnancy anymore. I've been crying all morning and I just don't want to do this anymore!!! I want to bring my pillow and blanket to my doctors office and stay there until it's safe to be induced.

I'm sure I'm rambling so cookies for reading and hopefully making sense of what I'm trying to say.

You can "ramble" and feel these emotions freely... You're on a g-damn roller coaster that no one deserves. I know I'd be an absolute mess too... I'm just glad that though this is exceedingly difficult for you to go through, each time you visit the doc, the baby looks great!
Based on the hundreds of posts above, I know I speak for all of us ladies when I say we sincerely wish you comfort, answers, and a happy, healthy outcome. Thank you for sharing your story with us and keep us posted... Until then, sending only good, positive thoughts and lots of hugs.

chaysefaith · January 2014

I would love a Doppler if someone is willing to part with one. I wanted to buy one but I can't find one locally and I don't want to order one online.

chaysefaith · January 2014

LoHerrim said:
I would totay send you one if I had an extra!! I feel really selfish not offering you mine. I'm sorry, I'm a shit. PgAL brain won't let me part with it.

@LoHerrim thank you! I totally understand. Someone is sending me one

ADalesa29 · January 2014

Big T&Ps to you

kibean · January 2014

I know that things seem down right now and that this is extremely stressful for you, as it would be to anyone. You seem like such a strong woman, I know that you can hang in there. Do whatever you need to in order to keep sane and comfortable while this sorts out. We are all thinking of you and pulling for you!

lclark79 · January 2014

Sending positive thoughts you way. I can't imagine how stressed you are right now. Big internet hugs.

colllydon · January 2014

Oh Leanne I'm so sorry! Hopefully when you have the Doppler you will have some peace of mind. Ill troll the other boards for some crazy people threads to cheer you up! In the meantime... Creepy internet hugs!

deepoceanmama · January 2014

colllydon said:
Oh Leanne I'm so sorry! Hopefully when you have the Doppler you will have some peace of mind. Ill troll the other boards for some crazy people threads to cheer you up! In the meantime... Creepy internet hugs!

Check out O13's welcome gif party on O14. It's wonderful!

butterflymom2010 · January 2014

Thinking of you!

MrsAMB07 · January 2014

Sending prayers for your. So sorry this is going on

Hoping for wonderful news on Monday and for this bleeding to stop once and for all!

jjva · January 2014

I haven't been able to check this board for a few days and I am so sorry you are still going through this. It's terrifying and (as other posters said) you have the right to feel however you need to feel about it, no guilt at all. I'm hoping this stage passes quickly.

babygabe614 · January 2014

Thinking of you, LeAnn! I'm so happy someone is sending you a Doppler - I think that really proves what a wonderful, tight knit group we have developed here. Everyone - and I do mean everyone - is rooting for you, girl. ((Hugs))