I'm back after almost two years.

Blackvelvet · December 2013

I was on here about three years ago when we were trying for our second. We had issues the first time it took 23 cycles but we never went for help and just waited so I was never on the IF board. We ended up pregnant after 15 cycles but discovered that I had a MMC the same day we got benched for a very long time. DH had brain cancer and we had to go though operations, radiation, and chemo. I came off the bench in November and we conceived that very week, once again it didn't last long before another MMC.

We live in the middle of nowhere and hate our current OB (she still thinks I'm pregnant even though the ultra sound showed only a sac when it had been over 4 weeks since we had BD and I have been bleeding). They did not measure my hCG or anything else this last time so I don't know what happened. The first MMC my hCG was not raising as fast as it should. We are looking for a new Dr. and will be temping again so hopefully we can achieve once we try to figure out why they don't stick.