Parenting after a Loss

@Mork

I just wanted to send you some love. I hope the weekend flies by and you get great news on Monday. You're in my thoughts.
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Re: @Mork

  • Ha! I've been thinking about you all day! I just came on to send you a message.  I hope the weekend is treating you well. I'm trying to keep myself busy and distracted. It was fairly easy today as E has come down with something. :(  How are you fairing?
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  • I'm so sorry E is sick. That's no fun! The boys are keeping me busy too. J is getting his fourth molar finally and it's making him a cranky mess. Emotionally I'm in a pretty sucky place, limbo really sucks. The ultrasound on Wednesday was perfect and showed a 5w4d gestational sac and a yolk. But my HCG only rose from 428 to 1136 in a week. I just can't believe the baby is growing appropriately with such horrific betas. Has your spotting stopped? Did you at least get your first beta?
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    Diagnosed with DOR, LP defect, mild endometriosis and cysts
    BFP #1 EDD 9/10/11, natural miscarriage at 6w
    BFP #2 Medicated cycle, twin boys born 4/4/12 at 29w4d
    BFP #3 EDD 8/8/14, D&C for missed miscarriage at 8w, baby boy with triploidy
    BFP #4 June 2014 CP
  • Thinking of you both! Sending lots of love your way!
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  • Many T&P's to the both of you!

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  • Your u/s is promising! When's your next u/s? I have everything crossed for a healthy baby and heartbeat!

    I don't have any beta results. Doc is gone until Thursday, so I may not get them until then (at my first appointment). Not sure if I want an u/s until 6-7 weeks, since I'll NEED to see a heartbeat then anyway.  No more spotting so far!

    I've come to learn that molars are nasty nasty little things. 
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  • Thanks for all the T&P ladies! 
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  • mork said:

    Your u/s is promising! When's your next u/s? I have everything crossed for a healthy baby and heartbeat!


    I don't have any beta results. Doc is gone until Thursday, so I may not get them until then (at my first appointment). Not sure if I want an u/s until 6-7 weeks, since I'll NEED to see a heartbeat then anyway.  No more spotting so far!

    I've come to learn that molars are nasty nasty little things. 
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    My next ultrasound is in three hours. I feel sick. I'm so sorry for the delay in getting your betas but I'm so happy to hear no more spotting! I understand wanting to wait until you can see a heartbeat, I really am regretting how closely monitored this pregnancy has been. Since it was a surprise I don't feel like I have been able to enjoy any of it because I have been too scared. It's not fair to this baby, for however long I get to carry them. I hope you can make the best ultrasound decision for you and you get great news!
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    Married 9/22/07, began TTC 8/10
    Diagnosed with DOR, LP defect, mild endometriosis and cysts
    BFP #1 EDD 9/10/11, natural miscarriage at 6w
    BFP #2 Medicated cycle, twin boys born 4/4/12 at 29w4d
    BFP #3 EDD 8/8/14, D&C for missed miscarriage at 8w, baby boy with triploidy
    BFP #4 June 2014 CP
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    edited December 2013
    I'm sending you the best vibes possible right now. C'mon little baby!
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    @missa_g Sending you all sorts of wishes for a good u/s today!

    @Mork Praying you get good betas!

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  • Sending good Vibes to both you ladies! <3

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  • I'm still in limbo land. Heartbeat of 120bpms but gestational sac was small. For now I'm going to try to just pray and hope!
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    Married 9/22/07, began TTC 8/10
    Diagnosed with DOR, LP defect, mild endometriosis and cysts
    BFP #1 EDD 9/10/11, natural miscarriage at 6w
    BFP #2 Medicated cycle, twin boys born 4/4/12 at 29w4d
    BFP #3 EDD 8/8/14, D&C for missed miscarriage at 8w, baby boy with triploidy
    BFP #4 June 2014 CP
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    edited December 2013
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    @missa_g I am sorry you are still in limbo...but I am so excited to read there was a hb. Come on little fighter!

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  • Missa_g said:
    I'm still in limbo land. Heartbeat of 120bpms but gestational sac was small. For now I'm going to try to just pray and hope!
    Yay for a hb! Grow, grow, grow!
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  • Prayers for you both!!  And congrats to you both!  I'm happy I popped on today.  :)  xoxo
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  • I'm still in limbo land. Heartbeat of 120bpms but gestational sac was small. For now I'm going to try to just pray and hope!
    Yay for a HB!! Growing LO!! Many T&PS to you!
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    BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
    BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
    BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!! 8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15
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  • A heartbeat is fantastic news!! I am praying so hard for you and this LO. ((hugs))
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  • Sending loads of T&P to you both! 
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  • @Mork, I hope your first appointment today is great! Let us know how it goes.
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    Married 9/22/07, began TTC 8/10
    Diagnosed with DOR, LP defect, mild endometriosis and cysts
    BFP #1 EDD 9/10/11, natural miscarriage at 6w
    BFP #2 Medicated cycle, twin boys born 4/4/12 at 29w4d
    BFP #3 EDD 8/8/14, D&C for missed miscarriage at 8w, baby boy with triploidy
    BFP #4 June 2014 CP
  • So I was picked to be on a jury, and had to cancel my appointment. Boo. Then I got my betas from last week: 31 and 48 (48 hours).  Double boo. Repeat betas, but won't be until jury duty is over. Triple boo. 

    Goodbye hope. 
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  • mork said:

    So I was picked to be on a jury, and had to cancel my appointment. Boo. Then I got my betas from last week: 31 and 48 (48 hours).  Double boo. Repeat betas, but won't be until jury duty is over. Triple boo. 


    Goodbye hope. 
    Shit, I'm so sorry! I hope repeat betas show a better doubling time and baby was just off to a slow start. But I know what you mean about hope. My estrogen and progesterone both tanked so I'm on supplements twice a day. Combined with the low/abnormal hcg and small sac it's hard to hold onto hope. I'm sending you tons of hugs. This just sucks.

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    Married 9/22/07, began TTC 8/10
    Diagnosed with DOR, LP defect, mild endometriosis and cysts
    BFP #1 EDD 9/10/11, natural miscarriage at 6w
    BFP #2 Medicated cycle, twin boys born 4/4/12 at 29w4d
    BFP #3 EDD 8/8/14, D&C for missed miscarriage at 8w, baby boy with triploidy
    BFP #4 June 2014 CP
  • Damn roller coaster. Big hugs back!
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    My beautiful Ella/ToT arrived 10/10/12. 
  • :( ((Big Hugs)) and T&Ps to both of you. I'm sorry things aren't looking very good. 
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    BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
    BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
    BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!! 8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15
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  • Still thinking of you both and sending lots hugs your way!
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  • morkmork member
    edited December 2013
    I took an FRER last night and the line was super faint. I'm out. And I hate this.  Why is my body such a hostile environment for my own children?  I've lost seven babies, and I'm not sure I can keep going, as much a I want another one. 
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  • I'm so so sorry, Mork. It's really not fair.
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    Married 9/22/07, began TTC 8/10
    Diagnosed with DOR, LP defect, mild endometriosis and cysts
    BFP #1 EDD 9/10/11, natural miscarriage at 6w
    BFP #2 Medicated cycle, twin boys born 4/4/12 at 29w4d
    BFP #3 EDD 8/8/14, D&C for missed miscarriage at 8w, baby boy with triploidy
    BFP #4 June 2014 CP
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    Just was checking in to see how you two are doing.

    @Mork, I am so sorry. This is so beyond not fair.

    @missa_g, Do you have a follow up scan soon? So many prayers for a little fighter in there for you

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  • @Mork - I'm so sorry honey.  ((hugs))
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