FF and some physical signs showed I O'd Thursday . I'm on 5 dpo...if correct . I'm excited but terrified because of my last two losses never got past 6 weeks with CP and blighted ovum...I'm praying this works but terrified with the sticking...I'm sorry just wanting to let that go don't want to show my H my fears:( hope you all understand and maybe some of you have felt this?
I am so sorry. Sometimes the joy has been taken from those of us that have had loss. I like to lurk at the pgal board because you can see that there are some success. We are here for you.
I understand completely.... I don't think I will ever feel "safe" until a baby is in my arms.
***siggy/ticker warning***
Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012 Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR, DH: normal
IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix. - poor responder ***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms FET 5/20- BFP 1st Beta- 641 2nd beta- 2166 Sono- TWINS!!!! Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks. Healthy and no NICU! So blessed!
Yeah I had my ds no problems and the ignorance was bliss....now your right the joy is kinda gone...I know it's suppose to be a joy when you see that + but for me the fear sets in. my H said maybe we will wait before getting hcg tested I just worry constantly about it doubling ...he said maybe we will wait for u/s instead...
Hi, so sorry for your loss. I'm also in the TWW and had a MMC in October. Same situation as well, had my son and was blissfully ignorant to anything going wrong. So, this month I am very nervous and cautiously optimistic. I'm currently on CD26 and probably 11DPO. I tested yesterday and today, BFN, but I expected that since it's still early. Keeping my FX that tomorrow I'll get blessed with a BFP turkey baby
Please keep me posted ...I will be praying for a Bfp for you! I'll also be celebrating you a turkey baby;)...I will probably test around 11 days or there about. I kinda knew something was up the other times because the sticks weren't getting darker:(... I'm hoping this is all our months here and we will be on the pgal board!
Good luck to you. Sorry for your losses. There's so much anxiety in all of this and I'm sure yours is amplified with your experiences. I am 5 dpo too (I think).
On to my next cycle...no turkey baby for me. I'm hopeful that this will be our month....I got a +OPK on cycle day 10, which is the earliest I've seen so far for me. so, FX
I'm sorry and I was thinking of you on thanksgiving:) I am on a monitored clomid cycle my first ever this month...hopefully works with, everything they are doing to me...I'm worried I have to do the trigger shot at home...lol
On CD 5 today! But we're taking a break. I have an HSG this week, and RE wants to start treatment in January, once the fella's S/A and my HSG come back. Though, new FSH came back yesterday, and it has almost doubled: 12.
My fingers are crossed for you ladies, though! BRING IT, 2014!!
I'm having hsg this friday:-) lol but hoping clomid, shot and progesterone does the trick:-) :-) :-) yeah come on 2014...think I'm on CD 6 progesterone made cycle weird:-)
Re: Tww excited and terrified...loss mentioned
Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR, DH: normal
IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
- poor responder
***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
FET 5/20- BFP
1st Beta- 641
2nd beta- 2166
Sono- TWINS!!!!
Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks. Healthy and no NICU! So blessed!
BFP #1 - DS 2007
BFP #2 - 8/25/13 - mmc 10/10/13
BFP #3 - 1/14/14 - EDD 9/30/14
BFP #1 - DS 2007
BFP #2 - 8/25/13 - mmc 10/10/13
BFP #3 - 1/14/14 - EDD 9/30/14
BFP #1 - DS 2007
BFP #2 - 8/25/13 - mmc 10/10/13
BFP #3 - 1/14/14 - EDD 9/30/14
BFP #1 - DS 2007
BFP #2 - 8/25/13 - mmc 10/10/13
BFP #3 - 1/14/14 - EDD 9/30/14