I feel compelled to take the baby wherever I go. In my mind, all the strangers are like, "Oh, she just had a baby. She gets a pass for looking like that." I'm letting myself use her as an excuse for a couple more weeks because I am TOTALLY down with the suggested 6-8 weeks/until cleared by your OB. The way I see myself is pretty shameful right now. I don't need anything but a "go ahead" from my doc for this to turn around, but I'm surprised that I feel this way. I thought by baby #3 I'd be more at peace with my pp body. I was wrong.
I can't wait to go back to work. I'm thankful for this time to get to know my son and bond with him, but I feel like all I do is change diapers, feed him, and watch him nap.
I am completely ignoring the doctors request to feed my son every 2 hrs. I do my best to keep to that during the day but if I try to feed him every 2 hrs at night he won't even latch he is so tired. So I space it out to 3 hrs and then he eats great for about 15 min on each side. I would rather him eat less often and know he is actually eating than follow the every 2 hrs and have him not eat at one and be starving by the next.
My PP body has me seriously questioning if I want another baby or not. I bought a size up in jeans and they still don't fit thanks to the deflated tire hanging out where my abs used to be. I cannot wait for my 6 week check up and will have a complete meltdown if I'm not cleared to start working out. This whole flab thing is really getting me down.
P.S. I loathe working out. I'm just desperate to look like myself again.
I'm definitely not having another but I'm totally hating my PP body as well.
SO and I try to wake up together at night. He works evening shift and he wanted too so I have taken full advantage of it. After I feed her, he always burps her. My confession, I go to sleep after she eats
I call the early stages "managing imports and exports". I love him dearly, and take full advantage of the snuggles, but I feel like the majority of my time is spent feeding him and then cleaning his butt.
All of my pre-pregnancy jeans are too big on me and while I should be thankful that I weigh less than my pre pregnancy weight, I am more frustrated because I don't have the money for a new set of clothes and I hate wearing loose jeans!
Same here. I know I should be "happy" that I'm below my pre-pregnancy weight but now I look like a slob because my clothes hang off of me. I was overweight before being pregnant and getting pregnant made me eat better so I lost weight the entire time I was pregnant. Now I just hate the way my body looks because it looks like I'm in a deflated fat suit
I responded to my 1st TP and FFFC posts a day late. Group slacker. When I am mad at DH I can be impatient with my LOs. In a construction zone (no pullover) with newborn DD screaming her head off I yelled at her "shut the F--- up" (confession held since 2011).
Unexplained IF/RPL
TTC#1 2003 BFNs, 2004-2009 5 angels above
2010 IVF-PGS-FET#1, DD b. Aug-2011
TTC#2 2012 BFNs, 2013 FET#2, DS b. Nov-2013
TTC#3 2015 BFNs, FET#3 (my 6th and last angel above)
Re: -- FFFC --
I'm letting myself use her as an excuse for a couple more weeks because I am TOTALLY down with the suggested 6-8 weeks/until cleared by your OB.
The way I see myself is pretty shameful right now. I don't need anything but a "go ahead" from my doc for this to turn around, but I'm surprised that I feel this way. I thought by baby #3 I'd be more at peace with my pp body. I was wrong.
I can't wait to go back to work. I'm thankful for this time to get to know my son and bond with him, but I feel like all I do is change diapers, feed him, and watch him nap.
DH and I are totally in this boat as well.
Unexplained IF/RPL
TTC#1 2003 BFNs, 2004-2009



5 angels above
2010 IVF-PGS-FET#1, DD b. Aug-2011
TTC#2 2012 BFNs, 2013 FET#2, DS b. Nov-2013
TTC#3 2015 BFNs, FET#3
(my 6th and last angel above)
Journey Complete.