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pettycrocker · December 2013

Ugh.. The holidays are fast upon us ladies. We all obviously have a lot to vent about.

pettycrocker · December 2013

Dear Diary,

I got up extra early, to give myself plenty of time to get my brain prepared for this fuckery of a follow up appt. It's a dark (ominous) gloomy day. I am pulling everything I got to go in with a big smile on my face. If this bitch gets sassy, I am going to flip over her desk, and mess up all her paperwork.

Signed,

Restless and Indignant

Jen071407 · December 2013

Mrs Castillo said:
Dear Diary,

I got up extra early, to give myself plenty of time to get my brain prepared for this fuckery of a follow up appt. It's a dark (ominous) gloomy day. I am pulling everything I got to go in with a big smile on my face. If this bitch gets sassy, I am going to flip over her desk, and mess up all her paperwork.

Signed,
Restless and Indignant

You jump over that desk if you think it's necessary, darlin'! Seriously though, I'm sorry you have to have a wtf appt. I'm angry for you, actually. But I hope you leave with a plan and feeling optimistic for round two! There's a bfp in your future, I know it!

Momarazzi007 · December 2013

Oh Mrs Castillo, can I kidney punch some witches up in here for you??!?!?!?! I hope they were kind. I'm going to cent too, this much crap shouldn't happen before 8;40 and the world is awake!!! Keep us updated! Hugs!

Dear Diary,
I too had to get up at the butt crack of 4 o clock in the morning and drive 50 miles to an appointment and 50 miles home in the rain to get bloodwork done to confirm to awesome bfn. Thanks for having every dip shit cut me off to just go slower than everyone else now that they are in front of me. Thank you for having dd scream about having to "POO POO!!! POO POO!!! POO POO!!!" Until I took her her three f-ing times just for it to be that dhe didn't want to be stuck in car seat and didn't have to go at all turning and hour and a half drive to over two hours. Thanks also for my husband who doesn't have to get a single shot, take a single pil, or have anything probes stuck up a single hole on his body, have a breakdown about how it is so hard in him to get a negative and force me get again to be the strong one while I have to carry our daughter around and get bloodwork and directions. Also, Thanks for the hour and a hlaf of sleep I got, that made this morning so much easier!!!
Thank-you (only no sarcastic one!) for the women on here who understand!

-over the shots and pills and heartache, pissed and tired.

SnowflakeBride06 · December 2013

@MrsCastillo do whatever you deem necessary!!!

@Momarazzi007 you have my sympathies, I have a long commute tot he RE and I can't imagine taking DD with me. Oh she is a smart one pulling the poo card!

Dear Diary,

Please let this Clomid dosage make a beautiful follie on my left ovary and let RE do what it takes to test my progesterone and please please let this be our BFP cycle. It would be so sweet. Its been almost a year since my m/c and I got my bfp on NYE, can I get one this year for Christmas and this be our take home baby?

-hopeful, prayerful, wants this to be it mama

Jen071407 · December 2013

Dear diary,
I just burnt my pancakes. Eff.

tuscanbride2007 · December 2013

Dear Diary,

Why do I have the sneaking suspicion that my future sister-in-law is knocked up? The rush to get married, the fact that she didn't drink at Thanksgiving, took lots of naps and went to bed early almost every night? Potato.

Signed,
You have got to be kidding me

Jen071407 · December 2013

Dear Diary,

I know I'm on a natural "break" cycle, didn't use opks and can only guess I'm at MOST 3dpo. And what does my body do today? Spot. I'm so over spotting.

@momarazzi007 ((hugs))

MrsMegan922 · December 2013

Dear Diary,

Work is too busy to post a lot - which is dumb.

Mrs Castillo

I just wish sometimes that life wasn't so hard - and that I didn't have to pretend all of the time that nothing is going on, when in actuality my heart just hurts.

Holidays just make it worse.

MrsMegan922 · December 2013

Jen071407 said:

Dear diary, I just burnt my pancakes. Eff.

This just made me lol.

CheesyPeas · December 2013

Dear Diary,

Drawing some inspiration from @tuscanbride2007's post, I have a feeling that my sister is going to be announcing her 3rd pregnancy very soon. She told me that she went off birth control last month, and I just know that it's going to happen for her right away while I sit and painfully watch her tummy grow. I hate being sad at the thought of getting another nephew/niece but damnit, I don't want to be left out anymore! *Insert tantrum throwing grown ass woman emoticon here*

CheesyPeas · December 2013

Dear Diary,

I'm a bad person. Not only am I feeling sad at the thought of my sister getting knocked up before me, I also thought the other day about how unfortunate the timing of IL's announcement of FIL's affair was last week. It fell right before my FW, and I can't help but think DH's sperm is complete junk this cycle with all of the stress he's been going through. Way to go, FIL. Irreparably damage your relationship with your family, and make your son and DIL's slim chances of conception this month even slimmer. Did you really need a cherry on top of that news???

[-(

pettycrocker · December 2013

I got a new Dr, AND a new protocol for Jan. Some good points of this appt:

1) I did not punch my pregnant Dr in the face when she said "Well the good thing is that with your insurance coverage you can do this again, and again, and again until it works" - Bitch, don't make me shank you.

2) I got to meet my new Dr since my reg. is out enjoying her maternity leave and her snuggly new baby (BITCH)

3) I always thought I couldn't deal with a man Dr digging around in my lady parts, but this guy seems nice, down to earth, and funny, so I'll ignore the fact that he's a dude with no vagina/uterus.

Honestly I'm upset that I'm just starting to feel close with my Dr and she's leaving. I feel awkward that the next time I see my new Dr will be for retrieval. This cycle is going to be right at the beginning of a brand new year, so I should be glad I will be meeting my yearly deductible in Jan. I am in a much better place mentally, now that I know what to expect- so I am feeling even more optimistic about this cycle now that I don't have all that looming anxiety of not knowing of to expect..

SO,

Potato.

Jen071407 · December 2013

Oh @cheesypeas and @tuscanbride2007 I'm sorry about the possible impending pregnancy announcements. My sister got KU the 2nd cycle trying while we were at the 1 year mark, and now my nephew is going to be 1 in Feb. I love him to pieces, but every time I see him it reminds me that I could/should have a baby even older than he is. ((hugs)) ladies!

Jen071407 · December 2013

Mrs Castillo said:

I got a new Dr, AND a new protocol for Jan. Some good points of this appt:

1) I did not punch my pregnant Dr in the face when she said "Well the good thing is that with your insurance coverage you can do this again, and again, and again until it works" - Bitch, don't make me shank you.

2) I got to meet my new Dr since my reg. is out enjoying her maternity leave and her snuggly new baby (BITCH)

3) I always thought I couldn't deal with a man Dr digging around in my lady parts, but this guy seems nice, down to earth, and funny, so I'll ignore the fact that he's a dude with no vagina/uterus.

Honestly I'm upset that I'm just starting to feel close with my Dr and she's leaving. I feel awkward that the next time I see my new Dr will be for retrieval. This cycle is going to be right at the beginning of a brand new year, so I should be glad I will be meeting my yearly deductible in Jan. I am in a much better place mentally, now that I know what to expect- so I am feeling even more optimistic about this cycle now that I don't have all that looming anxiety of not knowing of to expect..

SO,
Potato.

Woo hoo! It's always good to have a plan and feel like you're moving in the right direction! And fwiw I always thought I'd hate a male OB/RE until I had to have one and now I don't mind at all. There's been waaaaay too many people, male and female, up in my business for me to care anymore /:)

pettycrocker · December 2013

LOL Jen! That's how I felt too.. Meh, everyone's already seen my vag, what's one more?! Bummer there's not more exciting shit following that statement- Like I worked for the circus and slept with an entire Navy unit. Nope, just a bunch of Drs up in my vag. More womp womp.

Momarazzi007 · December 2013

Lol! Yeah, I told my hubs my bag was no longer sacred- not after so many people have seen it. He said was still to him- I think he was trying to be sweet.
That is good the meeting went well!!! Jan is a great month for getting things going and conceiving, -holidays gone, things back on schedule and grounded!

CeCe8579 · December 2013

Dear Diary,

I am so sad this holiday season! This will be the first year in 15 years without my sweet puppy Rocky who passed away in July. He was my first baby and got me through so much. Also, this will be the first time ever that my DD won't be with me on Christmas Eve and Christmas until 2 pm. She is going to her dad's. It was the only way I could get him to agree on a custody order. I am heartbroken because we haven't been apart during the holidays ever and I just can't imagine celebrating without her. She keeps asking me for a baby brother or sister and I am just hoping that it will be our month but with no positive ovulation test, I just know it won't be. I'm in tears typing all of this. UGH. I'm throwing major potatoes right now!

CheesyPeas · December 2013

@iloveshanej I'm so sorry about your dog andDD not being with you on Christmas. That really really stinks. ((Hugs))

CeCe8579 · December 2013

I am looking forward to my DD's cheer competition next Sunday. It always melts my heart to see her do so good and be so proud of herself!

tuscanbride2007 · December 2013

CheesyPeas said:

Dear Diary,
I'm a bad person. Not only am I feeling sad at the thought of my sister getting knocked up before me, I also thought the other day about how unfortunate the timing of IL's announcement of FIL's affair was last week. It fell right before my FW, and I can't help but think DH's sperm is complete junk this cycle with all of the stress he's been going through. Way to go, FIL. Irreparably damage your relationship with your family, and make your son and DIL's slim chances of conception this month even slimmer. Did you really need a cherry on top of that news???
[-(

Please tell me that this did not happen during Thanksgiving dinner! I would actually be annoyed too.

pettycrocker · December 2013

Iloveshanej said:

Dear Diary,

I am so sad this holiday season! This will be the first year in 15 years without my sweet puppy Rocky who passed away in July. He was my first baby and got me through so much. Also, this will be the first time ever that my DD won't be with me on Christmas Eve and Christmas until 2 pm. She is going to her dad's. It was the only way I could get him to agree on a custody order. I am heartbroken because we haven't been apart during the holidays ever and I just can't imagine celebrating without her. She keeps asking me for a baby brother or sister and I am just hoping that it will be our month but with no positive ovulation test, I just know it won't be. I'm in tears typing all of this. UGH. I'm throwing major potatoes right now!

Awww

You do seem like you've been down lately. Sorry you are having a hard time with the holidays, and sorry about your dog. So sad.

Big hugs, girl.

freakyfast · December 2013

Iloveshanej - I am so sorry. Lots of ((((HUGS)))) to you!

Jen071407 · December 2013

Iloveshanej said:

Dear Diary,

I am so sad this holiday season! This will be the first year in 15 years without my sweet puppy Rocky who passed away in July. He was my first baby and got me through so much. Also, this will be the first time ever that my DD won't be with me on Christmas Eve and Christmas until 2 pm. She is going to her dad's. It was the only way I could get him to agree on a custody order. I am heartbroken because we haven't been apart during the holidays ever and I just can't imagine celebrating without her. She keeps asking me for a baby brother or sister and I am just hoping that it will be our month but with no positive ovulation test, I just know it won't be. I'm in tears typing all of this. UGH. I'm throwing major potatoes right now!

Big ((hugs))!

KC1212 · December 2013

tuscanbride2007 said:
Dear Diary,

Why do I have the sneaking suspicion that my future sister-in-law is knocked up? The rush to get married, the fact that she didn't drink at Thanksgiving, took lots of naps and went to bed early almost every night? Potato.

Signed,
You have got to be kidding me

I symptom spot other women all the time trying to figure out if they are KU so I can "prepare" myself for the announcement.

FX your suspicions are wrong!

CeCe8579 · December 2013

Thank you so much @CheesyPeas @Mrs Castillo @freakyfast and @Jen071407 !
All of you rock! I have been really down lately and it's in anticipation to all of this and on top of it all, my Exdouchebag....I mean ExH (which I would love to throw a whole damn truck load of potatoes at) let me know today when he picked up my DD that the home my DD was born in is going in to foreclosure as in chained and locked as of the 10th of this month. That means this is my DD last weekend to ever see that house. She has been through so much and this is going to be so difficult for her and we've just got her adjusted pretty well. She doesn't do well with change. I just have to remember that I have it a lot better then a whole lot of people. That's helping to keep me from being a total Scrooge!

CheesyPeas · December 2013

tuscanbride2007 said:

CheesyPeas said:

Dear Diary,
I'm a bad person. Not only am I feeling sad at the thought of my sister getting knocked up before me, I also thought the other day about how unfortunate the timing of IL's announcement of FIL's affair was last week. It fell right before my FW, and I can't help but think DH's sperm is complete junk this cycle with all of the stress he's been going through. Way to go, FIL. Irreparably damage your relationship with your family, and make your son and DIL's slim chances of conception this month even slimmer. Did you really need a cherry on top of that news???
[-(

Please tell me that this did not happen during Thanksgiving dinner! I would actually be annoyed too.

Close. It was actually the after-dinner conversation. Depending on what happens with IL's marriage, Thanksgiving might forever be tainted for DH and BIL.

+SouthernMomma+ · December 2013

Iloveshanej said:
Dear Diary,

I am so sad this holiday season! This will be the first year in 15 years without my sweet puppy Rocky who passed away in July. He was my first baby and got me through so much. Also, this will be the first time ever that my DD won't be with me on Christmas Eve and Christmas until 2 pm. She is going to her dad's. It was the only way I could get him to agree on a custody order. I am heartbroken because we haven't been apart during the holidays ever and I just can't imagine celebrating without her. She keeps asking me for a baby brother or sister and I am just hoping that it will be our month but with no positive ovulation test, I just know it won't be. I'm in tears typing all of this. UGH. I'm throwing major potatoes right now!

Tons of hugs your way, so sorry honey!

ScarletBegonia79 · December 2013

man, rough week for a lot of people

CeCe8579 · December 2013

+SouthernMomma+ said:

Dear Diary,

I am so sad this holiday season! This will be the first year in 15 years without my sweet puppy Rocky who passed away in July. He was my first baby and got me through so much. Also, this will be the first time ever that my DD won't be with me on Christmas Eve and Christmas until 2 pm. She is going to her dad's. It was the only way I could get him to agree on a custody order. I am heartbroken because we haven't been apart during the holidays ever and I just can't imagine celebrating without her. She keeps asking me for a baby brother or sister and I am just hoping that it will be our month but with no positive ovulation test, I just know it won't be. I'm in tears typing all of this. UGH. I'm throwing major potatoes right now!
Tons of hugs your way, so sorry honey!

Thank you so much :-)

CeCe8579 · December 2013

CheesyPeas said:

tuscanbride2007 said:

CheesyPeas said:

Dear Diary,
I'm a bad person. Not only am I feeling sad at the thought of my sister getting knocked up before me, I also thought the other day about how unfortunate the timing of IL's announcement of FIL's affair was last week. It fell right before my FW, and I can't help but think DH's sperm is complete junk this cycle with all of the stress he's been going through. Way to go, FIL. Irreparably damage your relationship with your family, and make your son and DIL's slim chances of conception this month even slimmer. Did you really need a cherry on top of that news???
[-(

Please tell me that this did not happen during Thanksgiving dinner! I would actually be annoyed too.

Close. It was actually the after-dinner conversation. Depending on what happens with IL's marriage, Thanksgiving might forever be tainted for DH and BIL.

Hugs! What a sucky situation to say the least!

+SouthernMomma+ · December 2013

Dear diary!

It's 1:30 in the morning and due to a nightmare DD has graced my bed with her presence. -_- MH made her get in the middle which is totally against fucking protocol!!! He knows good and well that she is to be on HIS SIDE! He totally gave me a look that implied, "You will be just as miserable as me for not sending her back to her room" -_- So now I've got limbs flailing all over me & ive been karate chopped in the face twice. Im also being forced to cuddle with Tinkerbell, and her wings are dancing on my last nerve right now! Between DD's snoring, talking in her sleep & occational grinding of her fucking choppers I could just scream!!!! Gosh, her future husband is gonna be such a lucky man! At least I'll know what to buy him on the holidays, some effen body armor protection suits!!! Gahhhhhh! I should have sent her little ass right back to her own bed is what I should have done. But noooo, im a softy when it comes to my wittle over grown baby! Lol. MH husband goes to work at 3 and I can't wait to scoot her ass over! Lol in her defense, she does look super precious drooling all over her daddy's shoulder :-)

CheesyPeas · December 2013

Iloveshanej said:

CheesyPeas said:

tuscanbride2007 said:

CheesyPeas said:

Dear Diary,
I'm a bad person. Not only am I feeling sad at the thought of my sister getting knocked up before me, I also thought the other day about how unfortunate the timing of IL's announcement of FIL's affair was last week. It fell right before my FW, and I can't help but think DH's sperm is complete junk this cycle with all of the stress he's been going through. Way to go, FIL. Irreparably damage your relationship with your family, and make your son and DIL's slim chances of conception this month even slimmer. Did you really need a cherry on top of that news???
[-(

Please tell me that this did not happen during Thanksgiving dinner! I would actually be annoyed too.

Close. It was actually the after-dinner conversation. Depending on what happens with IL's marriage, Thanksgiving might forever be tainted for DH and BIL.

Hugs! What a sucky situation to say the least!

Thanks, hun.

Jen071407 · December 2013

+SouthernMomma+ said:

Dear diary! It's 1:30 in the morning and due to a nightmare DD has graced my bed with her presence. -_- MH made her get in the middle which is totally against fucking protocol!!! He knows good and well that she is to be on HIS SIDE! He totally gave me a look that implied, "You will be just as miserable as me for not sending her back to her room" -_- So now I've got limbs flailing all over me & ive been karate chopped in the face twice. Im also being forced to cuddle with Tinkerbell, and her wings are dancing on my last nerve right now! Between DD's snoring, talking in her sleep & occational grinding of her fucking choppers I could just scream!!!! Gosh, her future husband is gonna be such a lucky man! At least I'll know what to buy him on the holidays, some effen body armor protection suits!!! Gahhhhhh! I should have sent her little ass right back to her own bed is what I should have done. But noooo, im a softy when it comes to my wittle over grown baby! Lol. MH husband goes to work at 3 and I can't wait to scoot her ass over! Lol in her defense, she does look super precious drooling all over her daddy's shoulder :-)

) you crack me up!

+SouthernMomma+ · December 2013

Jen071407 said:

+SouthernMomma+ said:

Dear diary! It's 1:30 in the morning and due to a nightmare DD has graced my bed with her presence. -_- MH made her get in the middle which is totally against fucking protocol!!! He knows good and well that she is to be on HIS SIDE! He totally gave me a look that implied, "You will be just as miserable as me for not sending her back to her room" -_- So now I've got limbs flailing all over me & ive been karate chopped in the face twice. Im also being forced to cuddle with Tinkerbell, and her wings are dancing on my last nerve right now! Between DD's snoring, talking in her sleep & occational grinding of her fucking choppers I could just scream!!!! Gosh, her future husband is gonna be such a lucky man! At least I'll know what to buy him on the holidays, some effen body armor protection suits!!! Gahhhhhh! I should have sent her little ass right back to her own bed is what I should have done. But noooo, im a softy when it comes to my wittle over grown baby! Lol. MH husband goes to work at 3 and I can't wait to scoot her ass over! Lol in her defense, she does look super precious drooling all over her daddy's shoulder :-)

) you crack me up!

Lol, im glad my misery is so entertaining. lol :P

pettycrocker · December 2013

Dear Diary,

The stupid effing STEAM heaters in my house ran out of steam some time last night. I called the landlord the moment I opened my eyes to tell him it is balls cold in my house, and his response was "Oh, I wish you would have called me sooner" Mother fucker are you serious??? How I am supposed to determine an issue in my mother effing sleep? Get your mother effing ass over here and refill our effing tank.

Sincerely,

Balls cold and indignant.

pettycrocker · December 2013

And I have a big zit on my nose. I knew when I let DD put stickers all over my face, my skin would protest that shit to hell. I can see the little zit buds growing all over me now

Grawr. This day can suck it, for real.

:ar!

pettycrocker · December 2013

Oh AND I have a dentist appt. at 12.

That just fucking FIGURES, right?!

Jen071407 · December 2013

Mrs Castillo said:

Oh AND I have a dentist appt. at 12.

That just fucking FIGURES, right?!

Quiet time at a heated dentist's office! :ar! Hope your day has improved!

freakyfast · December 2013

Mrs Castillo said:

Oh AND I have a dentist appt. at 12.

That just fucking FIGURES, right?!

Gross I hate the dentist! I have to damn near be sedated to go.

pettycrocker · December 2013

Actually the dentist ended up being the turning point for the day. I sat and gossiped with the dental assistant for a while, stopped over my Grandmother's for coffee, went to Walmart, daydreamed about eating all the candy in the entire store, ended up buying VEGETABLES (Blech) then when I got home one of my lovely friends had sent me chocolates in the mail. I just got done worshipping the ground she walks on, and stuffing my fat face full of all the chocolate.

Not a bad day. I'm giving it a 7. Oh and my kid pooped on the potty, so it was a 9. OH AND.... H brought home a delicious cake for desert tonight, so fuck it... the day's a 12.

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