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Secondary IF
pettycrocker
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Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Final result
pettycrocker
member
So I absolutely do not want to make a new thread when there are already like 99 threads for me, but I just want to make sure that everyone who is waiting to hear the news can get to it directly and not worrying about checking all 99 threads :P
The result is: NEGATIVE.
Which I already anticipated, I've had a few days to come to terms with that, but I'd be lying if I said it didn't sting hearing how sad the nurse was for me. I was trying to be tough, saying "Yes, I was anticipating that" but her "Oh, I'm so sorry honey" was like gut wrenching. I am in a better place today than I was when I realized it didn't work on Friday, but I am still very raw. I just keep thinking this is it, this is the highest level of intervention they can do to get me pregnant, and it fucking failed.
To make matters worse, back when I first started my Lupron back in Oct, when I was deliriously optimistic, I ordered a tshirt for my DD that says "Big Sister" and OF COURSE it comes today, just a few minutes before I got the call. Double Whammy.
Thank you all for your support, positive thoughts, and prayers. I truly appreciate it.
P.S as it stands right now, I'm going to see if I can cycle again at the end of Dec, and be on BMBs with my BFFL @Freakyfast. I'm going to hold on to that as my silver lining :P
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
732973 Clomid Cycles
2 IUIs
3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
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Re: Final result
=((
I am so sorry. ((HUGS))
BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12
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TTC #3 since May 2012
BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14
No longer trying to conceive.
Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF
I am so so sorry. ((hugs))
The universe just isn't ready to see an end to the @freakyfast & Mrs Castillo love fest.
It's a powerhouse BMB in the making.
October 2011 - DS (7)
July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)
August 2015 - DD (3)
April 2018 - 5 week loss
*ticker warning*
I was rooting for you 100% and am so sad to hear your news. I hope you do try again soon because I know it will happen for you. {{big hugs}}
After 3 failed Clomid+TI cycles, DD was conceived with IUI#1
TTC #2
Clomid 50 mg + IUI#1 = BFP, m/c and D&C at 7w1d
Clomid 50mg + IUI#2 = BFN
Clomid 100mg + IUI#3 = BFN
Lupron + Follistim + IVF#1 = 11ER, 10M, 10F, ET of 1 expanded BBA 5-day blast, 2 Frosties. BFP! Beta 10/13 = 264! Beta 10/15 = 702! EDD 6/21/14
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you!
Conception:
Rainbow Surprise Baby due 05/26/2017
Count me in too! Bomb diggity indeed!
October 2011 - DS (7)
July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)
August 2015 - DD (3)
April 2018 - 5 week loss
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
TTC #2 since 8/2012
IUI #1 April 2014: BFN
IUI #2 July 2014: BFN
IUI #3 August 2014: BFN
BFP: September 15, due May 22nd 2015
So sorry to hear this. There are simply no words for the pain of hearing "negative" from the nurse.
It's been a week since my call and I still tear up just thinking of it. I'm an absolute mess.
We can be on a break together - we are going to try IUI with the remaining Gonal F I have with my next cycle, probably in January.
Don't hump it, Love it!
Happily married since Feb 2010, Sweet DD born Oct 2010, 39 years old, blocked tube, low . 09 AMH and high 21 FSH
It's not him, it's me!
September 2013 failed IUI - left blocked tube
November 2013 IVF - premature ovulation converted to IUI
December 2013 "We were <are> on a break!!!" ~ Friends homage
November 2013 protocol: Menopur, Gonal-f RFF Pen 900, Ganirelix 250mcg, baby Asprin, Gonal-f RFF Pen 300, Z Pak, Novarel, Progestrone in Sesame Oil