Welcome to Crazy Train. This is a thread posted daily for any of us who need to get out our frustrations or vent about our cycles.
If you find yourself checking FF obsessively, MF is getting the best of you, POAS issues, let it out here!
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Crazy level from 1-10:
CD/DPO:
Can I just ______ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms:
Explain your Crazy here:



TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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Re: ---- Sunday Crazy Train ----
CD/DPO: 13dpo
Can I just __get af so I know wtf is going on___ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: cramping, temp drop. The normal stuff for me.
Explain your Crazy here: I really haven't felt like this was my cycle the entire time. Dh was convinced otherwise, so we poas this morning (negative), but for the hell of it I dipped an opk. The opk is darkish...ummm wtf, usually the opk close to af is stark white. Now thinking about my cramping it's all been left ovary area these past few days. I'm just baffled & ready for af.
BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!
DX: Uterine Septum - Resection 9/5/13 || MTHFR Hetero A1298C || My Chart
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Crazy level from 1-10: 4ish
CD/DPO: CD12 maybe 1 dpo
Can I just __trust my temps____ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: maybe a touch of osomnia?
Explain your Crazy here: I have a great temp spike this a.m. but I'm not sure how accurate it is. My dog woke me up at 2 a.m. to take him for a walk. I did not take my temp then. I went back to bed and temped at 6 a.m. which is around 1 1/2 later than normal. So, I now have this incredibly high temp that I know is not accurate that is also right around when I think O may be happening. I was really hoping to just rely on my temps this cycle.
Here is another thing for you Dr. Twizzler's: I don't remember having O pain yet this cycle. I did have some spotting on CD10 that would fit with O spotting. O pain is normal for me but it used to be just one day for a very short duration. My first cycle after my CP, I had about a week of "O" pain prior to actually Oing. The last couple cycles, which coincide with the cycles after my last medicated one, I've had intense O pain that has lasted for three or four days and the end of my 2WW for the last two cycles I have also had left side cramping down by my left ovary - which was very intense last cycle. Since that is my only ovary it makes me think I may have developed a cyst on it (RE never did a cyst check after the medicated cycle). If so, I'm hoping that it burst last cycle. Of course, I could also just be having random pains that have nothing to do with my ovary. I need ute goggles!
The day the Bump died - Jasper is wise
I woke up 1hr early. I also had watery cm, but if I enter that it moves CH's to cd20 & makes them dotted.
BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!
DX: Uterine Septum - Resection 9/5/13 || MTHFR Hetero A1298C || My Chart
BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12
BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until August 2013
IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN
BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014 Please stick and grow, LO!
Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis
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CD/DPO: CD 24/ DPO 11
Can I just __actually resist POAS to avoid disappointment__ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: I'm on progesterone supplementation for the first time. I already had terrible PMS previously but this is awful. I'm incredibly tired. I took two naps yesterday. I'm breaking out. I know all these symptoms are from the progesterone but it's just making me crazy. This morning I woke up with definite cramping so I feel it may only be a matter of time.
Explain your Crazy here: My chart looks pretty but I know it is also likely the progesterone keeping my temps up. I typically have a shorter luteal phase. I've tested way too many times already. I tested at 7 dpo to test out my hcg trigger and it was already negative. I tested at 9, 10, and now 11 dpo. I don't know why I'm torturing myself but I have no self control. I felt so zen going into this cycle but the crazy has returned!
Of course, I like the second temp better because I've been looking for a good rise, but I'm thinking I have to go with the first, even though it was sleep deprived? What do you guys think?
BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12
BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until August 2013
IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN
BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014 Please stick and grow, LO!
Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis
******All AL always welcome******
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I'd say the first temp, as it's 'less' sleep deprived than the second - even if you didn't get up, you did wake up a couple hours earlier and that's usually enough to push subsequent temps up. I'm sorry you had a rough night of sleep, it's always something I struggle with around O, I so badly want an accurate chart and seem to stress myself into sleeping even worse than I usually do right around O. ((hugs))
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Daughter from previous marriage: 20
BFP 12/19/12: Ectopic discovered at 8 weeks, right tube removed 01/18/13
June 2013 Testing Results: Progesterone: 31.7, LH: 5, FSH: 5, Estradiol: 161
Clomid cycles Nov. 2013 and Jan, Feb, and March 2014
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Crazy level from 1-10:6
CD/DPO: CD 13
Can I just figure out this charting thing already?!:
Signs/Symptoms:
Explain your Crazy here: I think temping is not good for me becuase I am a light sleeper and wake up many times in the night. My chart has some pretty big ups and downs.
ETA: I actually think your O date might be CD20, or even CD21. Without CM it's hard to say, but that's based on temps and OPKs. CD19 could be it too, though.
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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As for your 2nd question... msamandapants has a point, it *could* be endo, but it could be a lot of things. It could also be nothing. It could be a corpus luteum cyst, which is totally benign and really common. Sometimes the corpus luteum can cause pain even if there is no cyst. It sounds like the medicated cycles kind of shook things up, which is even more frustrating. If the pain is really bad this cycle too, I'd talk to your doctor. I wish I had ute googles and could tell you exactly what's going on...the closest thing is an ultrasound, lol.
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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@MsAmandaPants I say def use that first temp. You might make a note of the second temp & scenario to use for comparison later. Either way you're still going to have an open circle. As for taking longer, I think the higher the longer they do--mine counts up and then has to settle, so if it teeters a bit it takes mine longer to "choose." Hope that makes sense.
BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!
DX: Uterine Septum - Resection 9/5/13 || MTHFR Hetero A1298C || My Chart
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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As for your question...without seeing your chart I can't tell you what I think of your temps. BUT...I am a very light sleeper and wake up/get up several times every single night. I have still been able to see a clear temp rise every cycle I've charted. And honestly, my temps aren't any more rocky than other people's. What I do is I temp the first time I wake up after 6am, which is almost always before 7am. If I have to get up earlier than that for school, I temp when I get up. As long as I'm pretty consistent, it seems to work fine. Sometimes I've been asleep for 2 hours, sometimes 45 minutes. It really has worked much, much better than I thought/expected. So keep at it, you might be surprised! Do you use OPKs? That can help you anticipate when you will O, which temping does not help you with.
Good luck, and let me know if you have any more questions!
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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The day the Bump died - Jasper is wise
Crazy level from 1-10: 7
CD/DPO: CD31
Can I just __get AF____ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: I've got nothing! I've been really emotional and easily frustrated but I think it's still my body trying to get back on track. I know it's probably setting myself up for disappointment but how cool would it be to get a bfp on Christmas. I would totally wrap it up as a gift lol
Explain your Crazy here:
BFP 9/24/13 EDD 6/8/14 no HB at 1st U/S Stopped growing at 7 weeks D&C 11/01/13
Warning - CP mentioned
Crazy level from 1-10: 5
CD/DPO: CD18. DPO?? Excellent question!
Can I just ______ already?!: get a negative opk!
Signs/Symptoms: many days of positive OPKs.
Explain your Crazy here: I had a cp last month. For the 3 cycles pre-cp and all but one after my first mc I O'd on cd12. This month I had all sorts of EWCM CD11-14 and definite O pains on cd14 and 15. I was using old (like more than 2 months old and already opened) OPKs for the first 14 days and got (I think) a positive on Thursday - CD14. I forgot to poaopk on Friday (CD15) but yesterday and today got blaring positives using FMU. So, based on the information I have, I think I O'd Friday. FF says I am O'ing today and if I put in a positive opk for tomorrow it moves O to tomorrow. Argh! I usually have a long surge - about 3 days on average - but I am potentially looking at a 5 day surge if tomorrow is positive. I don't temp because it is too stressful for me. Like, I don't sleep through the night the whole month because I am so scared of messing it up.
So, here are my questions...can using FMU for OPKs give false positives? I read that it can give false negatives but am not sure about the reverse. Also, I know cycles can change post loss but has anyone noticed an unusually long surge after a CP? Finally, what do people do - poaopk until it's positive and then stop (per the directions) or (to hell with the directions) poaopk until it's positive and continue until you get a negative? Do you put all positives in FF?
Thanks for reading this far! I bought everyone some hot chocolate and cookies from the CT snack cart for your time.
BFP 5/19/2013. MC 7/2/2013 (9w6d) with est. loss at 8w. Miso 7/3/2013 and emergency D & C 7/6/2013.
BFP#2 11/6/2013. CP 11/14/2013.
BFP #3 12/13/2013. Beta #1 @ 15dpo- 239. Progesterone 27. Beta #2 @17dpo - 90. CP 12/21/2013
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. -Philippians 4:6-7
All PgAL and PAL welcome.
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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Did you test later in the day yesterday and today? Because if you did, and it was still positive, then I don't think you've O'ed yet. If you answer that I can try to help you better!
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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Did you test later in the day yesterday and today? Because if you did, and it was still positive, then I don't think you've O'ed yet. If you answer that I can try to help you better!
Thanks, Red! I did not test again yesterday. I am trying to test again today but it is so hard to wait that long to pee! Here's a link to my chart: https://fertilityfriend.com/home/430d81
BFP 5/19/2013. MC 7/2/2013 (9w6d) with est. loss at 8w. Miso 7/3/2013 and emergency D & C 7/6/2013.
BFP#2 11/6/2013. CP 11/14/2013.
BFP #3 12/13/2013. Beta #1 @ 15dpo- 239. Progesterone 27. Beta #2 @17dpo - 90. CP 12/21/2013
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. -Philippians 4:6-7
All PgAL and PAL welcome.
BFP 9/24/13 EDD 6/8/14 no HB at 1st U/S Stopped growing at 7 weeks D&C 11/01/13
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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Thanks! I've been using OPKs for almost a year. My usual pattern is 3 days of positives. Twice I've had 4 days of positives. I'll try to test in an hour or so and report back.
BFP 5/19/2013. MC 7/2/2013 (9w6d) with est. loss at 8w. Miso 7/3/2013 and emergency D & C 7/6/2013.
BFP#2 11/6/2013. CP 11/14/2013.
BFP #3 12/13/2013. Beta #1 @ 15dpo- 239. Progesterone 27. Beta #2 @17dpo - 90. CP 12/21/2013
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. -Philippians 4:6-7
All PgAL and PAL welcome.
No beta, they just want me to test at 14 dpo. They have not told me when to stop progesterone. I assume I stop it if I get another BFN on Wednesday.
CD/DPO: 15/2?
Can I just ______ already?!: Stop obsessing over my chart
Signs/Symptoms: +OPK on CD 11 early in the day and peaked by evening, so I expected to O on CD 12, but then CD 13 temp went down ever so slightly. Now it's looking like I will get CHs for CD 13, but I usually O the day after I get a +OPK or sometimes the same day.
Explain your Crazy here: So I guess I'm wondering if you think there is any chance I actually O'd on CD 12 and the progesterone just hadn't built up enough to cause a temp rise. I guess technically it dropped, but with a thermometer that only reads to the tenth, I consider those 2 temps almost the same
TTC since March 2012
BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13
BFP #3 8/11/14 EDD 4/22/14
TTC since March 2012
BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13
BFP #3 8/11/14 EDD 4/22/14
BFP 5/19/2013. MC 7/2/2013 (9w6d) with est. loss at 8w. Miso 7/3/2013 and emergency D & C 7/6/2013.
BFP#2 11/6/2013. CP 11/14/2013.
BFP #3 12/13/2013. Beta #1 @ 15dpo- 239. Progesterone 27. Beta #2 @17dpo - 90. CP 12/21/2013
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. -Philippians 4:6-7
All PgAL and PAL welcome.
BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12
BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until August 2013
IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN
BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014 Please stick and grow, LO!
Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis
******All AL always welcome******
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CD/DPO: unknown...
Can I just ______ already?!: get AF to come and take me out of my misery already
Signs/Symptoms: I have been having my normal AF is coming tomorrow craps for the past 5 days... Where the hell is she???
Explain your Crazy here: I MC in mid October... I am waiting to start my FET but AF has to come first, and I have not had AF since my d&c.. So frustrated. I will be calling my RE tomorrow to see if there is anything I can do to get my cycle under way anyways. I am sure the answer will be no, but I need to feel like I am doing something. Goodness I needed to get that out!
ET 9/10 - transferred 1 perfect 5AA blast
7dp5dt BFP ~~ Beta on 9/19 - 77.4 Beta #2 on 9/21 - 357
Low heartbeat on 10/7 86, lower heartbeat on 10/11 76, no heartbeat 10/14/13. D&C 10/15/13
Tests revealed MTHFR c677t mutation, put on Folgard.
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FET #1 1/6/14 - 4BB blast - BFN
I wonder why your temp on CD11 is so high, is there any reason you can think of? I would say it looks like CD13 is O date. Even though you usually have a different OPK pattern...sometimes I've had cycles that have deviated quite a bit from my "normal" OPK pattern. I dunno. I say CD13. And yes, unfortunately, I do know what you mean about wanting to adjust your crazy accordingly, lol. Hopefully your O date will become clearer with time, too. Usually a few LP temps make it easier to see where the shift is.
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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TTC since March 2012
BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13
BFP #3 8/11/14 EDD 4/22/14
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.
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No, not like water. More like lemonade. (So gross. Sorry!). Thanks for the insight!
BFP 5/19/2013. MC 7/2/2013 (9w6d) with est. loss at 8w. Miso 7/3/2013 and emergency D & C 7/6/2013.
BFP#2 11/6/2013. CP 11/14/2013.
BFP #3 12/13/2013. Beta #1 @ 15dpo- 239. Progesterone 27. Beta #2 @17dpo - 90. CP 12/21/2013
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. -Philippians 4:6-7
All PgAL and PAL welcome.