I can't believe I was able to resist going back to bed after my shower. I didn't even sit on the edge. I knew that it was an all or nothing kind of situation and I had to avoid it completely...
I can't believe I only have 3 more days at my current job and start a new job in a different state on the 2nd! Only downside is that I'm now going to have to share an office space, which is going to make posting on this board a lot more difficult.
I can't believe 2013 is almost over. Where did the year go?
I'm so freaking glad it's almost over. This year sucked!!! I have been in the hospital 4 different times. 1st to have a hole drilled in my head, 2nd to have a D&C, 3rd to have a colonoscopy, and just again yesterday to have an emergency D&C. Not to mention I had to have my son committed to a psychiatric hospital for a panic attack.
I'm welcoming the new year to get here ASAP!!! 2014 can't get here soon enough for me.
My temp plummeted this morning so I am quite sure I am out this month. DH leaves for hunting tomorrow and we haven't had sex in a bit. I am ticked I will be about a week and a half without any action by the time he gets back and realization that this was our last cycle trying for a few months.
On a more positive note, I can't believe I'm only 4 weeks away of graduating with my Bachelor's after attending University part time for the last 5 1/2 years!!!!!
I can't believe how much my life has changed in just one month. I got a new job and it totally turned me on my head.
I know what you mean. In the past month, I interviewed and was hired for a job locally, put in my two weeks notice at my current job, found out DH is going to be losing his job in April, applied for a better job in a different state, turned down the local job, got the job in a different state, met with a realtor to put our current house on the market right after thanksgiving, and it's all completely freaking me out.
Me 31 DH 34 TTC #1 5/13 BFP #3 5/2/14 DD born 1/19/15 NTNP #2 8/17 BFP 12/13/18 ED 8/21/19
To everyone who had a shitty year, hoping 2014 brings you joy, peace, and prosperity!
@darcyhermione - sorry for your troubles with your brother. Dealing with an alcoholic, especially someone so close to your heart, is so hard. I'm no expert but have some personal experience so I feel your pain.
Can't believe my body geared up as if it was going to "o" but still no steady and consistent temp rise got positive opk on Sunday. So back to opk to see if I get another surge and actually "o"
I can't believe there are only 4 more "chances" for all of us to have a baby in 2014.
Damn, that's a depressing thought.
I can't believe that the last couple of posts I've opened, I go to reply and @Emejay has already beat me to what I was going to say - the above comment, the money comment in the UO - I'll just follow you around giving you love tits alllllll day
I also can't believe my dad is going in for yet another surgery today. Please let him not be the most complicated case, like he always is, let him just get the easy way, for once.
I can't believe there are only 4 more "chances" for all of us to have a baby in 2014.
Damn, that's a depressing thought.
I can't believe that the last couple of posts I've opened, I go to reply and @Emejay has already beat me to what I was going to say - the above comment, the money comment in the UO - I'll just follow you around giving you love tits alllllll day
I also can't believe my dad is going in for yet another surgery today. Please let him not be the most complicated case, like he always is, let him just get the easy way, for once.
Bahaha!!! Our system crashed at work, so I can't do a lot of stuff right now. BUMMMPING HARD!
I can't believe that this year managed to expose three psychotic family members who treat everyone like crap, a baby nephew who I will have no relationship with because his parents are 2 of the three family nut jobs, I can't believe my beloved little dog is dead and we won't get to have her around for Christmas and most of all I can't believe that I am going to lose my job next year and will have to find a new one. I'm so over 2013.
Edit: I'm tired and can't spell
Trying to have baby #1 since April 2013
DH SA March,May 2014 - Low motility and shape issues. On vitamins per RE to help
Me testing April 3, 2014 - FSH and LH good, HSG showed blocked right tube
April 29, 2014 - First RE appt., right tube needs to be removed and possibly left also if
it's bad too. RE suggests going straight to IVF
June 4, 2014 - LAP/HSC and unexpected endo. removed but tubes got to stay!
June 13, 2014 - Post-Op appointment. We decide where to go next since main issue
is MFI influenced. Trying naturally until decision... Repeat SA in September. Aiming for IUI #1 November 2014.
I can't believe there are only 4 more "chances" for all of us to have a baby in 2014.
Wtf. I never even thought about this. I can't believe this year is almost over and I'm still fucking sick. Good riddance 2013. Good riddance. This year has been nothing but heartache and trouble and illness for me. I'm with @EmeJay, can't believe I'm moving into a third calendar year (but still only second year) of TTC. 2013 can suck my ass.
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TTC #1 8/2012~Chronic Pelvic Pain Condition began 10/2012~Told I was crazy by many doctors until a good specialist DXed a labral tear and bone impingement in left hip 4/2013~Surgery on left hip: 5/31/13 SUCCESS!!! Pain flares to continue indefinitely (but mostly gone).
Resumed TTC 6/2013~Chronic stomach pain and distension: 8/2013~TTA 1/2014 Until Resolved ~7/2014: Trip to the Mayo Clinic--SUCCESS!! Finally on the road to getting better.
Resumed TTC 7/2014! Third time's the charm....8/2014 Visited the RE~DX: MFI/low morph~Straight to IVF with ICSI! 9/2014~Transferred 1 perfect beautiful 6AA blast with 10 to freeze!!!~10/8/2014: BFP!!!! EDD: 6/17/15 STICK LITTLE BEAN!!! IT'S A BOY!!!!!
I can't believe this will be my last chance to get pregnant. I can't believe it was my idea to stop all fertility treatment, knowing that my anovulation means getting pregnant naturally will be almost impossible. I didn't respond last cycle to 10 days of Menopur, the only thing my RE uses for IUI (and Menopur + Follistim for IVF), which means we are totally done unless we move or 10 years pass (the arbitrary deadline we set).
Finally, I cannot believe that, after my period, I am changing my life completely and going back to school to finish my degree. I also cannot believe DH is supportive and pushing me to the creative classes, like photography, baking, and film production, versus the 'safe' classes my parents would only let me take. I'll end up doubling production with advertising (which is what my current degree emphasis is), to be safe/responsible, but it is mind-blowing to be encouraged to be creative/artistic.
There are some really sad things, and some really great things in this post. I truly wish you good luck on all of it!
I can't believe Thanksgiving is a week from today! I am a fat girl at heart.
Am I just grumpy? Or, does anyone else find this kind of shitty?
It struck me as a rather odd and slightly offensive thing to say.
Aww I'm sorry! I didn't mean to offend, I just love food!
Ok, why is that also irritating?
Because she's equating love of food with fat.
FTR, I'm a fat girl IRL and I hate most foods. It's actually why I'm fat. That and my lack of discipline to just force myself to eat the healthy food even though the texture is weird and makes me gag.
I am in disbelief over my sisters ignorance. She got pregnant the first time she had sex. She was 16 when she had the baby and did an open adoption. She then got pregnant within a month of knowing her now husband. She knows I am TTC with my fiance and asked me last night how it was going. When I told her I should ovulate around Dec. 1st and will know by mid december if I get pregnant or not this cycle she started to tell me about how I should stop charting and "worrying" and that to get pregnant all I need to do is have sex 3x a day for the whole month. Um, I work, and so does my fiance... when I pointed that out to her she said "well then 2x, once before work once when you get home". I'm sorry, but aint nobody got time for that! Well then she went on to tell me how ovulation is bull shit and you can get pregnant whenever your body decides to "drop an egg", which is apparently different than ovulating... anyway, it was just infuriating. I was in disbelief that she is so ignorant of the female reproductive system and the social ineptitude of offering such calloused advice to someone TTC: "You are not having enough sex" really? wow.
IronEgg said:
I can't believe I stopped at Starbucks, again! I told myself no more. It didn't work, I don't listen.
I can't believe I didn't stop at Starbucks. Especially on a rainy day! DF won't believe this one!
"As soon as I saw you, I knew an adventure was going to happen." -Winnie The Pooh
I can't believe Thanksgiving is a week from today! I am a fat girl at heart.
Am I just grumpy? Or, does anyone else find this kind of shitty?
It struck me as a rather odd and slightly offensive thing to say.
Aww I'm sorry! I didn't mean to offend, I just love food!
Ok, why is that also irritating?
Because she's equating love of food with fat.
FTR, I'm a fat girl IRL and I hate most foods. It's actually why I'm fat. That and my lack of discipline to just force myself to eat the healthy food even though the texture is weird and makes me gag.
I cannot believe my SIL complains to me about the cost of her insurance co-pays. I have type 1 diabetes so I'm forever paying for medical crap. Know your audience!!!
Also, I cannot believe that my cubicle neighbor just farted very loudly. Sigh. Dude is Mr. Bodily Functions.
I can't believe Thanksgiving is a week from today! I am a fat girl at heart.
Am I just grumpy? Or, does anyone else find this kind of shitty?
It struck me as a rather odd and slightly offensive thing to say.
Aww I'm sorry! I didn't mean to offend, I just love food!
Ok, why is that also irritating?
Because she's equating love of food with fat.
FTR, I'm a fat girl IRL and I hate most foods. It's actually why I'm fat. That and my lack of discipline to just force myself to eat the healthy food even though the texture is weird and makes me gag.
Preach!
I'm fat, too. And I make a LOT of fat jokes. The ladies at Lane Bryant don't really get my humor but I crack my partner and friends up so I guess that's all that really matters.
That being said... it does sting when a skinny girl says she's a "fat girl" at heart, as if people like me have absolutely no self control. Damn.
I'm fat, too. And I make a LOT of fat jokes. The ladies at Lane Bryant don't really get my humor but I crack my partner and friends up so I guess that's all that really matters.
That being said... it does sting when a skinny girl says she's a "fat girl" at heart, as if people like me have absolutely no self control. Damn.
So, you usually just chill at Lane Bryant and make joke? Creepy girl.
I'm fat, too. And I make a LOT of fat jokes. The ladies at Lane Bryant don't really get my humor but I crack my partner and friends up so I guess that's all that really matters.
That being said... it does sting when a skinny girl says she's a "fat girl" at heart, as if people like me have absolutely no self control. Damn.
So, you usually just chill at Lane Bryant and make joke? Creepy girl.
LOL I was thinking of the last time I was there. I said I went up a size and then exaggerated a waddle. The sales associate helping me was not amused.
ETA: Because it truly sucks to realize you went up a size. The best way to deal with it is to laugh. I'd be a much sadder person if I couldn't make a joke from it.
I can't believe Thanksgiving is a week from today! I am a fat girl at heart.
Am I just grumpy? Or, does anyone else find this kind of shitty?
It struck me as a rather odd and slightly offensive thing to say.
Aww I'm sorry! I didn't mean to offend, I just love food!
Ok, why is that also irritating?
Because she's equating love of food with fat.
FTR, I'm a fat girl IRL and I hate most foods. It's actually why I'm fat. That and my lack of discipline to just force myself to eat the healthy food even though the texture is weird and makes me gag.
Preach!
I'm fat, too. And I make a LOT of fat jokes. The ladies at Lane Bryant don't really get my humor but I crack my partner and friends up so I guess that's all that really matters.
That being said... it does sting when a skinny girl says she's a "fat girl" at heart, as if people like me have absolutely no self control. Damn.
Seriously though, I was just being silly. I really didn't mean to hurt anyone.
We all learned a lesson today, apparently there IS such a thing as bad writing.
Re: New thing: Disbelief Thursday
TTC #1 5/13 BFP #3 5/2/14 DD born 1/19/15
NTNP #2 8/17 BFP 12/13/18 ED 8/21/19
I'm so freaking glad it's almost over. This year sucked!!! I have been in the hospital 4 different times. 1st to have a hole drilled in my head, 2nd to have a D&C, 3rd to have a colonoscopy, and just again yesterday to have an emergency D&C. Not to mention I had to have my son committed to a psychiatric hospital for a panic attack.
I'm welcoming the new year to get here ASAP!!! 2014 can't get here soon enough for me.
Wow. That messed with my head a little bit.
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I can't believe that DS turns 2 today! It's crazy how time flies.
With that being said, I can't believe that Christmas is almost here and 2013 is almost over.
April's TTGP Siggy Challenge: Favorite Superhero
SuperMan!
TTC #1 5/13 BFP #3 5/2/14 DD born 1/19/15
NTNP #2 8/17 BFP 12/13/18 ED 8/21/19
@darcyhermione - sorry for your troubles with your brother. Dealing with an alcoholic, especially someone so close to your heart, is so hard. I'm no expert but have some personal experience so I feel your pain.
TTC#1 since May 2012. Low AMH, High FSH.
Factor II (Prothrombin) Mutation
TTGP Award Best PIP 2013 & 2014
My Chart
Damn, that's a depressing thought.
Team Purple!!!!
I can't believe that this year managed to expose three psychotic family members who treat everyone like crap, a baby nephew who I will have no relationship with because his parents are 2 of the three family nut jobs, I can't believe my beloved little dog is dead and we won't get to have her around for Christmas and most of all I can't believe that I am going to lose my job next year and will have to find a new one. I'm so over 2013.
Edit: I'm tired and can't spell
Trying to have baby #1 since April 2013
DH SA March,May 2014 - Low motility and shape issues. On vitamins per RE to help
Me testing April 3, 2014 - FSH and LH good, HSG showed blocked right tube
April 29, 2014 - First RE appt., right tube needs to be removed and possibly left also if
it's bad too. RE suggests going straight to IVF
June 4, 2014 - LAP/HSC and unexpected endo. removed but tubes got to stay!
June 13, 2014 - Post-Op appointment. We decide where to go next since main issue
is MFI influenced. Trying naturally until decision... Repeat SA in September. Aiming for IUI #1 November 2014.
TTC#1 since May 2012. Low AMH, High FSH.
Factor II (Prothrombin) Mutation
TTGP Award Best PIP 2013 & 2014
My Chart
TTC #1 8/2012~Chronic Pelvic Pain Condition began 10/2012~Told I was crazy by many doctors until a good specialist DXed a labral tear and bone impingement in left hip 4/2013~Surgery on left hip: 5/31/13 SUCCESS!!! Pain flares to continue indefinitely (but mostly gone).
Resumed TTC 6/2013~Chronic stomach pain and distension: 8/2013~TTA 1/2014 Until Resolved ~7/2014: Trip to the Mayo Clinic--SUCCESS!! Finally on the road to getting better.
Resumed TTC 7/2014! Third time's the charm....8/2014 Visited the RE~DX: MFI/low morph~Straight to IVF with ICSI! 9/2014~Transferred 1 perfect beautiful 6AA blast with 10 to freeze!!!~10/8/2014: BFP!!!! EDD: 6/17/15 STICK LITTLE BEAN!!! IT'S A BOY!!!!!
FTR, I'm a fat girl IRL and I hate most foods. It's actually why I'm fat. That and my lack of discipline to just force myself to eat the healthy food even though the texture is weird and makes me gag.
April 2013: Femara + Trigger + IUI = ???
I am in disbelief over my sisters ignorance. She got pregnant the first time she had sex. She was 16 when she had the baby and did an open adoption. She then got pregnant within a month of knowing her now husband. She knows I am TTC with my fiance and asked me last night how it was going. When I told her I should ovulate around Dec. 1st and will know by mid december if I get pregnant or not this cycle she started to tell me about how I should stop charting and "worrying" and that to get pregnant all I need to do is have sex 3x a day for the whole month. Um, I work, and so does my fiance... when I pointed that out to her she said "well then 2x, once before work once when you get home". I'm sorry, but aint nobody got time for that! Well then she went on to tell me how ovulation is bull shit and you can get pregnant whenever your body decides to "drop an egg", which is apparently different than ovulating... anyway, it was just infuriating. I was in disbelief that she is so ignorant of the female reproductive system and the social ineptitude of offering such calloused advice to someone TTC: "You are not having enough sex" really? wow.
Also, I cannot believe that my cubicle neighbor just farted very loudly. Sigh. Dude is Mr. Bodily Functions.
I'm fat, too. And I make a LOT of fat jokes. The ladies at Lane Bryant don't really get my humor but I crack my partner and friends up so I guess that's all that really matters.
That being said... it does sting when a skinny girl says she's a "fat girl" at heart, as if people like me have absolutely no self control. Damn.
LOL I was thinking of the last time I was there. I said I went up a size and then exaggerated a waddle. The sales associate helping me was not amused.
ETA: Because it truly sucks to realize you went up a size. The best way to deal with it is to laugh. I'd be a much sadder person if I couldn't make a joke from it.
EDD- 06/13/2017
**Stinkerbelle-8-27-10 * Mr.P's 2nd Mama 7-27-07**