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Late Term and Child Loss
PiperS
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lost it at my doctors appointment today :(
PiperS
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I had an appointment with my MFM today to check our survivor. this is the fourth one since we lost her twin sister but for some reason today I just couldn't hold it together. the ultrasound tech spent a long time looking at her heart and that scared me and the tears just started streaming down my cheeks. When she moved to my Angel she was barely recognizable. she's so much smaller and becoming reabsorbed. it was really hard to see. our survivor looks perfect and I'm so grateful for that. I just wish they both could've been ok. As always thanks for listening.
I had an appointment with my MFM today to check our survivor. this is the fourth one since we lost her twin sister but for some reason today I just couldn't hold it together. the ultrasound tech spent a long time looking at her heart and that scared me and the tears just started streaming down my cheeks. When she moved to my Angel she was barely recognizable. she's so much smaller and becoming reabsorbed. it was really hard to see. our survivor looks perfect and I'm so grateful for that. I just wish they both could've been ok. As always thanks for listening.
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Re: lost it at my doctors appointment today :(
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
Something like this has got to be so hard since it's a constant reminder there when you're checking on your strong little one. I can't imagine it gets easier, but thoughts and prayers to you as you work through this.
BFP #1- 4/2011; DD Brynn born 12/2011
BFP #2- 7/13; EDD- 4/2/14; Lost DS at 20 weeks (11/16/13) due to cord accident
BFP #3- 3/14; EDD- 11/28/14; Lost DD at 15 weeks (6/7/14)- cause unknown
To my angels- I held you every second of your lives and I'll love you every second of mine.