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lost it at my doctors appointment today :(

PiperSPiperS member
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I had an appointment with my MFM today to check our survivor. this is the fourth one since we lost her twin sister but for some reason today I just couldn't hold it together. the ultrasound tech spent a long time looking at her heart and that scared me and the tears just started streaming down my cheeks. When she moved to my Angel she was barely recognizable. she's so much smaller and becoming reabsorbed. it was really hard to see. our survivor looks perfect and I'm so grateful for that. I just wish they both could've been ok. As always thanks for listening.
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Re: lost it at my doctors appointment today :(

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    NoetholaNoethola member
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    Oh sweetie, I am so sorry. What an awful situation. I know that you are happy your little girl is doing well, but I know it would be so hard to see your angel baby seeming to fade away. I am so sorry and wish I could give you a huge hug!
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    VyD81VyD81 member
    I'm so, so sorry. Many hugs.
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    BFP #2, EDD 12/26/14, please be our rainbow.

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    kz's_girlygirlkz's_girlygirl member
    I am so sorry :( it's wonderful that your surviving daughter is doing well, but so difficult to see the changes to your beautiful angel. You are all in my thoughts.
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    Dh:34, no issues.  Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
    4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
    Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
     6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
    1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized.  2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
    Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
    2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!!  5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP!  Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9  Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2  Beta 3  14dp5dt: 497  Please be our sticky rainbow baby!

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    stefugestefuge member
    I'm so sorry. I'm crying just reading this and imagining what you are going through. I'm so glad you're little survivor is still doing so well and will keep praying that she keeps growing and growing.
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    DS1 born 6/5/10 at 40 weeks via emergency c-section due to fetal distress and IUGR caused by placental insufficiency
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    mingaling2mingaling2 member
    I'm so sorry. That sounds heartbreaking :(

     
    EDD 1/8/10 - our sweet sunshine DD born 12/30/09
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    sunflwrasunflwra member

    Something like this has got to be so hard since it's a constant reminder there when you're checking on your strong little one.  I can't imagine it gets easier, but thoughts and prayers to you as you work through this.

    BFP #1- 4/2011; DD Brynn born 12/2011

    BFP #2- 7/13; EDD- 4/2/14; Lost DS at 20 weeks (11/16/13) due to cord accident

    BFP #3- 3/14; EDD- 11/28/14; Lost DD at 15 weeks (6/7/14)- cause unknown

    To my angels- I held you every second of your lives and I'll love you every second of mine.

     

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    schulme2schulme2 member
    I'm so sorry. That had to be so difficult. I would imagine that anyone would have lost it in there as well.
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    jbranden12jbranden12 member
    ((HUGS))


      Our Angel Patricia born sleeping 3/30/12 at 31 weeks
    Our Fighter Anna born early 1/8/13 at 26 weeks
    Hoping to bring home #3 due 9/9/15
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