I had an appointment with my MFM today to check our survivor. this is the fourth one since we lost her twin sister but for some reason today I just couldn't hold it together. the ultrasound tech spent a long time looking at her heart and that scared me and the tears just started streaming down my cheeks. When she moved to my Angel she was barely recognizable. she's so much smaller and becoming reabsorbed. it was really hard to see. our survivor looks perfect and I'm so grateful for that. I just wish they both could've been ok. As always thanks for listening.