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mingaling2mingaling2 member
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I have gone from sad to angry. I don't like it.

 
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  • cawettigcawettig member
    I'm sorry. It's a process we all have to go through. I still get waves. I'm sorry Hun (((hugs)))

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  • CRUN2012CRUN2012 member
    Angry is OK...its not fun but its OK. Write those feelings down or get them out somehow and hopefully soon they will become less intense. Sending hugs to you!
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  • VyD81VyD81 member
    Unfortunately these emotions are going to come. You're not alone, it's ok to feel angry. Hugs...
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  • mingaling2mingaling2 member
    I just can't believe all these people complaining about trivial things re: their kids. I mean, I can believe because I did the same. But now it just seems like a world away - people not even realizing how lucky they are to have their children still with them. I just want to scream.

     
    EDD 1/8/10 - our sweet sunshine DD born 12/30/09
    EDD 2/15/14 - Stillbirth at 21 wks 10/02/13
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  • kz's_girlygirlkz's_girlygirl member
    I hope you can find a way to let the anger out. I usually have to go for a drive and just scream. Sending thoughts of comfort your way.
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  • stefugestefuge member
    I'm sorry. I agree with what PP have said - find a way to get it out and get through it. ((Hugs))
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  • angelsnightangelsnight member

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    Hugs, you're not alone.  It's been 7 months and I'm still pretty angry most of the time.  Sometimes I sit around hoping someone will say something insensitive to me so I can rip into them.  My therapist calls it "walking around with a cup of sludge", like I'm just waiting for someone to deserve me taking my anger out on them.

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  • mingaling2mingaling2 member
    angelsnight said:

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    Hugs, you're not alone.  It's been 7 months and I'm still pretty angry most of the time.  Sometimes I sit around hoping someone will say something insensitive to me so I can rip into them.  My therapist calls it "walking around with a cup of sludge", like I'm just waiting for someone to deserve me taking my anger out on them.

    I feel like that, too, just waiting for it to happen. Then I feel all this guilt for unleashing it at someone who really has no way of knowing.  Feeling so conflicted :(

     
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    EDD 2/15/14 - Stillbirth at 21 wks 10/02/13
    EDD 8/12/15 - MMC 1/12/15
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