Hi ladies! I have been contemplating since yesterday whether or not to post this...partly because I don't want to jinx myself and partly bc I don't want to offend anyone. But I figure, I have been here for almost a year, so I have put in my time and want to share my news with all my wonderful friends!! Yesterday DH and I were planning on going out and I was planning on drinking, presumably a lot. So I told myself I would test just to be sure I wasn't KU. I wasn't expecting a BFP, in fact was loathing to test. I went in the bathroom to pick up the test and throw it away, when I looked down I saw two lines!! I was in such shock it brought tears to my eyes. I immediately called DH and told him. His best friend was with him so he heard the news too. I was 10DPO so the line was faint, but very clear. In fact it was the same as the line with my last loss (and that was taken 1 day after expected period), so I think this is a good sign. I picked up two more FRERs, and tested again today..the line was significantly darker. I am praying that this will be our rainbow/.
I want to thank you all for your support over this last year. It has meant so much to me. Especially to my Multiple Loss Ladies and July Sparklers. Thank you for always being there for me. I wish I could give you all hugs IRL. I wanted to tell you ladies first thing but was scared of "jinxing" myself. I love you all. I am due again in July and hopefully this one we will be taking home! I will be lurking and posting where I am permitted. I hope that you ladies join me quickly on PGAL. Lots of (((hugs))) and I will miss you tons!!
BFP #1 ended in MMC. Discovered Oct 2005 @10w5d, baby stopped growing around 6w. D&C.
BFP#2 Nov 2005. Baby's heart stopped @ 8w3d. D&C Jan 2006. Trisomy 18
BFP#3 Nov 2006. My "miracle baby" DD born 7/25/07
BFP #4 11/6/12. EDD 7/16/13~my birthday! No sac found @ 5w1d, betas not increasing. Natural m/c started 11/20/12.
BFP#5 11/9/13. EDD 7/21/14 Our beautiful rainbow born on his due date!!