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TTC after 35
hooligans4
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Can I be happy and sad on the same day?
hooligans4
member
in TTC after 35
Tomorrow is my 10 year anniversary and also would have been my EDD for my MC.
I'm trying so hard to just focus in the positive and celebrate my 10 years. But I keep thinking that I should have a baby in my arms when I celebrate.
Ok now that I wrote that I feel so stupid. I am grateful for what I do have and I am not going to let it get me down. I have one beautiful 9 year old son with my husband and I am truly blessed to have him. I want another but I have to accept the fact that it might not happen.
I will only focus on the good tomorrow.
Thank you for letting me get that out.
I'm trying so hard to just focus in the positive and celebrate my 10 years. But I keep thinking that I should have a baby in my arms when I celebrate.
Ok now that I wrote that I feel so stupid. I am grateful for what I do have and I am not going to let it get me down. I have one beautiful 9 year old son with my husband and I am truly blessed to have him. I want another but I have to accept the fact that it might not happen.
I will only focus on the good tomorrow.
Thank you for letting me get that out.
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome
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Re: Can I be happy and sad on the same day?
Me: 40 DH: 38
TTC since November 2012
Elias (Eli) born 9/2/17 at 7:07pm weight 8lbs 10oz and 20.5 inches long!!
My Ovulation Chart
Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
3 cycles clomid with Ob,
1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.
May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN
May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't.
February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing.
SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!
Miscarriage 4/23/15
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome