Thinking of you all!!

Heatherhah · October 2013

Hello ladies- I just wanted to tell you all that I am thinking of all of you today. I know Halloween isn't necessarily a big big holiday but for me it is and was after my loss. I had bought my Sydney a sweet little skeleton one piece sleeper since she was due 10/10/11 she would have been just the right size. Well you all know how that ended 2 years ago with her dying on Sept 30,2011. That outfit will never be used not even for my rainbow Trinity who is almost 1. The outfit will never fit her and it makes me sad to think of no one wearing that sweet little outfit. So even halloween can be a tough one for some. It does get a little better in time but the hurt and sadness still creeps in often and makes breathing hard sometimes but I have to add that most days I smile thinking of her not cry.

So I just wanted to say hi to all of the new mommies and I wanna send you all hugs because I was you 2 years ago. Grief is so tough and it comes in waves just embrace your feelings and know that we are here for you always!! I am here if anyone would like to chat!!!!!

Love to all-

Heather

jbranden12 · October 2013

Hey lady! I'm so sorry none of your girls got to wear that cute little sleeper. Maybe save for a grandbaby ;-)

diamante1181 · October 2013

Thanks for the sweet words.

cawettig · October 2013

Thank you for posting that. I was planning on doing something cute for Arianna this Halloween. Holidays are so hard.

Bayberry12 · October 2013

Hugs to you Heather. Holidays are hard, even Halloween. It's such a fun, social holiday around here but sinc our loss, dh and I have become pretty antisocial. Seeing all the happy young families out all dressed up still stings.

irons633 · October 2013

Thank you for your words!

CRUN2012 · October 2013

Thank you for your thoughts...today has been a particularly tough day for me...probably because it was one week ago I fpufound out my baby was gone. I'm glad to hear that you smile rather than cry when thinking of your sweet Angel and I'm hoping that time comes for me too ♡

stefuge · October 2013

***LO ticker ***DS mentioned*** Thank you for your words. Just yesterday I was out shopping for DS1, and saw a little "my first Halloween" onesie and hat and it really hit me. Colton would have been about 10 days old right now, if born when expected, and could have worn that.

VyD81 · November 2013

Thank you, for the sweet thoughts. I did not go to our friend's Halloween party this year, I had a costume plan out to fit my would be 34 weeks belly, but it's put away in a box now

shandorfml2 · November 2013

Thank you. We had a little Halloween onsie as well. Totally sucks!

weddedwife · November 2013

Halloween is hard for me too. My son died 2 days later. We were out walking around trick r treating w my DD and I can't help but think I should've been home taking it easy

When I take out the Halloween decorations a wave of sadness comes over me. I don't even want to put them up at all but we do it for DD.

stefuge · November 2013

weddedwife said:

Halloween is hard for me too. My son died 2 days later. We were out walking around trick r treating w my DD and I can't help but think I should've been home taking it easy When I take out the Halloween decorations a wave of sadness comes over me. I don't even want to put them up at all but we do it for DD.

((Hugs))

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