Hello ladies- I just wanted to tell you all that I am thinking of all of you today. I know Halloween isn't necessarily a big big holiday but for me it is and was after my loss. I had bought my Sydney a sweet little skeleton one piece sleeper since she was due 10/10/11 she would have been just the right size. Well you all know how that ended 2 years ago with her dying on Sept 30,2011. That outfit will never be used not even for my rainbow Trinity who is almost 1. The outfit will never fit her and it makes me sad to think of no one wearing that sweet little outfit. So even halloween can be a tough one for some. It does get a little better in time but the hurt and sadness still creeps in often and makes breathing hard sometimes but I have to add that most days I smile thinking of her not cry.
So I just wanted to say hi to all of the new mommies and I wanna send you all hugs because I was you 2 years ago. Grief is so tough and it comes in waves just embrace your feelings and know that we are here for you always!! I am here if anyone would like to chat!!!!!
Love to all-
Heather
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