Late Term and Child Loss

Today we laid our baby boy to rest

Today was the day we said our final goodbyes to our sweet baby boy. We buried him next to my husband's cousin who passed away at age 16 in a car accident. It helps us to believe that she will be taking good care of our little guy.

As difficult as it was I still don't totally feel as though he is gone. I can honestly say I feel him with me all the time. I talk to him often and I look at his picture. Maybe this is something that will fade in time and maybe I am still in disbelief that this my life, but it's comforting for me to know that he is still with me and my husband and that he always will be. And for that I feel peaceful...thankful.

 

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  • Sending thoughts and prayers your way. Wish I could hug you.

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  • I am definitely still in disbelief that this is now my life, you are not alone in that thought for sure!  I am so glad you had a special place to lay your sweet Carter to rest.  Lots of hugs to you and your husband today, and in the coming days <3
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    Dh:34, no issues.  Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
    4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
    Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
     6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
    1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized.  2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
    Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
    2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!!  5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP!  Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9  Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2  Beta 3  14dp5dt: 497  Please be our sticky rainbow baby!

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  • I'm so sorry you have to go through this. My heart goes out to you, honestly. I can understand the not wanting this to be your life. I myself have said that at least twice today. It is heartbreaking and senseless that this should happen to anyone. T & P your way.
    On 10/23/13 Baby Sophie and Baby Gabriel born at 21+5 weeks. They grew wings and flew away from us. May God bless them always. We love you beans!
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  • I am thinking of you today, hugs your way

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    Baby #3 on the way, EDD 2/29/16.  Originally twins, but we said goodbye to Baby B at 8 weeks.
  • Big hugs to you today.

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    BFP #2, EDD 12/26/14, please be our rainbow.

  • Hugs to you and your husband. I agree I can not believe that this is my life as well for I am the mother of two angel babies. Never thought in my life I would have to endure this type of pain. I do pray your days as everyone else's get easier and that we will share in the happiness of having healthy babies real soon!!!
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    Sending so many hugs, thoughts and peace your way. I'm glad you still feel him with you; I still feel Devon with me, and I think I always will. *hugs*






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