Today was the day we said our final goodbyes to our sweet baby boy. We buried him next to my husband's cousin who passed away at age 16 in a car accident. It helps us to believe that she will be taking good care of our little guy.
As difficult as it was I still don't totally feel as though he is gone. I can honestly say I feel him with me all the time. I talk to him often and I look at his picture. Maybe this is something that will fade in time and maybe I am still in disbelief that this my life, but it's comforting for me to know that he is still with me and my husband and that he always will be. And for that I feel peaceful...thankful.
Re: Today we laid our baby boy to rest
Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
Sending so many hugs, thoughts and peace your way. I'm glad you still feel him with you; I still feel Devon with me, and I think I always will. *hugs*