Today was the day we said our final goodbyes to our sweet baby boy. We buried him next to my husband's cousin who passed away at age 16 in a car accident. It helps us to believe that she will be taking good care of our little guy.
As difficult as it was I still don't totally feel as though he is gone. I can honestly say I feel him with me all the time. I talk to him often and I look at his picture. Maybe this is something that will fade in time and maybe I am still in disbelief that this my life, but it's comforting for me to know that he is still with me and my husband and that he always will be. And for that I feel peaceful...thankful.