Im so sorry for your loss. We will all be keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. I cant even imagine what your going through but we will be here when you need us
Thanks ladies. We just got home from my home town. Its quiet now. LO is asleep. I miss him so much. We had LO 's baptism 5 days before he died. My dad hired a professional photographer for it. We got amazing family portraits where we were all together one last time. Spent a great weekend with all my siblings 5 days before he died. That was truly a gift. He was soooooo proud to be a godfather ....evenif only for 5 days. Trying to remember the good times.
Wow, I am so sorry for your loss. He sounds like he was a joy for those who knew him. Absolutely heartbreaking. Please know that I am praying for you and your family as you grieve his loss.
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I keep coming back to this. I can't even imagine how you're feeling. FI's brother is 24 with cerebral palsy and severe mental retardation. He is non-vocal and has the functioning of a 1 year old, and has been in a wheelchair since he was 2. I've learned so much about life from him, I imagine the same was with your brother. As sad as you are, try and focus on the good memories and I know that your brother would want you happy. That is the one way I've pulled myself through multiple losses, I give myself time to grieve and to cry and to scream, but eventually I remember that they'd hate that anyone was hurting and sad. I firmly believe that he was only physically lo's godfather for 5 days, but he will always be with lo, always in the heart. I know that you were all brought together for lo's baptism for a reason.
I have so many prayers for you. Just remember it's okay to be upset and cry. You are stronger than you know.
I will probably go quiet on here for a while. My little brother died unexpectedly this week. He had a massive pulmonary embolism. He was 31. I had to go to the hospital with my mom to view the body. He called 911 before he lost consciousness. They worked for an hour but couldn't revive him. I cant get the sound of my mom's screams out of my head. All I could do was hold my baby and cry. My little brother Jonathan was so special. He was very much like Forrest Gump. He has cerebral palsy and was so sweet. He would send me thank you cards for his birthday cards. He would write in the thank you cards upside down and backwards. It was the cutest thing. He was so kind despite being horribly bullied in school by kids who weren't special needs. We buried him yesterday. It still seems like a dream. Prayers for my family.
I am so very sorry. I empathize with you. I lost my father suddenly this week as well due to massive stroke. It's horrific, sad & heartbreaking. My prayers are with you as you go through this difficult time.
I will probably go quiet on here for a while. My little brother died unexpectedly this week. He had a massive pulmonary embolism. He was 31. I had to go to the hospital with my mom to view the body. He called 911 before he lost consciousness. They worked for an hour but couldn't revive him. I cant get the sound of my mom's screams out of my head. All I could do was hold my baby and cry. My little brother Jonathan was so special. He was very much like Forrest Gump. He has cerebral palsy and was so sweet. He would send me thank you cards for his birthday cards. He would write in the thank you cards upside down and backwards. It was the cutest thing. He was so kind despite being horribly bullied in school by kids who weren't special needs. We buried him yesterday. It still seems like a dream. Prayers for my family.
I am so very sorry. I empathize with you. I lost my father suddenly this week as well due to massive stroke. It's horrific, sad & heartbreaking. My prayers are with you as you go through this difficult time.
I'm so sorry Prim. Maybe we can support each other during this awful time. Hugs!!!!!
I'm sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine what you are going through. Give yourself time to grieve and spend with your family. Thoughts and prayers to you and your loved ones.
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Had our precious baby girl, Little Miss E, on August 14, 2013 ♥ 143 → I.love.you. ♥

I have so many prayers for you. Just remember it's okay to be upset and cry. You are stronger than you know.
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