We're at the mall play ground and DD1 is just being amazing. She is making friends, protecting the littler ones, and just being a good girl. She's been hell on wheels the past few days and I know I've complained about it a lot here.
But it just hit me. Holy crap, this is our last day as just the two of us. (Sometime tomorrow i am going to be induced, so she is going to my parents house) And holy crap, my kid is amazing (ok, I might be a little biased), how the hell is my other kid going to even hold a candle to her? How am I going to find this same level of love, admiration, and complete awe for another child?
Second time mommy guilt has finally kicked in, I guess.
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We're at Town Center because the Disney Store here ha the size we needed for her costume we love North Point mall, though!
my brother is in town with his son who is 3 mos younger than dd (and a huge cry baby)..and dd is sooooo helpful with him. when he cries, she brings him his bottle..or walks up to an adult and taps her shoulder (her sign for telling us to hold her...but she's referring to my nephew). gonna be such a good big sister. ahhhhh...
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Let the weeping weeks begin. I'm sure I'll be an absolute mess when it's time to go to the hospital. (
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Then tonight, we were all sitting in the living room, Wyatt in his swing, H and I on the couch, and Sam running around pointing and squealing at Wyatt and trying to give him all of his toys, and it just kind of clicked. Sam isn't an only child anymore, and I will never be able to devote my full attention to him, this is true. But now he has a brother to share his life with, to hopefully be his best friend as they grow up, and to be his family once H and I are gone.
Then I really lost it with the crying.
I am now full on Farrah-from-teen-mom ugly crying.
I can't imagine how it works to let another one in to the little family and to love everybody equally. My son has been extra cuddly lately too and I feel so bad for him. But at the same time I LOVE my two sisters so I know it all works out. Lol