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Trouble TTC
rachel801231
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just venting.....mc mentioned
rachel801231
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in Trouble TTC
Just having a really sad day today. had I not miscarried the first time I would have been in my 9th month of pregnancy. My projected due date was next week on the 5th. I started my first round of clomid this cycle and progesterone. This friday I am suppose to take a pregnancy test. I am not feeling it so I have been so down today. I know you ladies have been there and some have been dealing with this a lot longer. It's so hard going to work. I work with families who are mostly low income and am just amazed by some of these people who have 6 kids by 6 different daddies and no way to take care of them. Yet we are trying to plan our families and have such a difficult time. I just need to get this out. Thanks for listening.
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Re: just venting.....mc mentioned
So sorry you are feeling down
( Been there...and I promise, it will get easier. I wish you luck with your testing this weekend!! I am on my first round of clomid, had an IUI today and start progesterone tomorrow. I am already scared of the future potential of another loss. I have suffered 2 m/c's in the past year, and those milestones don't seem like they will ever leave my mind. Just keep looking forward to what is yet to come!
Keep your head up! FX!
ME - 31, DH - 40
Married 06/25/2011, TTC since 03/2012
BFP #1 on 11/13/12 -- EDD 7/24/13 -- M/C (CP) on 11/21/12
BFP #2 on 7/21/13 -- EDD 3/29/14 -- M/C (CP) on 7/31/13
09/4/13 - 4/16/14 -- IUI #1 - 6 = BFNs
7/13/14 -- IVF #1 w/ ICSI
ER on 7/26/14 -- 20 R, 15 M, 11 F
ET on 7/31/14 -- 1 transferred (4bb); 8 frosties!!!
BFP #3 on 8/8/14 -- EDD 04/18/15
BETA #1: 473, BETA #2: 1009, BETA #3: 1975
** It's a BOY!!! **
Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545 -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
IUI#4 1/23/13 on 75iu x9 Follistim = BFP then chem preg m/c (Feb 2013)
IUI#5 BFN (April 2013)
S/PAIFW , S/PALW
My Blog
**Follow your heart, but take your brain with you**
I am so sorry. EDDs are tough - my DH didn't seem to understand why I was so upset/depressed/frustrated/you-name-it the weeks leading up to my EDD last year. Of course, it didn't help that my EDD was December 28th, so I don't know if it was something about the combination of the holidays (knowing that had there not been a m/c, we would have had a very different holiday), or my nephew's 1st birthday the following week, but my EDD month last year was very hard emotionally. We're going through our first IVF cycle now, so we are hopeful to have something to celebrate for the holidays this year.
No matter what, you are entitled to whatever feelings you have. So don't be afraid to express them and share them if you need to. And remember to take some time for you during the next few weeks - sometimes we all just need a day to cry in the bathtub with a big bowl of ice cream!
TTC since July 2011
Me(33): normal HSG; diagnosed with mild PCOS
DH(35): normal SA
*6 cycles no meds, July-Dec. 2011, all BFN
*Clomid for 3 cycles, Jan-March 2011: BFP March 2011
*MC at 6 weeks
*2 cycles off
*Started TTC again July 2012 with Clomid, 6 cycles from July-Dec. 2012, all BFN
*1 cycle no meds: BFN
*1 cycle Femara: BFN
*1st RE visit March 2013 - first IUI in April 2013 with Femara, Menopur, and Novarel (BFN); second IUI in May 2013, same protocol (BFN); two cycle break; third IUI in August 2013, same protocol (BFN)
*1st IVF cycle, October 2013 (Synarel, Menopur (75 iu), and Gonal-F (150 iu)) -- BFP!! Saw two babies at our 5wk5d u/s on Oct. 28th! EDD=June 25, 2014