Nothing!!! UPDaTE! Onward to FET!

Momarazzi007 · September 2013

AF reared her ugly head! Elephants, jade, fruit, lunar tIming, dancing in the rain, babycakes dancing in bead- we tried everything (yep- even getting drunk as skunks) and nothing! The only thing we did not do was BD on full moon- only bc full moon is Thursday and AF said FU! Lmbo. Ok. So bloodwork for prolactin levels Thursday, Hysterosonogram Monday (ugh, boo), hubs has his blood work (still don't get that, Embie is made and in freezer, his blood now has no bearing on three year ago donation... Right???). October 3 we see Dr and find out course if action (or my uterus is messed up beyond repair after c-section and God gave me PreK teaching job this month as a these are your kids now, don't be sad you won't have any more of your own babies- and I can spend the whole next day, the 4th, my birthday, crying)... I'm so freaked. So now you know, sorry haven't been around! Been busy setting up and getting settled in new job! Now I feel like this might be too much stress for me going into FET- so stupid!!!

KC1212 · September 2013

Hey! I thought about you the other day! Wondering where you were.

I'm so so sorry hon. As for the job, I truly don't think it's God's way of saying you won't have anymore children. He's just not that mean.

Perhaps the job is a blessing in disguise. More money for fertility treatments and distraction from them as well.

Stress and IF really are a tangled web. I think you are probably fine to proceed with FET I would just take as many measures as possible to be kind to yourself. Prepare in advance a game plan of emotional after-care. I do this every cycle for just regular TI. Like, for instance if this cycle is a bust (most likely) I might add fertility massage next month.

IF is often my excuse for pedicures

Oh and I am scared to freaking death to ask about C-section comment (don't even tell me)

Anyway (hugs)!

Momarazzi007 · September 2013

Nothing to be scared of for most, but I produce keloid scars, not severe- really mild, but just scared to think if I have too much scar tissue we couldn't proceed- 99% sure all panic in my head!!! Since my birthday and all coming up I already have spa mani pedi set up- haven't done that in three years! Can't wait and good call!
Thanks for reassurance on job and God's reasons- you're right too!!!